Count to a million

[M'aiq the Liar 5,804]

177819

After a quick report I have returned!

[Princess Pinny 6,099]

177,819

 

Wow Smash. That's really deep.

[BastementSparkle 20,328]

177821

 

Hey Miaq!

[Retro*Derpy 3,196]

17782#

 

hi maiq

[Overdrive 5,366]

177823

 

No, I'd rather air my dirty laundry for all to see and hear.

 

I need to know what true love is. I need to love somepony whole-heartedly, and I need somepony to do the same to me. I need it to truly heal. Yet I continue to walk this world alone. I've felt so much pain and suffered so much that I cannot bring myself to love or care for another being. I've been hurt and stabbed in the back by so many, that I have lost the ability to show compassion. I have lost the ability to trust. And most importantly, I have lost the ability to love.

[1111 1,284]

177823 i always thought of love as a comiment

[Retro*Derpy 3,196]

17782#

 

I haven't had any physical contact with another human being in years. Though I guess that kinda is a pref.

[BastementSparkle 20,328]

177826

 

Hmmm...I'm not too sure how to respond at the moment. If you really feel you need love that badly, then I don't think you should give up hope like that.

 

 However, you shouldn't really worry about it like that. You don't need anyone to love you like that. It's not a requirement of any sort. And I believe that "True love" can come in many forms. I'm sure you'll find it someday.

[CandleCandleCandles 2,012]

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[Callisto 1,877]

177828

 

Hi. :3

[Overdrive 5,366]

177829

 

I need it to heal. I need it to become whole again. I just need that one pony... just one, to show me it. It just seems as if I'm not worth anything for anypony to even give me a shot.

Edited October 2, 2014 by Smash N Dash

[CandleCandleCandles 2,012]

177830

[Retro*Derpy 3,196]

17783#

 

hi Callisto

[CandleCandleCandles 2,012]

177832

[BastementSparkle 20,328]

177833

 

Hello Candle and Calli!

 

 Why do you feel you need that specifically? Perhaps you need to simply relax first. You've already got friends right here in this thread. Friends is a good start, and even a good ending point in my opinion. But if you can make friends, then certainly you should be able to find someone to love like that.

Edited October 2, 2014 by BasementNopony

[CandleCandleCandles 2,012]

177834

Ahoy, Baase!

[1111 1,284]

177833 i dont know what he said but it sounds like what im looking for

[CandleCandleCandles 2,012]

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[Overdrive 5,366]

177837

 

It hurts that much, Base. It really hurts that much, seeing things like Swirly and Wolf's love (no offense). It hurts that much, to know the key to heal, but not being able to get it. It's like being a cancer patient, and not being allowed to have a curing vaccine. It's right there, but either you can't have it, or there's so much between getting it. It's getting to the point where I'm struggling.

Edited October 2, 2014 by Smash N Dash

[CandleCandleCandles 2,012]

177838

[BastementSparkle 20,328]

177839

 

I'm sorry to hear that. I'm not sure what else to tell you other than that we're here for you if you need us. I wish I could help you more but I can't.

[CandleCandleCandles 2,012]

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[Princess Pinny 6,099]

177,838

 

Hi and bye Candle

 

Goodnight everyone. My mom is taking away my iPod again

 

Hopefully you'll feel better soon Smash. I truly do hope so.

[CandleCandleCandles 2,012]

177842

Ahoy and farewell, Ed!

[Overdrive 5,366]

177843

 

That's why I say nopony can help me. No one is willing to take a chance with me. I never understood why. I'm emotional (in a good way), I'm more than willing to go the extra mile, and do anything. I would make somepony the happiest in the world. Others have told me this before.

Edited October 2, 2014 by Smash N Dash