Well this was a first yesturday and just now I cried for the first time in 2 years. I haven't been able to cry in such a long time, I forgot what it felt like..
because of the meds I'm on, it took away most of my emotions, I felt nothing for such a long time. Only recently have I decreased that medication (seroquel) and in a week I will finally be free of it, I will finally be able to feel again...seroquel almost destroyed me, but I somehow survived.
