My dog has passed away
My dog, who's name was Dover, passed away today. I had him for 11 years. His health was deteriorating rapidly over the past month, and as such, I was trying as hard as I could to mentally prepare myself for his death. Despite that, it is still hitting me incredibly hard. Knowing that I will never see him again. Knowing that he is gone forever. I have already had a couple of moments just today where I went into my living room, expecting to see him on the couch like I always did every morning, but he wasn't there. I can't imagine life without him being there, and now he doesn't exist.
This is what life is I guess. Existence is suffering, watching everything die around us until we meet the same fate. Now all I can do is cry, remembering the first time I heard him bark, and all of the memories of life when he was here. Before, those were better days. Life is slowly becoming worse and worse as each day goes on and this is the ultimate reminder of that. The only positive at all is that his suffering is over, but that's all life is, suffering.
I am just rambling, I am not taking this well. I can barely come to grips with the reality of it all and my mind isn't in a good place. I just wanted to post it here, to explain to everyone why my mood probably won't seem right for a while. I hope that makes sense.
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