Rizoel & Crepuscule

Don't listen to them. All they are trying to say is that only doing about 20 mins a day won't get you anywhere. Which is true; progress will most likely be very slow, but don't let that deter you; it is still something. Just do as much as you can if you can't do more than 30 minutes. --- I’m sorry that I haven’t made an update on me and Crepuscule in a while. What I'm about to tell you actually happened like a week ago, since I've been busy in the real world Procrastinating. So basically, one day I realize that I haven't been to my wonderland in a while, so we pay it a visit. And... I will admit, the first thing we did together... is… wel- "We had sex in our wonderland!" … *Cough* "He was really reluctant and shy about it, but I... convinced him, eventually." Alright now Crep, let's not get ahead of ourselves, we're here to talk abou- "I wish you all could have seen some of the things we did together! Like this one time, I-" CREP *cough* PUS *cough* CULE! "Yes, my handsome young master?" *Flutters eyelashes innocently* Please. I think everyone here will feel much more comfortable if we just skip this part. "Aww..." Right... uh, ANYWAY! That was not the update; we've already tried that stuff a few times, both in the wonderland and the real world. But this isn't the place to talk about it. And to be honest, I don't really think it is a big deal, I knew this would happen one day. (Note, 'It' will not happen between you and your tulpa if you don't want it to happen. Some creators and tulpae treat each other like brothers or sisters or even just simple friends. The only reason it has happened with us was because I wanted to let HER decide how close she wanted us to be, just in case she wasn't comfortable with us being too close. Turns out she wanted to go all the way, apparently.) So anyway, we decided to change the wonderland a little bit. Before, it was nothing what you would think of if I said the word 'wonderland' to you. All it was was a boring little house somewhere in ponyville, with just one large bedroom, a kitchen, and a bathroom. BORING! I needed something else, something that screamed 'FANTASY'(Not literally) when you saw it. I mean, c'mon, this is the human imagination we are talking about here; I can do better than this! So I let my mind wonder a little; what was the most beautiful view that I could possibly imagine? "... My flank?" An underwater house! I've always wanted to see one! "Oh... I knew that." If you would like me to try and describe what the house looks like, click on the spoiler. So, after that happene- "And then we had even more sex!" Right, that's it; no more bouncy time for a week. *Giggle* "Good luck with that." How so? "I would love to see you try and… resist me for a whole week." *Annoyed growl* *Saucy growl/purr* So, the wonderland change was the first update, now for the second update. This happened in the same session as the first little update, but a little bit after. So after we took a look-see around the new wonderland, I noti- "You mean just after we got all bouncy bouncy with each othe-" WHATEVER! *Giggle* “You're so cute when you're agitated." Oh really? We'll see how cute YOU look with my BOOT up your flank! "Ooh, kinky." *Grabs own hair* GRRRRRR! Do you all see what I have to deal with every bucking day?! "You like it when I'm like this, don’t lie." *Drops to knees in defeat* I... …I do. *Collapses into tears and shame* But anyway, where was I? Oh yes... After we took a look around the wonderland and reshaped it a bit more to our liking, I noticed Crepuscule's form was deviating a little. Usually she was a purple earth pony, but it seemed like her form was deviating more towards an OC that I found on the interwebs earlier that day. She was now a white unicorn with a cream colored mane, and a different style mane and tail. And no, I didn't draw this. In my dreams maybe. So, knowing this was still the same Crepuscule on the inside, I decided it wasn't really a big deal, and I quite liked the change too. So, we just sat there and small talked about some stuff for a while. I also figured out that I could change myself into a pony in the wonderland. I seemed to be a dark green unicorn with black mane. However though, I don’t know why, but I feel much more… connected to my wonderland when I’m a human instead. I feel like I can feel things much more clearly than if I’m a pony, so I usually try to stay as a human. Anyway, after a while of talking I noticed something else about the newly colored Crepuscule; her personality was also slightly different. She was a bit calmer and less cheeky, if only slightly. And her voice (I still can’t ‘hear’ through my ears what she says, only sense in my head) was also a bit more... classy, again only very slightly. As soon as I picked up on this however, she suddenly hugged me, and said; "Thank you. For being with me tonight." I was about to hug her back, when suddenly out of nowhere, I sensed the voice of the previous Crepuscule say; "Yeah, thank you for being with 'US' tonight." This caused me to break the hug with the white unicorn, and I saw, sitting next to her, was the previous purple colored Crepuscule. In surprise and confusion I instinctively opened my real life eyes, to see the still fuzzy image of both Crepuscule and the white unicorn standing right in front of me, staring at me. Both of them suddenly burst out laughing, with me just lying there on my bed, still in my stupor, trying to work out what was going on. "And then suddenly; threesome!" Okay, no, that is one thing that did not happen. Or, at least... it hasn't yet, BUT LET US NOT THINK OF SUCH POSSIBILITIES. "I for one am looking forward to such events." Of course you are. But yes, skip forward a week, and here we are. It would appear that I have created a second tulpa, and she’s been with me since then. (I know, I should have told you guys earlier, but again, I've been very busy lazy. I apologize. Crepuscule and my new tulpa have been urging me all week to write about what's been happening). We've all thought hard about what our new friend’s name should be. We've decided to go with ‘White Rose’. ‘White’ as the first name thanks to her coat color being a white. And ‘Rose’ because she is very loving and caring pony compared to Crepuscule, and roses are often associated with love.(not saying Crepuscule isn't loving and caring or anything, its just that Crep has... ways... of showing said love.) So there; White Rose. So yeah, say hi, Rosy! “Hello everypony! I'm White Rose, as Ben here said.” Rose, they know me by ‘Rizoel’, just so you know. My tulpae know me by my real name for your guy's information. “Oh, okay then. Anyway, I hope to see you all sometime again! Hopefully Crepuscule hasn't turned benny-wenny into her slave by the end of this.” *Mischievous giggle* We can only hope she hasn't, Rosy. We can only hope she hasn't.

