mega thread How are you feeling?

[Slumberlumber 341]

1 hour ago, Slumberlumber said:

Both are acceptable. She knows and accepts it. Plus I can run faster than her.

In seriousness, perhaps if she had seen the show, and joined the fandom, it' help her a lot. But, she's not into it.

Tense. Very tense. First time opening up as much as I recently did in this group, where as before I learned to be very, very quiet. As the people on previous pages I'm on can be.....un-balanced to be polite. To put it into perspective, it's the equivalent lighting the beakens of Gondor in the threat of the advancing ocrcs, and wonering what to expect. So far, Rohan has answered. Which is a strange feeling to hav something positive come from this experience. Though I wait for the other shoe to drop out of habit, I'm beginning to dare to wonder if there is another shoe at all.

Moments ago, Slumberlumber said:

Tense. Very tense. First time opening up as much as I recently did in this group, where as before I learned to be very, very quiet. As the people on previous pages I'm on can be.....un-balanced to be polite. To put it into perspective, it's the equivalent lighting the beakens of Gondor in the threat of the advancing ocrcs, and wonering what to expect. So far, Rohan has answered. Which is a strange feeling to hav something positive come from this experience. Though I wait for the other shoe to drop out of habit, I'm beginning to dare to wonder if there is another shoe at all.

Meant that to be it's own post, not a reponse. Woops.

[Acinonyx 335]

Still feeling exhausted from yesterday despite getting ample sleep last night, gonna take a day or two to recover I think.

[ZiggWheelsManning 12,151]

Bothersome by this warm air in my room.  

[Midnight Insight 228]

I'm as happy as I am sleepy.

And I'm so sleepy...

[Raskolnikov 329]

Kinda sick... Need to take some aspirin and try and sleep I think.

[ZiggWheelsManning 12,151]

7 minutes ago, Raskolnikov said:

Kinda sick... Need to take some aspirin and try and sleep I think.

I feel worried about you.  Get some rest and you'll feel better tomorrow.  

[Raskolnikov 329]

9 minutes ago, ZiggWheelsManning said:

I feel worried about you.  Get some rest and you'll feel better tomorrow.  

Haha I should be fine, but thank you ^^" I think lots of activity, vodka and lack of sleep may have left me dehydrated and drained. Hopefully sleeping at a decent time will fix it, I need to stop going to bed late and let my body actually recover :p

[Acinonyx 335]

My chest kinda hurts a little, I guess I'm not doing so well. 

[Silent Dusk 168]

Very, VERY homesick. Camping is fun and all but I still miss my pets, my room, and my computer. Still I’m lucky to have found a way to sign in on my phone. That and my legs have been aching since this morning. 

[Interstellar Sketch 2,534]

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I've never felt worse in my entire life. Now I know that she thinks of me as an absolute burden that's the biggest waste of space and time. I'm so sorry you decided to have me, it was completely my choice. I should have just said no to life so you'd never have to deal with me. Makes total sense. I just won't have necessities and I won't get sick anymore if that makes it all better. It's completely my fault for everything wrong that's happening here. I now blame myself too. What a lovely day and what an awesome childhood. Childhood....never heard of it. Oh right, that's because I NEVER HAD ONE. I'm so tired. I want this part to end and to go back and have a better childhood.

[Dah Onion Eater 5,263]

2 minutes ago, Interstellar Sketch said:

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I've never felt worse in my entire life. Now I know that she thinks of me as an absolute burden that's the biggest waste of space and time. I'm so sorry you decided to have me, it was completely my choice. I should have just said no to life so you'd never have to deal with me. Makes total sense. I just won't have necessities and I won't get sick anymore if that makes it all better. It's completely my fault for everything wrong that's happening here. I now blame myself too. What a lovely day and what an awesome childhood. Childhood....never heard of it. Oh right, that's because I NEVER HAD ONE. I'm so tired. I want this part to end and to go back and have a better childhood.

