Count to a million

[BastementSparkle 20,334]

133387

 

I spent a lot of time alone. Things always seemed to eventually go wrong when I tried interacting with others.

[The Crimson Cross 7,533]

133388,

 

Hm... I guess things are a bit easier to learn as a child. I suppose that's the advantage of having annoying brothers and sisters! 

[BastementSparkle 20,334]

133389

 

I really don't miss my childhood.

[The Crimson Cross 7,533]

133390

 

Pssst... Neither do I.. 

In all honesty, I still feel relatively young...

[BastementSparkle 20,334]

133391

 

I feel young too. Though I feel really trapped sometimes. I wasn't fond of my childhood, or being a teenager. And I'm not really enjoying or looking forward to a lot of the things that come with adulthood.

[The Crimson Cross 7,533]

133392.

 

Pffftt... Teenage years... Ohhh that was an interesting time for sure.

I did some exceptionally stupid things, especially when I first started high school.

Things that I kind of regret and have to live with... 

[Kawaii Besu 28,030]

133393

 

I feel old despite nearing the 'edge' of 14.

Edited August 8, 2014 by Fillypino Pride

[BastementSparkle 20,334]

133394

 

I didn't do too many stupid things. I was too busy trying to be left alone for most of it to do so.

 

 That didn't stop people from constantly lecturing me and commenting on all the stupid things they thought I was doing. All of these "Feelings" I supposedly had that I can't remember having any trouble with. And whenever I did do something stupid everyone immediately ganged up and pointed it out repeatedly as an example.

Edited August 8, 2014 by BasementPrincess

[The Crimson Cross 7,533]

133395,

 

Hm... Isolating yourself can never lead to anything good!

Well that's certainly interesting. I was actually quite a bully back in my days of high school... My how that has changed! 

[BastementSparkle 20,334]

133396

 

Isolating myself was usually how I coped with things. Because the second I stopped doing so suddenly everything went wrong all over again.

 

 I wasn't too much of a bully most of the time. I was usually the kid getting picked on. I did have a few less than proud moments though. Usually when I got too frustrated and angry I'd go through phases where I could be rather mean.

[The Crimson Cross 7,533]

133397,

 

It's nice that we both see the light of reason nowadays! Hormones. I tell you what! 

[Dovashy 1,734]

133,398

[The Crimson Cross 7,533]

133399

 

Heya Dova!! How's your day been lately? 

Edited August 8, 2014 by The Crimson Cross

[BastementSparkle 20,334]

133400

 

It wasn't really hormones. I think it was more me being upset about constantly being picked on. The most major incident was this one girl who developed a crush on me. I did something rather mean to her, but the reason is that her affection had pretty much tripled the amount of attention I was getting from those bullies. I was pretty scared of them at the time.

 

 Hi Dova.

[The Crimson Cross 7,533]

133401,

 

Which is exactly why I regret a lot of my teenage years... 

As it turns out, I've actually befriended a couple of the people I used to bully! What a twist! 

[BastementSparkle 20,334]

133402

 

My best friend for most of elementary and middle school was actually one of my first and worst bullies. I never befriended any of the others though, most of them just stayed the same as they were. And the few people I was mean to never forgave me for it, and one of them just vanished altogether.

 

 I never got punished for what I did wrong, I just felt really guilty about it. Though admittedly for a long time that guilt was more for breaking the rules than hurting someone. I was terrified of breaking the rules back in elementary and early middle school. I mean terrified of it.

[Dovashy 1,734]

133,401

Mein Tag, hmmm.. es war gut. 

[Kawaii Besu 28,030]

133403

 

Luckily, my school does not have bullies. Maybe because all high school levels are all in one room? :ahihihi:

[BastementSparkle 20,334]

133405

 

I feel like all I can do when people bring up school is complain. I can't think of anything really good that came of it for me. Nothing.

[The Crimson Cross 7,533]

133402,

 

Your day was good Dova? Well that's excellent to hear!

That's a nice thought Filli! If only more schools were like that

And Base, I guess you could say the rules didn't apply to me in Primary School! 

[BastementSparkle 20,334]

133407

 

It's annoying because I complain about one thing, and then I can complain about the opposite too. Whenever a problem was fixed something else that was just as bad would almost immediately take it's place.

 

 Dropping out of school and getting that GED is literally the best thing I've ever done. I would rather stab myself in the hand than go back.

[The Crimson Cross 7,533]

133408,

 

Aside from all the Dramas, I genuinely enjoyed school, it was a time when I could hang out with all my friends which was really quite great! Especially more so since I lived out of town and couldn't really see them that often!

 

By the way, what's a GED? 

[BastementSparkle 20,334]

133409

 

General Educational Development test. It's a test you can take that if you pass, shows high school level academic skills. Passing it works almost the same as getting through high school.

 

 Which is funny because it was a million times easier than school ever was. Maybe because they cut out most of the pointless crap school throws at people.

[The Crimson Cross 7,533]

133410.

 

Like maths. Gee I hated maths. I didn't do too well at it either... 

I think my favourite subject was Psychology (surprise, surprise!) or English.

 

I guess all you really need these days is a functioning mind capable of rational thought! 

[BastementSparkle 20,334]

133411

 

I never did well with math either. And my English classes were always really boring and slow. They'd do that thing where you'd get in trouble if you read ahead of where you were supposed to be, and give you a massive questionnaire after every single chapter.