Princess_Bellalatanya

It feels like most people on here i knew at one point have left the forums,i feel lonely 

Hun, to fit it and be considered "normal" is to relinquish your individuality and conform to society's dehumanizing idea of what you should be.

I'm autistic, too, and never once did I ever feel accepted among my peers, especially is high school. It was only when I joined the brony fandom did I find those who I consider to be my real friends, and real friends won't care whether you're autistic or not.

Don't bother with "fitting in" or "being normal." Don't change nor censor yourself to make someone else comfortable or to fit their society-given idea of "normal."

Also, "autistic" is just a label. At the end of the day, what matter is how you view yourself and what you make of yourself. YOU define YOU.

My friend, @Kyoshi, who is also autistic, has made blogs about self-acceptance, if you're interested in checking out.
[LINK] [LINK]

I hope this lengthily reply helps you. 

*Hugs*