I say back to her what every mom says to her child when they act spoiled "Be grateful" 

"Be grateful that you raised such an amazing, talented, sweet, funny and geninuely interesting to listen to person, and didn't make your child into a killer, because despite being a more unfeeling person then Michael Myers on Halloween night, you got someone who's the exact opposite.

If I was your child, I'd punish myself, I'd punish myself because no child deserves someone like you, no child deserves your egotisical BS, and the fact that you did this to multiple children sickens me."-Dah Onion Eater.

Sketch, my day was made when you posted that art because it made me respect you even more despite how grueling the process of editing that must have been while simultaniously working on school and other doodles. 

Thank you for being my forum friend forever

[Slumberlumber 341]

11 minutes ago, Interstellar Sketch said:

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I've never felt worse in my entire life. Now I know that she thinks of me as an absolute burden that's the biggest waste of space and time. I'm so sorry you decided to have me, it was completely my choice. I should have just said no to life so you'd never have to deal with me. Makes total sense. I just won't have necessities and I won't get sick anymore if that makes it all better. It's completely my fault for everything wrong that's happening here. I now blame myself too. What a lovely day and what an awesome childhood. Childhood....never heard of it. Oh right, that's because I NEVER HAD ONE. I'm so tired. I want this part to end and to go back and have a better childhood.

Mother's can be great.....when they want to be. They can also be complete nightmares. Know that you are not alone.

[Ice Princess Silky <3 15,576]

15 minutes ago, Interstellar Sketch said:

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I've never felt worse in my entire life. Now I know that she thinks of me as an absolute burden that's the biggest waste of space and time. I'm so sorry you decided to have me, it was completely my choice. I should have just said no to life so you'd never have to deal with me. Makes total sense. I just won't have necessities and I won't get sick anymore if that makes it all better. It's completely my fault for everything wrong that's happening here. I now blame myself too. What a lovely day and what an awesome childhood. Childhood....never heard of it. Oh right, that's because I NEVER HAD ONE. I'm so tired. I want this part to end and to go back and have a better childhood.

This is so awful. I am so sorry, lovely, I am getting flashbacks to my own mom and how absolutely cruel and horrible it feels to be made to feel like a burden just for existing. 
 

Remember, even princesses have rough starts before they climb to earn their crown. I believe in you. Please hang in there, lovely interstellar. Remember, you are out of this world. And sometimes the world will try to make you feel like an alien because you are beyond its limits. 

[Dah Onion Eater 5,263]

3 minutes ago, Ice Princess Silky &lt;3 said:

This is so awful. I am so sorry, lovely, I am getting flashbacks to my own mom and how absolutely cruel and horrible it feels to be made to feel like a burden just for existing. 
 

Remember, even princesses have rough starts before they climb to earn their crown. I believe in you. Please hang in there, lovely interstellar. Remember, you are out of this world. And sometimes the world will try to make you feel like an alien because you are beyond its limits. 

Wowwww, I'm so sorry Silky, my mother may not be terrible but I am not without my fair share of torment, my brother just will not leave me be, he doesn't believe in or acknowledge my sensory issues, I'm beginning to think I have fibromyalgia because it's so bad.

He continues to touch me and play loud music and make loud sounds. And I've about had enough, his antics are not funny nor are they cute.

[Ice Princess Silky <3 15,576]

6 minutes ago, Dah Onion Eater said:

Wowwww, I'm so sorry Silky,

Yeah. Mothers with narcissistic personality disorders are no joke. It is why I eventually became too independent to depend on anyone growing up. Sounds really admirable and cool but it actually rooted from a place of loneliness and hurt.

 

Either way, I think the key for you and your family is setting boundaries. I am sorry they do not respect your sense of safety and space. That really frustrates me. I am here if you ever need advice or to vent. 

[Slumberlumber 341]

2 minutes ago, Dah Onion Eater said:

Wowwww, I'm so sorry Silky, my mother may not be terrible but I am not without my fair share of torment, my brother just will not leave me be, he doesn't believe in or acknowledge my sensory issues, I'm beginning to think I have fibromyalgia because it's so bad.

He continues to touch me and play loud music and make loud sounds. And I've about had enough, his antics are not funny nor are they cute.