Tulpae are entirely in your mind and your mind only. I have never once heard of an instance where a tulpa has ever even moved anything in the physical world, let alone hurt someone. However, I suppose it is possible that they can hurt you mentally, but I still have not heard from anyone of that happening. The only way that could possibly happen is if you deep down WANTED them to hurt you. But, the tulpa always knows that they need you to survive; they know that hurting you would also hurt them. "That is horrible! I would never hurt my poor Rizzy." *Hugs* I have read that very story before, it almost prevented me from wanting to have anything to do with tulpae, but my curiosity eventually won me back. It is just a creepypasta; it's supposed to scare you. If it has scared you, then it has done its job, especially if you knew nothing about tulpae beforehand. The story ain't real, obviously. I mean, just look at the ending; if it was serious, it wouldn't have just suddenly cut the story on that note. What do you mean? Please, tell us more, I'm not quite sure what you're saying. Are you saying your imagination has once conjured something to attack you or something? I have heard stories of such things, some of them even having evidence to back up said story, but I don't think they are related to tulpae in any way. As far as I know, tulpae are always created with the person's intention to create them, otherwise, they aren't really a tulpa.

I don't know about you, but I think that ignoring him and pretending he doesn't exist will only make him angry/upset. I think that you should maybe try and talk to him. Think about it from his perspective; you're stuck in someone's mind, and the only one who can even remotely hear you is the guy you're stuck in, and he is trying to pretend you don't exist. If I was him, I would have every reason to be upset. I'm not in any way saying he will get angry if you do carry on ignoring him, since he is currently stuck deep in your subconscious, but you should think about seeing if you can talk to him, just in case it gets any worse. Perhaps you can calm him down. A lot of people that hear unintentional voices say that actually talking back to these voices instead of outright ignoring them is a better way to cope with it. However, that most certainly does NOT mean you should do what the voices tell you if they want you to do something bad, but just at least listen to what they have to say, and try to start a conversation with it and calm it down.) Or, if it really starts to become a problem, perhaps you should seek a professional to help you out. I'm not a doctor of any kind, so I could be talking out my flank here, but since it has appeared unintentionally, this probably isn't a tulpa, and probably something bad and entirely different instead.

