Noandnoandno 100 June 21, 2016 Share June 21, 2016 (edited) So, hello there. I was never quite good at introducing myself. But I can try and stuff. The reason why I decided to go to a forum was because I've decided to open up more to people. Something I am bad at. To tell yo uthe truth I always felt like I was doing by myself just fine, but recently I discovered that I wasn't really honest with myself, I do consider myself to be very introverted, but I hate being lonely. I do need some place to discuss certain things and I can't really do that much where I kept myself at. There was this feeling of void of not having a voice, of having various thoughts inside of my head and not being able to release them. So, perhaps opening up myself; my personality to a community could be a good idea, I am not quite sure if it is, since for a long while I was very much so embarassed of who I am, I always was and in a way I am still ashamed of what I am. I always make a big deal of saying anything, to the point where I end up saying nothing at all. Since I know that I am good at saying the wrong things at the wrong time. I've been in the fandom for 5-4 years or so, I know I was watching the live-streams of the season 2 opener. It was an amazing experience and honestly it still is. I have a great problem with socializing, I always have, it has slightly gone better over the years in some ways, in some ways I believe I've got worse. I am diagnosed with high functioning autism. So this means that I can end up saying very cringe incuding things or do cringe inducing things. The more I age the more I realize this, which made me develop some sort of anxiety where I am very careful as to what I am going to say or do. I hate using "autism" as an excuse for anything, it does not excuse certain awkward situations or things I can say when I do not think things properly through. I always loved the show and the community's creativity, whenever it would be songs or fan-made animations that got created through their passion for the things they love. In my spare time I usually play video games or make videos for my YouTube channel. I can talk about the things I like to great extent. Currently I have been enjoying to over-helming ammount of Nine Inch Nails, to all albums, they are great in variety. So that is the kind of music I like. My special interests always change over time, sometimes it can be few months or years while the main big interest stays in the front, that being ponies now. My videos I make on my YouTube channel are another way I tend to express my various of emotions I have. If you would be so nice you can go and check it out here. https://www.youtube.com/user/HeavyWeaponsBaby Making videos is a big thing in my life and a nice way to waste some time, I have been working with several editing softwares as a child when dad introduced me to one. Then I made various videos around games I played as a kid, luckilly we didn't have internet so I couldn't share my embarassing things to YouTube, after a while my passion for making videos died, since I had no inspiration. Ponies brought back that inspiration and I felt in love with it all over again and I have improved. They aren't the best videos in the world, but I think that child in me would be really happy. I usually make PMVs, those videos are the most important to me on my channel, since I connect strongly to certain songs I use, therefore majority of my PMVs are some sort of vents. My favorite pony of all time is acutally Maud Pie, I feel like I can relate to her the most, even if we know very little about her. You can fill in the blanks with whatever you want it to. Silly thing to do. My second favorite pony is Pinkie Pie, I look up to her way of living and always smilling for others. It is something I want to do in life; to live an happy life while making the ones I love happy as well. So that is how I would like to introduce myself. Hopefully great stuff is about to come, or maybe I just made a great mistake, we'll see. Edited June 21, 2016 by HeavyWeaponsBaby 6 It's something I have to do. I was there, too. Before everything else I was like you I won't let you fall apart. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kenshiro 13,493 June 21, 2016 Share June 21, 2016 WELCOME TO FORUMS!!! Hello there my friend. Its nice to meet you. We are very happy to see you in the forums. I am sure you ll love here and there are lots of pony friends impatiently waiting to meet with you. If you wish to ask anything, you can always send PM. See you around ''' 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
perfect song 33 June 21, 2016 Share June 21, 2016 nice to meet you you are going to have fun 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Noandnoandno 100 June 21, 2016 Author Share June 21, 2016 nice to meet you you are going to have fun Thanks! I like fun, fun's the best. 1 It's something I have to do. I was there, too. Before everything else I was like you I won't let you fall apart. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Slendy 2,918 June 21, 2016 Share June 21, 2016 Welcome to the site. I understand being awkward. I myself don't have autism, but I can be awkward. Especially when I'm with a group of people that I personally don't know. Anyway, I hope that you enjoy it here. 2 Shadows await you all. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
