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River Rush

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  1. Stressed and Depressed. Forced to put forth a smile for the day to day, but when I'm alone in my home I'm surrounded by my memories as if they are constantly beside me. But if you asked me in person, I'd say fine.
  2. Yes. Every time I close my eyes I'm pledged by the memories of traumas past. Some don't care, some disregard and tell me to push through. At the end of the day I'm drained, tired, and want enteral sleep. I love my job, and the jobs I've had in the past, but the things I've done, seen, and been through make it difficult. The constant ringing in my ears, and the deafening sound that the silence brings is enough to keep up the heaviest sleeper. I find myself thinking of all the good I've done and look toward the good I know I can do, and finally I can sleep.
  3. I wouldn't mind continuing to see this thread thrive. I enjoy all things Code related. Notepad ++ is what I use for any Website Dev work. I however prefer VS Code. The amount of add-ons that can help improve time management is amazing, not to exclude the usability.
  4. Defiantly worth looking into. This thread forced me to look it up to get a better understanding. Maybe it's because of the short space of 2 to 3?
  5. Hello! I have an idea, but unfortunately being very new to MLP and MLPF as well I don't have much in the means of imagery to reference. However, I can happily give as much detail as possible in DM. If possible please DM me. I will attempt to find some imagery to help deliver what I'm looking to have created. Thank you!
  6. Taking care of ones mental health is an up most importance. Over my time and through my jobs and circumstances of life, I've been diagnosed with Moderate PTSD. I've also been told of Hyperventilates and Anxiety, and Depression. While some may not appreciate and/or like my past and current occupations that gave me this mental health issues, I'm okay with that as I live my life to do right by everyone I come across. I've found that since I've joined this forum (Yesterday haha), I feel as if I have a place to come and vent or appreciate something I just started to get into (MLP). I try to make the best of a persons worst day (If possible) in hopes that I can help them; even if it's a slight fraction of a chance, not to experience trauma. I'm a firm believer that talking about ones Mental Health is important, and two opposites can connect with the discussion of Mental Health. (Trauma Bonding is real)
  7. I was big into Football going through school. I also had a small stint in ESports with Halo 3 and RS6, both on stage at some point. I really enjoyed competitive shooting when I was in the Army, it was truly a grand experience and taught me much about discipline and patience.
  8. It was great! I was going into it without any thought about what I was watching and I was happily surprised. I was happy to see that it had moments that felt like an adult joke/attitude. It allowed it to breath and shine.. and now I'm hooked.
  9. If the fact of who I am (Male, Adult) is not the best for here, I can always take the river. I don't like controversy if I don't have to. I've been hiding who I am from the world, long enough. Anyways, thanks for reading!
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