Count to a million

[Ice Fox 1,146]

265,494

It's very strange indeed. Guess it's a very specific kind of person that we'd like to talk to. XD

[Discordly Cutiepie 2,066]

265,495

 

the thing is i dont understand it i talk to so many people but i still feel lonely like really lonely 

[Ice Fox 1,146]

265,496

Is it because you don't feel sure they're making an attempt to connect with you? As in, understand you?

Since I feel like there's a big difference between caring about someone, and attempting to understand them...

[Discordly Cutiepie 2,066]

265,497

 

i wouldent like to say really 

 

thing is becuase i have alot of mental problem i feel like no one understands how i feel

 

and because of that i just keep to my self 

[Ice Fox 1,146]

265,498

I can definitely understand that feeling.

The more problems you have, the harder it is to make friends...

[Discordly Cutiepie 2,066]

265,499

 

i have friends (if you can call them that)

 

there people i went to school with but all they do is piss me off make me angry and laugh at me because of it i dont mind it but they do it like all the time

then when i leave the skype call they all seem to laugh at me still for apparantly overreacting when im not they see me get pissed but dont stop 

[Ice Fox 1,146]

265,500

Those don't really sound like friends at all...

[Discordly Cutiepie 2,066]

265,501

 

no but if i stop talking to them because i moved house i dont know anyone here i wont have a single friend at all i would just be sitting here all alone no one to talk to that knows me 

 

i went though that when i dident have internet and im not doing it again

[Ice Fox 1,146]

265,502

Well, at least there's the people on here...

 

I'm going off for now.

Edited March 18, 2015 by Private Posey

[Discordly Cutiepie 2,066]

265,503

 

well thats fair stupid game

[lomk 20,666]

265504

 

So Rick and Morty is actually a very funny cartoon

[Discordly Cutiepie 2,066]

265505

 

i dont know what that is

[ShadOBabe 19,058]

That's what Google is for.

 

265506

[lomk 20,666]

265507

 

It's an adult cartoon that actually isn't stupid.

[Discordly Cutiepie 2,066]

265508

 

god i feel so sad i just wanna talk to people properly but i cant do that

[lomk 20,666]

265509

 

*hugs Chaos* 

 

That's all I can really do. :|

[ShadOBabe 19,058]

You're doing it right now. Also I'd recommend taking it easy on the negativity.

When you keep saying negative things about yourself, your brain will literally take it as truth, and it just makes it worse.

You have to use positive self-talk.

 

265510

Edited March 18, 2015 by ShadOBabe

[Overdrive 5,366]

265511

[Discordly Cutiepie 2,066]

265512

 

talk good about myself i wish i could

 

when everyone around me puts me down even my own brain 

[ShadOBabe 19,058]

How are they putting you down?

 

265513

[Discordly Cutiepie 2,066]

265514

 

people say im not good at anything or things i do i do bad

 

then because i have schizophrenia i hear voices that tell me im shit and should die

[Cadance of Love 1,118]

SURPRISE 265515

Edited March 18, 2015 by Arrow_of_Light

[ShadOBabe 19,058]

I've never had the misfortune of meeting a human being that was enough of an @$$ to tell another human being that they're not good at anything. Actually wait, I did once, but I knew he had his head up his rear in general, so it's not like I believed him.

 

265516

Edited March 18, 2015 by ShadOBabe

[Overdrive 5,366]

265517

[Cadance of Love 1,118]

265518

 

Everyone was too afraid of me to be mean towards me.. they somehow thought that I'd snap and just go on a frenzy.. I honestly don't know how they came to that conclusion because I can control my anger pretty well..

Edited March 18, 2015 by Arrow_of_Light