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Dowlphin

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  1. Sounds like a trust exercise with your autopilot, haha.

    There are some profound spiritual insights in there.

    On a personal note, kudos for not smoking. I hate the smell at least as much as tobacco, maybe more. And it's still unhealthy anyway.

    Keep things in moderation though. Cannabis has a tendency to develop tolerance, making it a gray-area substance. (Sadly, the substances that are developing reverse tolerance are still mostly illegal. But those have the greatest healing potential. Naturally they are often not at all pleasant and require particularly responsible handling.)

  2. Good people are not as rare as you say, but of course having one close-by is usually something else than an acquaintance over the internet, possibly from another country even.

    There's also gradations of virtue, and people's virtue can change based on the circumstances. Phoniness is like a well you dig deeper. You have to decide at which point you stop digging and accept what you know so far. Because one can overdose on insight when acceptance of the insight gained lacks behind. (Acceptance means not trying to change it, and thus instead shifting your priorities inwards.)

  3. ...This blog and it's contents needs to be known more.

    For now, spreading the message is the only thing that can slightly lessen the pain of this soulcrushing disappointment. Actually, since after the escalation I'm shockingly void of emotion, most likely a protection reaction by my psyche, since I have been screwed over by people who refuse to fulfill their part of the deal before.

    I feel like my inner Pinkie was put in a coma.

     

    I hope that you do get your song in the end after all this.

    Not from those two jerks anyway. They ruined it. And I don't think others are willing to openly oppose someone 'with a name'. And even if, ... the pain. It would have to be healed first.

    I did notify Galacon though and am awaiting feedback from them.

     

    I know it would be weird to ask for your money back since it went to charity, but I hope you at least get what you payed for.

    Yeah, of course I'm not doing that. The money served a good purpose. (Well, if anything, those two should compensate for the donation. Because I can't really afford to make expenses like that just for anything. It's still a song-for-money deal that they made impossible. If they cannot fulfill their side of the deal, then it's basically called off.) The betrayal connected with it needs to be dealt with in an appropriate way, otherwise stuff like this will happen again. As Thomas Jefferson(?) once said: "Nothing is settled that isn't settled justly.". And I cannot take this burden of yet another ripoff. I want to like the community, I want to go to Galacon this year, but as you can probably understand, right now there's only emptiness and uncertainty for me. ... This song was the one thing I could look forward to, that at least kept the utter despair away, and now that has turned into its opposite.

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  4. I have made a draft of a more eloborate system, but it's not refined enough to be of public interest. It might be useful for figuring out how to change one's personality in order to attain success and what type of path that would represent. There seem to be certain archetypes.

  5. Pony dreams rule!  :D

    Indeed! I got to save a country workhorse damsel from the Evil Nerd-Faker.

    I gotta remember where I left that katana. Could come in handy for future dreams. (I didn't even see its blade, so it must have been an invisible katana, which is way cooler! ... But also makes it even more difficult to find. - I hope I at least sheathed it, otherwise I might not even want to risk searching for it.)

    Hm... now I'm wondering whether all this is related to my recent watching of Adventure Time.

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