Count to a million

[Deae Rising Shine~ 57,428]

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nuuu

[BastementSparkle 20,335]

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Can I just not feel bad for feeling and acting a certain way?

 

 I'm sick of hiding my personality, it's annoying.

[Deae Rising Shine~ 57,428]

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[BastementSparkle 20,335]

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Look, sorry. I shouldn't be mean to you guys.

[Dawnchaser 🌄 8,098]

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Do you?

 

Only Rising here knows my age, how could you know that?

 

I mean, you probably do, but I'm not revealing anything.

Educated guess

[Moony the Cat 3,707]

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[Deae Rising Shine~ 57,428]

364.395

 

you didnt made us mad Base

[BastementSparkle 20,335]

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Hey Rex.

 

 It's just...I have a really "Negative" personality. Not in like the way that I'm mean, but I don't care about much, I'm pessimistic, cynical, etc. It's always the same stupid "Nobody likes a negative nancy", "Be more positive!", "You won't make friends like that!"

 

 Yeah, well...The fake positivity and smiling and such isn't me, and doing it all the time doesn't make it more real. Being constantly told your personality is upsetting doesn't make you keen on interacting with others.

Edited November 23, 2015 by BasementShy

[DasCapschen 7,775]

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[Deae Rising Shine~ 57,428]

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we like you Base, never forget :3

[DasCapschen 7,775]

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[BastementSparkle 20,335]

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I know you do, but when I'm honest you feel bad. I know it's cause you care and all, but it's not much fun. I guess I want you guys to sympathize but not...Feel bad about it?

 

 I mean, I've been like this since Elementary school. This is basically my personality, I just don't seem to be a "Happy" person. And the dislike I get from people, or the way it makes people who care about me feel...It's unpleasant.

[Moony the Cat 3,707]

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Hy Base 

Being negative is okay, i also do that sometimes. You cant be happy all the time. At least i cant, so i can relate to that. I even did it here one time, posting about all the things that goes wrong by me and how i dislike life sometimes, but the topic got closed, so almost nobody saw it.

But i think its better this way. I feel like im annoying if i post about my life.

I just hope you feel better.

[BastementSparkle 20,335]

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I guess, but most of my personality is pretty negative.

[DasCapschen 7,775]

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[Deae Rising Shine~ 57,428]

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:3

[DasCapschen 7,775]

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[SparklingSwirls 21,598]

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Hmm.

[Dawnchaser 🌄 8,098]

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[Deae Rising Shine~ 57,428]

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*Remembers Hrmm*

[BastementSparkle 20,335]

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Alright, see ya.

 

 And I'm fine Rising, I'll be back in the night/morning.

[Moony the Cat 3,707]

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Bye base 

[DasCapschen 7,775]

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[Deae Rising Shine~ 57,428]

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bye Base

[DasCapschen 7,775]

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