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  1. Willow
    This made me smile, one of the few that crossed my face today. Another thing that made me smile was hearing from a certain friend of mine that they care about me; I haven't felt cared about for the past week, so it was amazing to feel that way again.
  2. Willow

    I'm sick, depressed, tired, and whole slew of other things, and the only person who could make it better might be busy...

  3. Willow
    Once again, I feel like my life is falling apart. I cut myself for the first time in three years for god knows why, I'm still grieving my great-grandfather and step-father, I'm stressed... I once again feel like giving up is the best option... but I promised someone that I wouldn't... I promised them that I wouldn't do that, and that I'd be there for them, even if I couldn't help myself, and I intend to make good on that promise. Edit: I also feel like 2016 is gonna be great. It's started off just wonderfully, what with my friend's attempted suicide, my great-grandfather's death six weeks after my step-father's death and my sudden attack of depression and such. I just can't wait to see what's in store for me next.
  4. Willow
    Gratz! I'm happy for ya As for me, I'm feeling better. A couple hours of Dragon Age, some food and some cuddling with my girlfriend made everything better. I'm still a little down, but I'm slowly picking myself off the ground.
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  6. Willow
    Assuming I could even muster the courage to do so, I would, without a doubt, date Flutters.
  7. Willow
    Drowning in an endless sea of misery while listening to some music.
  8. Willow
    I'd rather play dead, than play catch up 'Cause no one really cares all that much I can't keep having the same conversations I look to the floor to keep concentration Focused hard on every single word My nails are dug deep and my stomach hurts I am selfish it seems, but I'm trying my best to breathe Hoping you don't notice as I keep laughing.
  9. Willow
    I feel like everything is falling apart in my life; that may not be true, but it sucks right now. I have too much to worry about, and it makes me wish I could just curl up somewhere and not have to deal with anything for a couple of days. I also feel like a failure because I broke an important promise, one I made three years ago.
  10. Willow

    mega thread What are you thinking?

    Willow replied to Tabe's topic in General Discussion

    Why can't I be happy? What's wrong with me?
  11. Willow

    Woke up cold, starving, worried and just feeling like utter shit... yay.

    1. Kyoshi Frost Wolf

      Kyoshi Frost Wolf

      *hugs* Take the morning slow, breathe, relax your mind, if possible. ^_^

    2. Willow

      Willow

      *hugs back* I'll try, but this slump I've been in recently is the worst one I've had in years.

    3. Kyoshi Frost Wolf

      Kyoshi Frost Wolf

      I know that feeling, it is incredibly rough to deal with. :( One way I try to combat that feeling is the breathing technique and thinking about things I enjoy, which can be anything, big or small. ^_^ Doesn't always work to be honest, but it can help. Hopefully the thoughts stay at bay.

  12. Willow

    mega thread What are you thinking?

    Willow replied to Tabe's topic in General Discussion

    That I'm the root of all my friends' and my girlfriend's suffering and that I don't understand why they put up with me.
  13. Willow

    Why the fuck can I never do anything right?

    1. Kyoshi Frost Wolf

      Kyoshi Frost Wolf

      I sometimes feel like this as well, but in the end, I know I don't do everything wrong and I can be fairly certain that you don't either. ^_^

  14. Willow
    The person who recorded this version did an excellent job.
  15. Willow
    http://lego.gizmodo.com/it-took-26-hours-to-build-a-custom-lego-at-at-thats-six-1752208013 Holy hell. This is amazing.
    1. Shimmer Sparkle

      Shimmer Sparkle

      Dayum! That IS amazing!

  16. Willow
    I love this song to death, even if it does depress me when it comes on.
  17. Willow

    Haha, apparently my music fucking hates me. I guess it's time to cry.

  18. Willow

    "'Ohana means family. Family means nobody gets left behind or forgotten."

  19. Willow
    Contemplating whether I should break a promise I made to my best friend.
  20. Willow
    Same as I was an hour ago, only worse somehow. Not sure how that's possible, but here I am. It's really fucking hard to resist hurting myself, even though I know it's not the answer and it's been years since I last did it.
  21. Willow
    Like absolute shit. My great-grandfather died earlier this morning, and I'm going to have to miss the entire first week of classes, which means I also may not have internet, depending on if I can actually go anywhere the whole time, so, if I don't, I miss out on talking to a couple of specific people here on the forum and elsewhere, including my best friend. So, yeah, I'm doing horrible.
  22. Willow
    I met my best friend through on of my other really close friends actually. It was on this game that I play, and my other friend had told her about how she thought that her and I would be really great freinds, so, out of nowhere, I got a PM from her. We started to talk, and it turned out that we had a lot in common. Now, I don't think I could imagine living my life without her.
  23. Willow

    mega thread What are you thinking?

    Willow replied to Tabe's topic in General Discussion

    "Ohana means family. Family means nobody gets left behind or forgotten" I miss you big sis. It's been three months, maybe longer, and I miss you just as much as I did on day 1.
  24. Willow

    I woke up to a phone call from my mom telling me my great-grandfather died... and it's only 7 in the morning.

  25. Willow
    Not really sure if it would count... but David Attenborough's voice is so soothing that it helps me sleep. And, contrary to a lot of the posts here, I absolutely CANNOT fall asleep to the sounds of rain, thunder etc. It actually scares me.
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