Count to a million

[Deae Rising Shine~ 57,413]

160.367

 

huh?

[Retro*Derpy 3,390]

16036#

 

usually anything deep or personal that's troubling I post on another anonymous forum, it usually works out better.

[Zyla Fae 5,411]

160.,368+

 

Why not?

[Deae Rising Shine~ 57,413]

160.370

[BastementSparkle 20,335]

160371

 

It's just that I realized how personal the problem is exactly. There's so many things that contribute to it that I wouldn't want to say to them at all. That I wouldn't want to say to almost anyone.

Edited September 3, 2014 by BasementPrincess

[Deae Rising Shine~ 57,413]

160.372

[Overdrive 5,366]

160373

 

Lightning round time

[BastementSparkle 20,335]

160374

 

Hi Smash.

[Zyla Fae 5,411]

160.,374+

 

Ah, I guess that makes sense... I can understand that...

[Overdrive 5,366]

160376

 

I have roughly an hour before my next class. Thank god for the break.

[Deae Rising Shine~ 57,413]

160.377

 

hello Smash^^

[Overdrive 5,366]

160378

 

Yes, hello everypony

[Deae Rising Shine~ 57,413]

160.379

[BastementSparkle 20,335]

160380

 

Now I just feel even worse than before.

[Overdrive 5,366]

160381

 

About what Base?

[BastementSparkle 20,335]

160382

 

All of my issues.

[Deae Rising Shine~ 57,413]

160.383

 

*Hugs Base*

[Overdrive 5,366]

160384

 

We all have them. Some of us more than others. Believe me, I have enough as it is.

Edited September 3, 2014 by Smash N Dash

[BastementSparkle 20,335]

160385

 

*Hugs Rising back*

 

 It's really only one issue technically. My complete lack of confidence, and my complete inability to gain any.

[Overdrive 5,366]

160386

 

*hugs Base* There's plenty of people like that in this world. I used to be like that, but then I figured out my life, and I found the confidence. 

[Deae Rising Shine~ 57,413]

160.386

 

*Get jealous, when he sees somepony else hugging Base, cries*

[BastementSparkle 20,335]

160388

 

*Hugs Smash back too, and hugs Rising again*

 

 But my problem has more to do with me having no way to build any at all. I used to be obsessed with schedules and following directions, now I can't stand them. I used to have lot's of "Friends" because I would act like them just to have someone to talk to. Now I don't have any real-life friends because nobody offline can stand me. I fix one problem and then develop a new one that's the total opposite.

Edited September 3, 2014 by BasementPrincess

[Overdrive 5,366]

160389

 

You just have to take things one step at a time, and fix what's most important first. Don't sweat the small stuff.

[Deae Rising Shine~ 57,413]

160.389

 

[SparklingSwirls 21,597]

160391

 

Remember not to talk about depression too much, or the thread will be locked again :/