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@Iforgotmybrainwell it's not really the "money" thing that is on my mind or variety. It's more that just nothing really feels sustaining. I have fun in the moment and then it's over and that's it. 

@Rikifiveever thought about reaching out to local groups? or taking some vacation time to go somewhere? 

I don't know of any here, other than maybe some football gangstas at least. 

As for going somewhere on vacations... Well, it's pricy. I do have to agree with @Iforgotmybrain in that regard. If I could freely spend money without feeling bad about this, I'm sure I'd figure something out. Otherwise I'm kind of tied to home and job, hoping to make ends meet. 

I think I now realized, that I totally misinterpreted your question lol.

I believe your situation vastly differs than the one of mine.

So to answer your question properly:

I'm afraid I cannot relate. ;p I'm a somewhat creative person with tons of hobbies and the like - even too many I'd say. I'd love to try and experience soooooooo many things - life is too short to try it all out! I'll always find something to keep myself busy. Hobbies, activities, there's plenty of stuff to do in life!

My only problem is, that I don't really have enough time, nor means to delve into these. ;p