Zygen

Hey, I felt one of those weird desires to go down memory lane and check out this place again. Then after looking through memory lane a bit, I decided that I should just post something here just as a sort of closure perhaps? I don't want anyone to worry about me so I felt this was the proper thing to do. 

Basically to anyone who's still here and knows me or had known me at any point...

Hey guys! Zygen here! I hope everyone here is doing great! I apologize to those who I may have worried and many of you may never read this, but I just wanted to thank you for your worries, it's really touching to think that I made enough of an impact on so many individual's lives in the time I spent here!

I will get this out of the way, I'm not really planning to post here anymore or come back or anything, this isn't a return post, I wouldn't consider myself a Brony anymore, not out of any distaste or anything for any individual or the fandom or anything, I've just sort of moved on I guess you could say. 

But that being said, I really do treasure the impact that everyone here has had on me during my time here! I looked through a lot of old Pms and stuff, and there were so many of you that put forth a helping hand and helped me in my times of need, and I very much appreciate each and every individual who has done so!

Just as a sort of update, I am currently a university student studying Computer Science! It has been going pretty good! I've made plenty of friends, had plenty of great experiences and learned so much! 

Sure, life is never perfect, there have been plenty of struggles, but I think looking back on myself and comparing myself to now, I actually do feel like I've made so much progress, when it comes to many of my own issues, and improving myself as a human being. So overall, life has been good!

There are likely many of you I will never talk to again, in some interesting ways, I feel it might be best that way? But I just wanted to let all of you know that I am incredibly grateful for everything that the people here have done for me! I hope that all of you realize how amazing you can be and perhaps derive something from my appreciation post that may help you all in your lives! 

Remember, you are all awesome! I really do mean it! Don't let yourself think less of what you can be! There is nothing stopping you from being amazing! (That is something I continue to try and teach myself!) 

That's about it I guess, I may or may not respond to this, since this is kind of meant to be closure, but I hope everyone who reads this understands and it serves some kind of purpose.

And to those who don't know me at all.... Hey LOL, I use to post here(obsessively) but no longer do! Greetings! And I hope I wish for you all the best of luck here and in life!

Peace out my dudes!

-Zygen

Have I mentioned that my brother essentially traded my computer for his? This was Christmas actually and a gift technically from him to me, but he gave it to me because he never used his really that much, and his is much better than my overall, so yeah, I don't think i've mentioned that to anyone, so I figured i should.

I'm not very good at smash ;p

I'm liking how my Desktop looks overall right now I think... http://puu.sh/eOdFB/ac786b170d.jpg

Ok, that hello thing came out kinda wrong, lemme try this again. I've really missed you guys, but despite that I just haven't come back here because idk, I guess I was worried I'd go back to complaining and being annoying, but I do really miss talking to you guys... Hopefully some of you still get to read this, i'm sorry that I just kinda disappear and reappear and hardly say hello or goodbye, I hope everyones doing well, Love you guys <3.

Well, i'm a pretty terrible person. Todays been a long day for me. And sorry I haven't been here, I just haven't been feeling it, or just felt like doing something else, or just got caught doing something else, or idk. I just haven't been here for whatever reason. Idk how many people still really care about me here however, but regardless it makes me feel better to vent out my feelings, to some extent I guess, even if I don't have anyone to read them.

school tommorow.. and a busy day in general, I guess I best get some rest, goodnight y'all.

Whew, it's late, time for bed, goodnight y'all!

Ok, so apparently I just fixed my gamepad by switching the input on it, wut.? whatever lol.

Bah, screw this, i'm going to bed.

So for whatever reason my gamepad isn't working with Sonic adventure 2, but works with sonic generations, and Sonic adventure DX(Well the analog stick won't work for some reason on Sonic adventure DX) so yeah. In other news I apparently didn't get the logictech profiler software I was suppose to get for the gamepad, which I'm not entirely sure what it's for, oh well.

I GO! To erm, sleep, goodnight and stuff ;p.

I'm probably off to bed, so goodnight y'all!

Well, I got like 15 games today for quite a fairly decent deal i'd say, so yeah, i'm off to bed now I think, Goodnight!

I think I might try out buying a humble bundle, since i've never actually done so ;p.

I am leaving for my trip to Newyork soon, so I won't be around for a while, wish me luck, hopefully all goes well.

So I decided to check out Reddit, and it's actually pretty cool and interesting.

I like how I complain and whine like a 3 year old about being so lonely all the time and about how I don't have any friends, or any good friends and stuff, but yet I never put forth much, if any effort to really get to be friends with people, or even talk to people, I just expect everyone to befriend me. It doesn't help that for some reason I just don't fit in very well with anyone really it seems, and I always feel excluded. Oh well, honestly I sometimes have to wonder if I reall...

I've been playing me some ORAS, so yeah, sorry that I've kinda disappeared for a bit ;p And I'll be going to new york leaving tuesday, so there's that too. So yeah, just a quick update on me and what's going on I guess.

I'm so freaking confused and frusterated and lost and depressed and overwhelmed that I don't know what to do anymore ;/..

I'm going to sleep y'all, goodnight. *hugs*

I feel as though it is possible I watch to much YouTube ;p. I feel like I don't even play video games as much because I'm busy watching stuff on YouTube, wut is this.

Today has been a pretty bleh day honestly. I'm so crappy at being social, it feels like a hopeless game, and eventually everyones just going to forget about or ignore me anyways. ;/ I'm so confused.

I feel like all too often I plan on doing something, and then end up doing something else ;p. Oh well, atleast I did some decently productive stuff today I guess, Practiced a little Trumpet, and even worked out some(Which obviously based on how skinny I am, I don't do alot, but i'm working on it.) other than that I really just watched YouTube and stuff I guess, but atleast I got some stuff done ;p.

I'm quite tired, so i'm going to probably go to bed, talk to you guys later! Goodnight!