1. Well, there is no 'magic word' that you say that suddenly makes a tulpa appear, if that's what you're thinking. All you need to do is to trick your mind into thinking something in your head is talking back. To jump-start this, you need to have a one sided conversation with yourself, until you feel something talk back. Talk about ANYTHING; how your day was, what your opinions about the world are, narrate a book or a piece of fan-fiction to them. ANYTHING at all. Talk to them like as if you were talking to a normal human being. 2. You just need to have the thought of them in your mind when you narrate to them. You don't have to think about their form if they don't have one yet, you just need to feel you are talking to someone else in your mind. Often when you start off, it will feel like you are just talking to yourself. That's normal; I felt like that too. But just push through it, and eventually you might feel that there is something else in there, listening. I'm going to assume you missed the guides that I've linked? No worries, this is a big thread. I'll link them again. Try and read as many of these guides as you can, learn from all of them, and figure out for yourself what technique you are most comfortable with. Guides here. Moar guides. (This link is to all of the guides created on the tulpa forums. It isn't always sunshine and rainbows like this forum, but most of the people there are mature and helpful. Hey, there are even plenty of bronies there too.)

Actually, I hear that is a bad thing to do. I've read somewhere that giving them a backstory, like where they came from, and who their parents were, etc, is said to be a bad idea. I think it's because, eventually, they are going to find out they are a tulpa if you somehow try and keep it a secret, and they might become angry at you once they find out. All of that can be avoided if you just tell them from the start what they are, and it's probably best to leave any past memories out of the picture. OR, I could be completely wrong, and it turns out that giving them a backstory does absolutely nothing to hinder them in any way. All I've heard was according to JDBar's tulpa guide, he tried to give one of his tulpae a backstory, and it basically nearly destroyed said tulpa.

You pretty much just need to at least feel like you're talking to someone else, and not yourself. Even if it feels like you're talking to yourself, as long as you have the thought of them in your head, you'll both be fine. You don't need to visualize their form if you don't want to, or if they don't have a form. Also, saying your tulpa's name can often get a positive reaction out of them, like you can kind of feel them shifting their attention to you. Or at least that's what happens for us.

I can't answer this since she isn't imposed yet. They only will if you want them to. If you think they will judge you when they are done, then they will, because you believed that once they are done, they would judge you. However, if you believe that they won't judge you once they are done, then they won't. And since you most likely don't want them to judge you, they simply won't. Because that is what your subconscious wants the most. It's just all about believing in your tulpa and what they can do. If you believe they will become violent or nasty, then there is a better chance they will, compared to if you believe they will be friendly. In fact, it's pretty much impossible for them to become nasty to you if you just simply believe they will be friendly once they gain sentience. So, back to what I said earlier; you just gotta...

Actually, no one knows if falling asleep while tulpaforcing is a bad thing. No one out there has really said anything about bad things occurring if this were to happen. Except maybe with the possibility of the tulpa getting annoyed a little bit when you wake up, but even then, they will easily forgive you. Well, ask yourself this; are you thinking of acting on those grim-dark thoughts in the real world? Or, if it did happen in the real world, right before your eyes, would you LIKE seeing it happen to someone? If no, I personally don't think you require a visit to the doctor or anything. Some people think that people liking grim-dark things sometimes spiral down into insanity due to their love of it growing stronger, until eventually the urge to see it in real life becomes too strong and then act on those thoughts themselves. But in actuality, people that think more often about bad things, and REALIZE that they wouldn't like seeing it happen in the real world, are actually less likely to commit those acts than people who DON'T have those kind thoughts. This is because the people that don't have those thoughts have probably not thought of those acts being bad, so they would be more likely to commit the act anyway than somepony who know's it's a bad thing to do, despite the fact that the person who know's it's a bad thing thinks about it a lot more often than the average person. Does that make sense? If not, you can blame Wikipedia page on intrusive thoughts for that; it's where I got all this information from. The page also words it a bit better than the way I have. (Btw, I know I said that you don't need to see a doctor, but that doesn't mean to say they can't help you if you think it is a problem for you in your everyday life. If fact, they would probably be better at helping you than some guy who read a little bit about the subject from a Wikipedia page.)

