Selune sighed. It was kind of embarrassing to tell the story, especially when she had already "confessed" it in a way earlier. "You see when i was little i was blind, my eyes were pitch black and the magic within them didn't stabilize quite well. My lineage had magic within the eyes. But mine wouldn't settle down, and whatever the doctors did they couldn't fix it. I was sure to die if this continued for too long." It was like a sad piano music was playing in the rythm of her words, slow, and steady. "Eventually my mother who was a seer saw a way out of this. She said that the sun and the moon had to shine in my eyes together. We traveled across Equestria to find such a place and we eventually reached the frozen north and saw Aurora Borealis. There the full moon's glow reflected upon my eyes and i finally saw..." It might have seemed like she was derailing but this was important as well. "From that time however every time i was under pressure i... "changed". I wasn't aware at first but those who witnessed "her" said her name was Shar and that she was like me but had a strange dark crimson glow around her... like if she was tainted." she looked at her own hooves as if fearing a transformation right there and then. "Some stallions decided to "stop" this... they took it too far. They wanted to scare me at first but then they started touching me the wrong way. "Shar" didn't like that... at all. She fully surfaced that time... and she... she..." she started trembling, she clenched her hooves angry to herself. "She killed them! And every time someone touched me the wrong way she came out. It took me time to escape her grip, to find a way to stop her, to strengthen my mental defenses." She raised her eyes in a silent plea. "It becomes tiring you know? It's taxing to try and love, try to find solidarity, to be with your own family... when someone like her dwells in my mind."