Don't be so harsh on yourself pal, I'm an absolute muppet sometimes and I still don't know anybody that actually dislikes me (both on the net and in real life). I can't imagine people not being your friend because of nothing.
well that's stupid? well you don't need to worry about that on here pal, the people on this forum aren't exactly the *go suck it* kind of people so I doubt there hate you for actual reason let along no reason ¦ )