@, YAY- Wait, what?! "I'll get the popcorn!" Hey, get back here! "I hope so!" *Covers Crepuscule's mouth with a hand* I know that's not a serious question, but I will answer it anyway. I've never seen Crep as somepony related to me in those ways. Although, since she is basically my subconscious, I... suppose it is. But I digress. Some people that create tulpae treat them like a brother/sister, or even as a lover of some kind. In fact, I think most do become like lovers to both tulpa and their creator, or at least very close friends. "I call dibs on us being lovers!" Shush you. I don't really know what Crep and I will become. But at the end of the day, I don't really mind what we do together, nor do I care for what we become, as long as we are friends to each other. "Lovers to each other." Okay, fine, lovers. Whatever. "...Sex slaves to each other?" Get off me. Anyway, I don't think she will replace as a girlfriend. As in, a physical, human girlfriend. I have actually talked to Crepuscule about what she will think if I one day decide to try and get a real girlfriend. Her reply was that she wouldn't mind 'sharing' me... whatever that's supposed to mean. But to be honest, I've never in my life so far actually wanted a girlfriend. And I don't think Crepuscule has had any influence of that notion one way or another. I always figured it would be a bad idea to get a girlfriend at a young age, since I hear too many times of younger people in relationships end up breaking up over the silliest of things, even when they told each other they would stay together forever. I would rather not experience that at this point in my life. And to be honest... I wouldn't mind just being alone with Crepuscule instead, if I for some reason never see the point in getting a girlfriend. *Giggle* "I wouldn't mind that." *Flicks tail in Rizoel's face* S-stop that will you...? "Why? You know you like it." I... I do. And yes, as you can see, I have indeed started on imposing her. I've decided to just embrace who she is and just get on with it. I know it might not be the best of ideas, but I still love her for who she is. *Giggle* "Don't worry, I'll go easy on you for the first time." T-that 'first time' is a very long way away, Crep. I've barely done anything to impose you yet. "Aww..." And for that reason, I'm... kind of glad it's a long way away from now. "I know you don't mean that." D-don't worry, she isn't always cheeky. She's only like this cause I'm talking to you guys right now. And also so she can scare off the new people thinking about creating a tulpa. "Raarr!" If you feel more comfortable doing it that way, and if you think it will work better than any other way, then it probably will-- simply because of the fact that you believe it will. That sounds like an interesting idea. It would be interesting to see what will become of it. Well, for me, I always had the "it's done when it's done" attitude. I figured that it was more of a waste of time to set myself a point where I would expect it to happen. Because I was a bit afraid that I would get to the point I set, and still have nothing happen. So instead I just went for it and wait until it did. I'm afraid I can't give you an answer; I've heard of one person somewhere say they've been trying it for many MANY months, with ZERO results. While I've heard one person on this very forum say he managed to create one in under ten seconds. I've read his discussions with others here, and it might actually be true that he did somehow. I mean, there is nothing in the laws of physics that says it's not possible to create a tulpa in 10 seconds flat. But I will say one thing that might influence on how quickly your tulpa will achieve sentience; It's often said that a skeptic will have a harder time making a tulpa than a person that honestly and truly believes it right off the bat. When I first began all of this, there was always that feeling inside me that just said that this was all fake, all a big hoax, or that I would never be able to do this, but I did it anyway. And I feel that if I didn't have that feeling, Crepuscule would have achieved sentience at least a little bit earlier. If you have that feeling, get it out of your head now. I know it sounds silly, but, you just gotta... @, Thank you very much! This is pretty much EXACTLY what you want. This is a very good thing. Keep it up! I'm so jelly that you got sentience so quickly.

