Clod

why does it have to be so difficult to get a job when under 18 in the state of massachusetts

i'm 17. my school is online so time doesn't matter. there's literally only one place that's close enough that i have a chance at.

i just want to have money to spend on myself so i can finally have things without having to rely on my parents, which may or may not get the thing, and if i do get the thing, it'll be months later.

hell, i've been asking for an adapter to play guitar hero on my laptop since march and i still don't have it. birthday passed in july and i got nothing at all. if i could just get a job i could save money for these things

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

i don't even know if i can get a job at the one place i can safely walk to that may hire me that i can actually do. idk what they require. i'd have to go in and talk to someone but idfk

i'm probably just going to walk there one day because i know that my parents won't take me

they'll keep saying "next week" or something

i've needed my clothes washed for a month and it just got done today

a fucking month

i've been wearing the same clothes for two weeks because it's all i have left, other than jeans. and i'm not wearing jeans to sleep. this is my last shirt and it has a hole in it. i can't wear this to the place.

but is it even worth it? i'm pretty sure you have to graduate high school to work there. do i want to walk all the way there just to find out it was for nothing? it's not a short walk. 1.8 miles, or 35 minutes to walk there. 70 minutes for 3.6 miles to and from every day. guess it's not too bad. maybe i'll start losing weight finally.

but that's if i can even get the job. their website didn't tell me anything, and when i tried asking them on twitter they just linked to their website. 

wwell fuck

i just checked google and found the answer immediately. the answer is no. i have to be 18. and graduate highh school.

fuck my life

i have to wait another couple years to get a job

because there is nowhere else

and i don't have a car or anything

the next option is dunkin donuts, which is fucking 2.3 miles away

or i could cross a highway and get hit by a car going to work

those are my only two options

nevermind

i give up

you win, life

you've put me in an impossible position

nice