well being a black male it feels like there a cat inside my head yelling "game over man, game over" most of the time or i am feeling just bad most if the time. which is funny because i am very cool when everyone else i crazy(in a fire, someone needs 1st aid, a mass shooting which i was in one). i feel like in life i have to be the calm one when everyone else is panicking.
when i do have a panic attack it like dropping 6,000ft when you are inside a jet or a high G turn in a fighter jet/roller costar.