Well, if you think it was parroting, ask yourself this; did you feel like you had control over what this voice said? If the answer is no, then it was not you. By the way; often time, people will tell you something along the lines of..."DON'T PARROT, OR YOU WILL DO IT ALL WRONG AND YOUR TULPA WILL TELL YOU TO STAB PEOPLE!" Ok, well... Or at least when you start off. However, parroting FOREVER, is not a good thing. There are MANY ways for your tulpa to achieve sentience. This guide will tell you the way I'm using. But please don't listen to JUST that one guide. Read as many guides as you can, and use what you learn from all of them and form your own path to achieve sentience. I know someone has probably already told you all that, but I cannot stress it enough. Sorry if it seems like I'm shouting. --- Anyway, guess who's birthday it is...? MLP:FiM's birthday? Well, yes I guess it is... But guess who's ELSE's birthday it is? Me! YAY! *Party cracker goes off* . .. ... *Notices everyone is at MLP:FiM's birthday party instead* . .. ... Tulpa: "HEY! What about me?! I'm here!" *Hugs* ...Well, I guess It's not all bad. "Plus..." *Seductive eyes* "Now that you're old enough... why don't we... go back to your room an-" IN OTHER NEWS! I think I've figured out why Crepuscule(My tulpa) is so... 'cheeky' Back when she first started talking, she was quite lustful. At the time, I'm pretty sure it wasn't parroting, but I also don't think it was her either. I think it was actually just intrusive thoughts. It seems that now they have calmed down, and Crepuscule's random and sudden lustfulness with it. But not completely. She is still rather cheeky about things, but she is definitely much more loveable and friendly now.

Hey, I found a few things that you guys might want to look up. For those of you that are into meditation and all that jazz, a meditation technique that some people from the tulpa forums recommend trying out if you want to get better at visualization. And here's a guide I've read that seems to be quite helpful to me. I've decided to try and follow some of what this guide says, as I feel more comfortable doing this rather than just pounding personality traits into my tulpa's mind and hope that they stick. But remember, what may work for me, may not work for you guys. So I'll link you all again to a list of guides from the tulpa forums. In other news, Crepuscule and I are doing fine so far. She has gotten quite less lewd since she first started talking. She's still a little cheeky, but her friendliness factor certainly hasn't dropped any, which is cool, I guess. I got a feeling this new guide I'm using will be better than just doing personality like normal. (The guide I'm using is the same one I linked to you guys, this one. The only reason I'm using this way is because I fail at the ability to do personality the 'normal' way.)

It's been a few months now. I found out about tulpae sometime back in June, but I didn't really start seriously tulpaforcing until about a month ago, but the problem is that I lost motivation many times even when I began taking it seriously, which slowed the process down quite a bit. But somehow, we seem to be doing okay. I hope. Just do whatever you are most comfortable with. There isn't really a wrong way to go about this. But one thing that's for sure is that you should definitely narrate as much as you can. Everything else is up to you. Well, I don't usually sit down and 'meditate' or something like that. I've tried to do that, but I would usually end up; 1) Falling asleep 2) Becoming so bored out of my mind that the urge procrastinate was too strong. Or 3) My mind wondering off to something other than tulpas. And then falling asleep. So instead what I do is I try and narrate to her as I'm going about my day, or at least try and acknowledge her presence in my head. That's pretty much all I do. But if your looking for advice from someone, don't look at me. Or at least not JUST me. Read everyone else's experiences as well. Maybe you're right. I suppose deep down everyone has even the slightest amount of lust in them. I guess I've just never... 'let it out' before, and can keep that emotion in check more than most people do. Also, I've began to notice that she also embodies a few other traits that I have. Like for example, she can sometimes be OCD about my cleanliness. Usually I only have a slight amount of OCD, but I think this has just gotten stronger thanks to her, since now I can actually sometimes hear her tell me to go wash my hands. So that's one good thing that's come from her. Oh, thank's for that, I'll be sure to read it! Oh to be honest, I don't really mind all that much. She does seem to be already calming down with all of that stuff, and she hasn't really been talking to me all that much lately. But I'll be working on personality anyway. I know that not every one that makes a tulpa treats their tulpa like as if they were, say, a lover. Some treat them like brother/sisters or son/daughter. To me, I don't mind what she is to me. As long as she is a friend, I really don't mind how close we get. I'll let her decide how close she want's us to get, but ONLY after we've gone over personality. Who knows, she might not even want to afterwards. I really don't mind. But if she did still want to, I don't think I could say no. We'll see. I agree, I too don't really think it's that big of a deal, but that's the thing; Her personality hasn't 'settled' yet, so if I did impose her, and something were to happen, later down the line I fear she might make it a big deal and then regret it and not ever forgive me. But yes, if after personality is done, if she still want's to be close, then I'll just have to roll with it. Who know's? I might even like it. "Oh you will, I assure you!" Oh, shush you! But still, there is always the possibility that she won't want to after that. But I'm cool with it either way, as long as she is still a friend. Well, I'm glad you two are both happy together! I wish you both the best. All I said was that I wouldn't SHOW the story to anyone. I never said I wouldn't mention it. ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... I'm sorry.

