Dawnshine Wonder

Something occurred to me, Rainbow Dash's nightmare in My Little Pony Friendship is Magic was amusing, though I doubt I'd have the same point of view if I had been in that fictional world, think about it, laughing at other's misfortunes that caused them anguish is not cool. The humour comes from the absurdity of it in the cartoon, it is only amusing because it is fictional. Flip reality on its head and the situation changes, my thoughts would be "I'm so sorry that happened to you".

It would be nice to have a good dream tonight, away from doom and gloom of reality. I'd be lying if I said I was happy today, however good to know other people found happiness.

Managing those negative thoughts is not easy, but worth doing. I need to get better at it because I don't want to bring friends down with me. I suppose if we like to think of it this way, since this is a forum about MLP, is positivity would be the reason why Equestria is a peaceful fictional world. Imagining ourselves being in their world would carry the implication of, letting go of negativity. I don't know if I can do that on my own though, I'd like to, but emotional pain is not something easily ignored or forgotten and it takes time to move on from something like that. I wish for everyone to have a good life though, you, and everyone else here. I cannot fix what went wrong in the past, finding coping mechanisms however like this is helpful.

Probably a bath, if not in 10 minutes then definitely within the next hour. What else is there to do? I'm not going to do prayer, as I have no religion and with very few things to do to occupy my time being sat here at home I guess I'll just watch a TV show or movie, perhaps a comedy show like Only Fools and Horses, or not, perhaps a superhero film like Superman 1978.

Fatigued, I hope I get better sleep than I did last night, not all bad though, got something done in Minecraft with a friend online.

No, the thought of that is disturbing, and I don't eat meat.

A-ha - Take On Me

I never seen Dungeons and Dragons however I have watched other fantasy genres of fiction that involved mysticism, I cannot help but be amazed by them, a world where there are nearly no limits. My Little Pony Friendship is Magic is more than just about that though, it is about responsible use of that power, not domineering for the sake of flashy feats and competition. Sonic the Hedgehog is another fiction that does this, where characters learn the importance of teamwork and a sense of moral duty to defeat their enemies. I genuinely think a crossover of those two fictions could work if Hasbro and Sega tried hard enough, it would actually be funny to see Discord casually troll Knuckles by deactivating the chaos emeralds as well, turning them into inert black gems.

I don't know how to explain that one myself, however the metaphysical implies something beyond known physics. Perhaps Nightmare Moon draws energy from the stars of the night sky somehow, who knows. I've seen a lot of fictions that seem to imply that mystic energy can be drawn from an external source, living beings being a conduit of sorts.

Acid reflux can be dangerous as well, definitely something Clawdeen should get treated for as she as already mentioned something about damage to her esophagus already. There is a real risk of internal bleeding or the development of cancer because of that so this is not good at all. Would the PPIs help? they should help, however if the condition is still causing her discomfort, this looks like it is a long term issue with her GI, I don't know what else Doctors would recommend but what I can say even though I'm not a healthcare professional myself, is I wish Clawdeen all the best.

I was briefly on medication that is stronger than the ones I was currently taking and it actually helped treat my sleeping disorder, I mean, some people have mentioned that diazepam has a side effect that makes people feel like a zombie, but I'd much rather that happen to myself than do something which could hurt friends and family, I may feel drowsy and be more likely to sleep in the daytime, but at least I will be alive, if that's what it takes to avoid problems like that and action against my account here I'm all for it. I'm desperate not to make things any worse than I already have.

I cannot make my problems other's people problems here, that is unfair, understandable, so what I will try to focus on instead is arranging another therapy session for my depression, and then discussing topics here that bring positivity to people's lives. On another website I've emailed a friend recently, and let's just say I'm in a state of mind that does require further therapy sessions.

I need therapy again, being alone to deal with my dark thoughts is not helping.

I wished we could all get along, sometimes life is not like that and there are very few people I can really trust with my own personal problems.

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Wondering if there's any point in trying to get mob heads tomorrow with my enchanted trident in Minecraft, been waiting a whole (real life) day for a thunderstorm to occur, none happened. Should I just give up with it and use a different decoration for my castle dungeon instead of Skeleton skulls? or carry on with getting the Skeleton Skulls? I've not been having any luck with it, I know how to make Charged Creepers, but unless the thunderstorm happens I may as well pack up my Skulker Box and go back to base to do something else, more bad RNG equals wasted time.

Although it is unfortunately paid for software, you can use Red Fox AnyDVD if you have a copy already installed before it got taken offline, which will decrypt the physical media for you and allow you to rip them to your hard drive, you may need another third party app to convert it to the file type of your choice however, but I can tell you it does work, if you're concerned about the quality of media players and dwindling support for DVD, I would suggest making yourself a backup copy then keeping the decrypted version on your computer. The downside is AnyDVD is not compatible with Linux, there are probably some alternatives to this software however, you may have some luck using Wonderfox HD video converter factory and it supports HEVC codec for mp4 files. I'm with you on that one, I disagree with people's claims about old isn't worth watching anymore, it's personal preference, I have the same opinion about generations of Transformers, My Little Pony or whatever other cartoon series. I still keep my DVD collection even with the problem of companies pushing digital streaming on people, it's planned obsolescence at its finest, and if DVD's were rendered useless by these decisions, they would be responsible for a large portion of plastic items being thrown away, just because, which cannot be good for the environment.

As both a Sonic and MLP fan, I have to say one of the things that I find problematic is when people attribute the edge lord stereotype to characters Princess Luna and Shadow the Hedgehog. It's an oversimplification of their characterization.

Thank you, I don't wish for anymore misunderstandings to happen here between me and other users on this site or you, the reason I come back to you is because you don't treat me like I'm a monster, and you don't generalize me or other people here for their opinions about anything. You even call out language that carries negative connotations even when there's no malice which is helpful. I'm a MLP and Sonic fan myself.

You recommending therapy helped me, so there's that, you're welcome to discuss anything with me either publicly or privately Samurai Equine, you're one of the moderators I have formed a somewhat stable friendship with so I can see this going well with you. You saw what negative topics were doing to my mental health and I have to admit you did help, none of you really were malicious toward me about this, you saw this as a problem that needed to be addressed as it would be for anybody else here.

In Only Fools and Horses episode A Touch of Glass, when the chandelier got smashed.