MickeyAdaptus

I am aware that i am sounding like some selfish jerk, but at this point there is no reason for me not to sound like this, if everyone thinks that i am "That depressive guy again who is mentally unstable", then i am fine with that, because i admit it myself, but at the same time i cannot deny that i am getting desperate,  i end up writing these post for a reason, because i have nothing else to do then to say them when i am feeling like this.

I understand, i do really appriciate it anyways.

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I am aware that i am sounding like some selfish jerk, but at this point there is no reason for me not to sound like this, if everyone thinks that i am "That depressive guy again who is mentally unstable"

I don't think either of those, but the fact just is that it would be stupid from my part to pretend that I can help when I can't. It would be like homeless drunk giving financial advice. 

Yeah, i understand man, I do appreciate you are wanting to talk regardless, and i have to say that what i appriciate the most is just that people really want to help in the first place, being capable to or not, wanting to is the thing that just really tends to help me, it helps me believe there is still hope.    I am aware there isn't really a answer to any of this, i don't really expect anyone to know the answer to this because this more a type of vent, where i just must say it to others how i feel.   I have tried bottling it up many times before but if i do that it goes wrong,  i just rather not mention it for the sake of personal reasons, because i am not fond of  telling others how i really am when i can't think straight.