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It doesn't feel that way at all.

[Kawaii Besu 28,030]

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*collective internet hugs OD*

 

We'll still be your friend OD, no matter what you do...

[Jackleberry 1,926]

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[Deae Rising Shine~ 57,319]

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*Takes out friendship tape* I gonna tape you here, bro

[lomk 20,666]

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What? That's nonsense! 

 

But I know what it's like dealing with things of a depressing nature. You're NEVER not good enough to be here. But if CtaM depresses you, then by all means, I won't try to stop you from leaving. I'm serious. I know that if you have something in your life that depresses you, you'll never feel better until you rid yourself of that thing. If being here is depressing to you, then by all means, leave. You're not leaving the forums after all and I'm sure we'll catch you elsewhere. But I don't want you leaving here with the wrong idea. I think I speak for all of us when I say we love ya bro. You're certainly one of the best people I've met on here. But if that's the way you feel, then whatever you do, I only wish the best for you. God's blessings wherever you go, whether you decide to stay or not. 

[Discordly Cutiepie 2,065]

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i dont want to be a downer but i get where OD is coming from

 

sometimes i feel like leaving here but im not gonna say why but its probably for the same reason 

 

i just keep on going because if i dont i will just be lonely with out friends again

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I look at all the people in general on here, and how they're better than I am, how they have more skill than I do when it comes to everything, and how everyone has their own little social circle. It always feels like I'm being pushed out of everything and alienated because I'm not good enough.

Edited January 28, 2015 by Overdrive

[Deae Rising Shine~ 57,319]

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[lomk 20,666]

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Then do what you feel like you need to do. And if you ever want to come back, your seat in CtaM will be waiting for you here at the CtaM Round Table.

 

You're always welcome back if you ever decide to come back. 

 

But before you go, I'll tell you something a friend told me - and this is one Christian to another (you have a bible verse in your signature so I think it's safe to say you're a Christian, too) - "When you need to know something else..." That something else being a sense of belonging or a need to conquer fear itself, "...resolve to know nothing but Christ and Him crucified."

Edited January 28, 2015 by Duke Space Woona

[BastementSparkle 20,334]

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I'm better than you?

 

 In what?

 

I sit in my room all day playing games, watching ponies, and talking here. I can't draw, play music, write stories, or anything. The only things I'm good at are my games.

 

 And yeah, I have my own little social circle. Which happens to include you.

Edited January 28, 2015 by BasementPrincesses

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[Jackleberry 1,926]

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*Sighs* This is just a result of everything hitting the fan at once. I've had a horrible week IRL, and now there's things on here that aren't helping either. I don't know what to do.

[Kawaii Besu 28,030]

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:/

[lomk 20,666]

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Take a break. I'm serious. If you need to take some time to yourself, then take time to be alone. There is never any shame in that. 

Edited January 28, 2015 by Duke Space Woona

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I can't. I've grown addicted to this site. Even if I do take a break, I'll just come right back and fall into the same cycle.

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[BastementSparkle 20,334]

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Just go do something else for now then.

 

 If being here is upsetting, then leave and come back later. If it continues to be upsetting, then we can deal with that then. But for now, just leaving temporarily for a day or two, or even just a few hours might help.

Edited January 28, 2015 by BasementPrincesses

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It doesn't matter. It's not like anything's going to change.

[Deae Rising Shine~ 57,319]

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I now how you fee, similiar in my first Forum. Was super active and addicted, most posts etc. etc. etc.

 

But especially trough my MLP Talking I did seem to annoy some too much, then there where those ******* who made jokes, threating me, tyranny etc. and my friends always "Leave that then". But I was too addicted, continued and only put myself fuurther and further down. It took nearly a year before I realized it and leaved. It was a hard decision, but since then I never posted there again ... that was over a year ago, only maked a little post exactly 1 year later, like an anniversary, but that's all

[lomk 20,666]

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Perhaps you could try getting out? I've been depressed lately so I've been walking after work. I come home feeling sore as all get out, but in the last two days I've felt more emotionally there than I have in 4 months. I mean, I walked 3 miles today and I feel great compared to how I felt on Friday. I might go as far to say I'm addicted to this site as well, but I think it's worth it to sacrifice an hour here to get out and take time to breathe in the outside air and do something other than just be sedentary

 

Also, it may be the weather. I know the weather in the northeast has been all but ideal. So maybe it's the weather making you feel like this. Whatever it is, I hope you find peace.

 

For now, I have to work in the morning and I need to go to bed. Whatever you do, know that you'll always have a place here. Whether I see you again on here or not, I hope you get better soon. *hug*

 

If this is goodbye, then it was awesome getting to know you the short time I have known you.

Edited January 28, 2015 by Duke Space Woona

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