Ain't family just fun. I own mother would also say "Be nice to me!", usually before I did or said anything wrong. After a while I took the phrase to mean how little she thought of me sometimes.

[Dah Onion Eater 5,263]

1 minute ago, Ice Princess Silky &lt;3 said:

Yeah. Mothers with narcissistic personality disorders are no joke. It is why I eventually became too independent to depend on anyone growing up. Sounds really admirable and cool but it actually rooted from a place of loneliness and hurt.

 

Either way, I think the key for you and your family is setting boundaries. I am sorry they do not respect your sense of safety and space. That really frustrates me. I am here if you ever need advice or to vent. 

Oh no, all the adults and my little cousin absolutely respect my space, it's just the coffee stain brother of mine that doesn't, the adults even try to stop him, he just doesn't care.

[Ice Princess Silky <3 15,576]

Moments ago, Dah Onion Eater said:

Oh no, all the adults and my little cousin absolutely respect my space, it's just the coffee stain brother of mine that doesn't, the adults even try to stop him, he just doesn't care.

“Coffee stain brother of mine.” Ahahah. I love that so much. 
 

I am glad you have a support system at least. I really hope @Interstellar Sketch can find a safe space, as well. Maybe a library to socialize with friends? Teen section programs? Etc? ;~; 

I am feeling rather worried about her now.

[Sparklefan1234 175,282]

 @Interstellar Sketch @Ice Princess Silky <3  both deserve THE BIGGEST FEEL BETTER HUGS! 

 

 

[Acinonyx 335]

24 minutes ago, Interstellar Sketch said:

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I've never felt worse in my entire life. Now I know that she thinks of me as an absolute burden that's the biggest waste of space and time. I'm so sorry you decided to have me, it was completely my choice. I should have just said no to life so you'd never have to deal with me. Makes total sense. I just won't have necessities and I won't get sick anymore if that makes it all better. It's completely my fault for everything wrong that's happening here. I now blame myself too. What a lovely day and what an awesome childhood. Childhood....never heard of it. Oh right, that's because I NEVER HAD ONE. I'm so tired. I want this part to end and to go back and have a better childhood.

My heart aches for you.  I feel my mum despised me a lot as well and projected a fuckton of her own issues onto me. Then had the gall to say she loved me when I finally moved out after far too long of her shit. No, I do not believe it.

You always have friends and people that care for you here.

[Ice Princess Silky <3 15,576]

2 minutes ago, Sparklefan1234 said:

 @Interstellar Sketch @Ice Princess Silky <3  both deserve THE BIGGEST FEEL BETTER HUGS! 

 

 

I will be okay, when it comes to me, I just shrug or laugh it off because it is normal. Or the past for me. 
 

I am more worried for those having to deal with it nowadays >.< 

[Dah Onion Eater 5,263]

1 minute ago, Ice Princess Silky &lt;3 said:

“Coffee stain brother of mine.” Ahahah. I love that so much. 
 

I am glad you have a support system at least. I really hope @Interstellar Sketch can find a safe space, as well. Maybe a library to socialize with friends? Teen section programs? Etc? ;~; 

I am feeling rather worried about her now.

I knew you'd laugh at that, that's why I said it, an attempt at a cheer up

And absolutely, Sketch needs to find someone to help, she's dealing with a toxic 'friend' on top of this. 

I'm worried too, I don't want something bad to happen to her, she is one of the best friends I made on this site, with you, Slipstream and Shiny.

[Snoopy Fan 4,653]

4 minutes ago, Sparklefan1234 said:

 @Interstellar Sketch @Ice Princess Silky <3  both deserve THE BIGGEST FEEL BETTER HUGS! 

 

 

I’ll send them hugs too.

 

[Slumberlumber 341]

Oprah be on this site like "You get a hug! You get a hug! EVERYONE GETS A HUG!"

[Snoopy Fan 4,653]

5 minutes ago, Slumberlumber said:

Oprah be on this site like "You get a hug! You get a hug! EVERYONE GETS A HUG!"

It’s a HUG-A-PALOOZA!