Hello, about these times last year, a shy boy from Finland came into this happy site of MLP Forums, I didnt know what to do or what to say, I had no friends I was depressed lonely bullied and nothing was working. I had found MLP during summer and I had heard bronies were good people. So I decided to try MLP Forums in order to find some new friends.
It all started quite quietly So to say
But wait "My Favourite Mane 6 Pony: Fluttershy"
I liked Fluttershy first I saw lot mysel
I've been noticing recently that, my feeling and well being, depends lot on my own actions. I try base my actions along my main principals and morals in life, but there are points where you go wrong, I didn't follow my moral and broke my principal.
Usually after situations like that I feel more vulnerable on outside material and can't secure myself and my feeling that I have developed through consentration and following my moral. Because of the lack of security on my feeling it starts to go
I've been thinking this for a while and I've noticed an improvements on my own behaviour and the way I act over the past year after I started watching this show about the ponies. At first I was like Fluttershy shy and timid scared of things. As I got further into the show I started seeing that this is not what I want to be
I didnt want to be like that, I wanted to improve further and I used the elements of harmony as my goal. I wanted to be kind, generous, happy, honest, magical and loyal.
im 18 year old im a boy. i like to play with toys i like to watch kids shows and cartoons.
i dont watch any shows that contain verbal or physical violence or attacks. i dont play those kind of games either. i've tried them and watched the shows and played those games so i can try to fit in with the other kids.
im not like the other kids. i noticed that after watching those shows and displaying that kind of media. it always let me with this same feeling. i felt that something is out of pl
*sigh*
When I was 7 years old I went to the first grade. First days I was lonely there I went and sat near this tree all day. Then some kids came and yelled me something I cried and ran away.
I cried 3 days at home and didnt go to school. After that I went back I'm not sure what teacher had told the class but they acted differently around me and after that day they always were like that. I was still pretty lonely but then there was this 1 guy. I dont remember how I met him but we talked
I have been member here half a year now and lot of things have happened. I have accomplished some good things that make me happy and I have learned many things from this community. I have seen different people and I've been able to connect with them. I've also made mistakes and I've learned from them or at least I think I've learned from them.
Before I joined here I was shy reserved boy who had no idea who he was. I hid my feelings inside of me and they were my secrets. When I joined here I
Hi I just wanted to tell you how I feel.
I'm kind. I'm helpful. I'm always there to make other people happy? right? That is great isn't it? It is great but I don't have my own life. I feel that I live just for other people. I realized this while ago. It is affecting me strongly very strongly.
When I think about it I don't really have opinions on anything. I don't listen music. Everything I think I try to think the way it is best for all people. It can be seen if you put me in positio
I don't know why but I'm scared of pretty much everything and it really affects my life.
Here are few examples:
I'm scared of dogs because I don't know when they are going to attack me all of a sudden. And when dog comes near me my heart just starts racing and it feels so anxious.
I'm scared of cars and crossing roads, because I always feel that some car comes and runs over me and I try to avoid all crossroads when I walk. I would rather walk 1 mile to avoid the scary crossroad th
I have wondered this for a long time. Am I really the person I'm being here or am I the person that I am IRL.
I can't be both because they are totally different. Here I can be open I can share my thoughts and be happy. IRL I don't share anything I don't talk I'm always alone and at misery.
I have wondered who I am for 10 years and I haven't found answer, but lately when I joined here the difference between my IRL behaviour and behaviour here has grown bigger. And that really puts me in
Ok this is me and how MLP Forums helped me!
I have been trying to fit into the society my entire life. I just wanted to be like everyone else. I didn't want any attention into myself. I didn't realize back then that only way I would fit in was to not to fit in. So I was pushed away from groups and I ended up standing in corners quietly and sitting alone in somewhere. I was always alone. No one noticed me.
When I tried to say something to someone they were like I didn't say anything. Tha
My typical day:
6:30AM I wake up and check the forums
6:30AM-8AM : Be on the forums
8AM-2PM: Mandatory school but on the forums with phone.
2PM-2AM:Forums
2AM-6:30AM sleep
I know I have some problems but this is the truth.
You maybe wondered why I've brohoofed your posts of why I brohoof so many posts here is the deal.
If you think that your post was nothing special when you get a brohoof from me read this:
I think this way: Every post is special you shouldn't think your post wasn't because it gives me a different perspective of the situation YOUR perspective and even if the post wasn't a "worth" of a brohoof it shows me that you've cared about the topic enough to try to think about it and I want to encou
