I'd like to believe that my own presence is quite charming, yet more so than ever before do I feel as though perchance I'm more of an annoyance than I realize.
I know it may seem odd but I feel this not only in public but on the forums as well. Participating in some conversations, even one that I'm confident that I'll add something to, just feels as though it doesn't matter. Although I'll wait patiently for the right time to add something, either everything's been said for the conversation or someone else will pick it up before I get a chance. All I feel that I can really do is just kindly nod or say one word, feeling more like an extension for someone else instead of representing myself. I feel as though I'm more of an outsider and to say anything would either be disrespectful or would just be ignored.
I know how to fix this, the question is will I act?