Every f*cking attempt I make at trying to cheer myself or enjoy something is just not working at all...I wish I had a magic pill that would just make me feel nothing at all...That would be much better..
Actually, and I am being completely honest here, all three. I feel passed off, insanely depressed and I don't feel any joy from anything, so extreme boredom as well as self hatred.
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