redaxted 1,765 June 22, 2016 Share June 22, 2016 Hi! Welcome to the amazing MLP Forums! It's awesome to have you here, thanks for joining. I hope you love it here and meet plenty of sweet friends. I'm sure you will! And if ever you have inquiries or would simply like somebody to talk to, then feel free to send me a quick PM or a profile comment. I checked out your YouTube channel, and I really enjoyed the videos I watched. Good job! 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Noandnoandno 100 June 22, 2016 Author Share June 22, 2016 Welcome to the site. I understand being awkward. I myself don't have autism, but I can be awkward. Especially when I'm with a group of people that I personally don't know. Anyway, I hope that you enjoy it here. Thank you very much, being in a group is a thing I tend to avoid, so I mostly stick to talking only to one person at a time. Hi! Welcome to the amazing MLP Forums! It's awesome to have you here, thanks for joining. I hope you love it here and meet plenty of sweet friends. I'm sure you will! And if ever you have inquiries or would simply like somebody to talk to, then feel free to send me a quick PM or a profile comment. I checked out your YouTube channel, and I really enjoyed the videos I watched. Good job! Hello! And I believe so! From what I've seen this website is very much so alive with plenty of interesting discussions ot keep me coming back. Also thank you a lot for checking out my YouTube channel, I am really glad you enjoyed what you saw! 3 It's something I have to do. I was there, too. Before everything else I was like you I won't let you fall apart. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Stardust* 3,302 June 23, 2016 Share June 23, 2016 @@HeavyWeaponsBaby, *GASP!* 'yay' Welcome! We are so very glad you are here! Now.. to dance! 1 Stardust My Art My Non-Pony Art Ask A Pony Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
twiia 1,843 June 24, 2016 Share June 24, 2016 HeavyWeaponsBaby welcome to the MLP Forums! This is a great community and I hope you'll enjoy your time here. If you need help or just want to chat, feel free to PM me. 2 'Make me your Queen' Sig by Wheatley Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rikifive 24,291 June 28, 2016 Share June 28, 2016 Hello! =3 Ouh, sorry to hear that. I understand why making videos is a big thing for you as the story behind* this is quite similar to me and game making.* - though I'm kinda guessing ~ I took your story and few videos on your channel, that I've watched into consideration. They aren't the best videos in the world, but I think that child in me would be really happy. And that's the most important thing. It is something I want to do in life; to live an happy life while making the ones I love happy as well. So we want the same thing! I know it sounds kinda silly, but living a happy life and being able to make others happy would make me happy as well. -{ He said 'happy' three times in one sentence! You know what this calls for? A PARTY!! ) Sure Pinkie! *cough* *cough* Anyway, that's basically how my OC was created. Bringing happiness is what she wants to do. =3 I hope you'll meet many great friends here and I wish you good luck with your Youtube channel. I've noticed, that you've got 1000+ subs, so you're doing not bad! =3 Welcome to the herd! 2 ❤ ■■■■■■■■■■ ⭐ ■■■■■■■■■■ Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Noandnoandno 100 June 28, 2016 Author Share June 28, 2016 I understand why making videos is a big thing for you as the story behind* this is quite similar to me and game making. * - though I'm kinda guessing ~ I took your story and few videos on your channel, that I've watched into consideration. You are right indeed! You could pretty much label majority of my videos as some sort of "vents". Some videos in particular were made in matter of hours simply because I felt like I needed to get certain emotions out of my system. So we want the same thing! I know it sounds kinda silly, but living a happy life and being able to make others happy would make me happy as well. The best kind of happiness is the shared one! Over time one realizes that achieving both yourself and being happy is a very hard task, and usually it may even seem impossible, but I still aim to live by "make yourself and others" happy. Both things are sometimes hard for me though, but I'm learning (I think). I hope you'll meet many great friends here and I wish you good luck with your Youtube channel. I've noticed, that you've got 1000+ subs, so you're doing not bad! =3 Thank you a lot! The channel's subscriber count always sort of makes me happy, never would I ever think that I would get so much people to click on that button. Thank you for your kind words! I am opening up this forum quite often and commenting on stuff that relates or interests me and so far I am happy here! 1 It's something I have to do. I was there, too. Before everything else I was like you I won't let you fall apart. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rikifive 24,291 June 28, 2016 Share June 28, 2016 Mhm, I see. Well said! Exactly! I'm glad you're doing fine there! =3 I hope you'll not receive (or at least not much of) these famous hate comments from non-brony-kidz-that-want-to-shine-on-the-internetz and even if, then ignore them. (= ^^ That's good to hear you're enjoying so far! =3 2 ❤ ■■■■■■■■■■ ⭐ ■■■■■■■■■■ Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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