Confession Time!

[DubWolf 20,161]

5 hours ago, Ice Princess Silky <3 said:

I’m terrified of heights and I’m being challenged to face that right now at this restaurant. 

Is your table seated at the top of a mast  ?

Oh! Or perhaps you’re eating while bungee jumping  ?

[DubWolf 20,161]

I often edit my posts out if I don’t want to convey certain thoughts or feelings anymore.

Thats a confession  

Edited September 29 by DubWolf

[Rethajni 2,834]

I recreate in my mind scenes from videos, videogames and movies with my characters

I have Asperger Syndrome, and I take this oportunity to say, am sorry if my behaviour was odd to you, is not an excuse

I am extremly generous, like.. I like to give a lot and that has caused me problems in the past due misiterpretations

I ask for apology a lot, when I made a mistake I beg and beg for forgiveness to the point of cringe, is not something that am proud of

Im a crying person, I cry a lot, whenever I have discussions with friends and fights, I tend to cry and become emotional.. I just cant control my feelings and back in school people made fun of me for that

Im very perfectionist, and I dont like to aim for 2nd best, am the kind of person that says "you either do your best or don't do anything"

I used to be very political like, having opinions and such but I realized that.. in the end you are not going to make a difference so how bout if we just be nice to the world without a flag?

I'm left handed only to write, the rest I do it with my right hand

 

 

[KPackratt 1,369]

Whenever I see a TV commercial for either Febreeze or Liberty Mutual, I sing their jingles with their names misspelled.

"Be happy, frabeeze. La la la la la."

"Librity, Librity, Librity, Librity."

[ChrysalisM 323]

This one might be a doozie... (warning: oblivious drug use)

Spoiler

Despite being only 18, I recently found out I have eaten cannabis edibles unknowingly twice in the span of 2 weeks, due to having a habit of occasionally pockeing and eating dropped sealed candies that I find. Keep in mind, this was while I was at a part-time job. I didn't even know I had gotten high until I looked up a name on a wrapper that I remembered, and cannabis products showed up. I just thought it was exhaustion. Luckily, the first time I was at home when it kicked in, and the second time I could keep myself together and finish the last bit of my shift of directing traffic (my mind was lucid the whole time, and rather focused on hiding that I was feeling a little woozy, with assistance from my headmate/alter/tulpa Felicity). Both times, nobody ever noticed anything off, and i have kept my mouth shut since it would raise more questions I would prefer not to have to answer in the first place.

Experience was interesting. semi-hypnagogic hallucinations, though it was rather easy to tell what was not real. Stomachache, and restlessness in my legs. Not an experience I will purposefully seek out, but I have had my curiosity on the effects of weed satisfied.

 

Edited October 28 by ChrysalisM

[DubWolf 20,161]

I want so much more, but if I think I’ll get it this way and convince myself, it’ll only break me without a doubt. I wish I had more options, but they’re always a mirage in a desert I’m used to seeing.

[ExplosionMare 26,832]

• Despite having the capacity for a romantic relationship (I'm demisexual, so I have to be best friends with someone before any feelings develop), they seem less and less appealing each day!  I have a handful of platonic male friendships and that's satisfactory enough for me. Those friends have done more for me than my previous partners and people who took interest in me have done, I feel like.

• I've spent a crazy amount of money in order to collect all the Animal Crossing mainline games and spinoffs. The craziest was when I bought an entire GameCube just to start off with Animal Crossing.

• I like to blare music in my car despite finding it annoying when other people do it (unless it's a song I recognize).

• I have a bunch of unused notebooks sitting around on my desk.

 

[DubWolf 20,161]

I post my thoughts out on here vague enough that I don’t exactly try to reveal what I may be facing, but not too vague that … it’s basically just spam or my thoughts and feelings emitted aren’t understood well enough.

Some things I can’t confess without planting an idea I don’t want people to have, because it’s misleading or I don’t want people to figure it out.

[ExplosionMare 26,832]

21 hours ago, DubWolf said:

I post my thoughts out on here vague enough that I don’t exactly try to reveal what I may be facing, but not too vague that … it’s basically just spam or my thoughts and feelings emitted aren’t understood well enough.

Some things I can’t confess without planting an idea I don’t want people to have, because it’s misleading or I don’t want people to figure it out.

I could probably stand to do the same! I feel like I vent a little too much here