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[Littlecandylulu903 415]

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Because I feel terrible. Really terrible. And all I want to do is talk about how I feel. But all I get is people not responding, saying they don't know what to say, feeling bad for being unable to help, giving me advice that just makes me feel worse, telling me to cheer up when I'm already trying, etc.

 

 So, I keep trying not to say anything. So I get more and more frustrated, and angry. I've started hitting myself, pretty hard actually because of how mad I'm getting. And then I end up talking anyway, and it's useless. And I'm probably being awful and annoying just by saying this.

I feel that way sometimes too. I can act needy often, especially one particular time where I tried to resolve a problem I was worried some others might have with me, only to get a warning. But you can talk on here any time, or over PM if you want.

[Deae Rising Shine~ 55,696]

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*Hugs*

[BastementSparkle 20,326]

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Whatever, everyone just go back to pretending I didn't say anything.

 

 *Hugs back*

[Littlecandylulu903 415]

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Whatever, everyone just go back to pretending I didn't say anything.

 

 *Hugs back*

Not sure how to respond to this... it'll create a happy atmosphere if we don't talk about it, but it'll seem mean not to...

[DasCapschen 7,766]

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[Deae Rising Shine~ 55,696]

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I tak with you on Skype daily, Base, do I need to say the same things here too? XD

[DasCapschen 7,766]

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[Christmasy Britty 2,553]

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[Zyla Fae 5,405]

337.,598+

[Littlecandylulu903 415]

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@, whats your Skype?

[Christmasy Britty 2,553]

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[Deae Rising Shine~ 55,696]

337.601

 

Base doesnt share it, only to those he really thrust. but if he thrusts you, he will probably tell you

[DasCapschen 7,766]

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Rising, do you mean "trust"?

 

I'm dying of laughter :'D
Google "thrust" up

[Christmasy Britty 2,553]

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[Deae Rising Shine~ 55,696]

337.604

 

yeah, trust. ugh, sorry

[DasCapschen 7,766]

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No problem, happens, I just found it funny

[Zyla Fae 5,405]

337.,606+

[Deae Rising Shine~ 55,696]

337.607

[Christmasy Britty 2,553]

337.608

[DasCapschen 7,766]

337609

[Deae Rising Shine~ 55,696]

337.610

[DasCapschen 7,766]

337611

[Christmasy Britty 2,553]

337.611

[DasCapschen 7,766]

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Woonberg, I am coming for you! Just ~1400 posts

Edited August 21, 2015 by CAPTNCAPS

[Christmasy Britty 2,553]

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