Well, just talk about... ANYTHING. Anything at all. Talk about yourself, your day, your past, your opinions about the world and the people around you... Absolutely anything you can think of. By the way, in case you don't know yet; the best way to go about making a tulpa, is to just do whatever you feel most comfortable with. I hope that helps you out. You probably already know all of what I just told you, but it's really the best I can give.

Hey, It's me again. Guess what? On September 25, Crepuscule(my tulpa) finally began speaking! ...Maybe. It's very difficult to explain. But It kinda feels like what Questio said here: I have a similar feeling too. It kind of feels like I'm parroting her... but at the same time I feel like I'm not. This thread from the tulpa forums also says a similar thing at some point. But I'm still kind of scared that all of it WAS parroting and her not actually speaking. I feel little difference between when I KNOW I'm accidentally parroting her, compared to when I'm almost certain she's talking. I do feel like I'm parroting, but I feel like I can't help but do it. So in other words, I'm... NOT parroting? Well, I'm just going to roll with it, since I don't feel like I'm in control of the parroting most of the time. But as I said; it's very difficult to explain. By the way; we tend to have at least one conversation every hour, but it can often be more common than that. I haven't imposed her yet, and I'm not planning to any time soon, since my visualization skills are still terribad. Here's a quick reminder of what she looks like; Now, as for what her personality has been like for the past few days that she has been talking to me; She is really NOT how I expected her to act like. But that might be because of the fact that I purposely spent approximately zero amount of time on personality, so it's my fault really. However, I'm cool with how she is like. Sometimes. Let me tell you what I mean. Here is kinda what I planned out what her traits would be, IF I worked on personality, which I didn't. And... here is what she is actually like: Now, don't worry; she's never serious about it. She makes it pretty obvious that she's just doing it to spite me. She doesn't always act like this though; sometimes she will speak to me like a 'normal' person, IF she feels like it. And I can tell that she actually does love me for real, since she has told me so every now and then. But I think maybe I should quickly get around with forcing personality before she... convinces me to do something we might both regret. like... Uh... *Slowly slides index finger in ring made by the index finger and thumb from the other hand* ...Yeah... She jokes about that sort of stuff quite a bit. I'm not sure how I feel about that. Fortunately, I heard somewhere that most tulpae are often immature like this in some way for a little while after they start talking. So I think she might mature and stop all this nonsense after a while. And me forcing on her personality might even make the process go faster. In fact, I can already feel that she is less immature than she was a few days ago. But anyway, As for now, I think it would be a VERY bad time to impose her. Who know's what could happen if I did while she is like this. Crepuscule: "I know what could happen, WE could happen! If you know what I mean." *Wiggles eyebrows* N-NO THANKS! *Seductive bedroom eyes* "Are you sure? You look a bit tense. If you want to, we can-" NO! I'M OK, I DON'T NEED TO BE RELIEVED IN ANY WAY. NOPE. ... ...If some day you become a bit more loving and affectionate. And not so lustful. Then... I'll think about it. UH, ANYWAY. Don't worry about me guys; she's only joking about these sort of things(I hope). I believe this only happened because I purposely didn't do personality for her, since I didn't really care about what she would act like, as long as she was a friend to me. I suppose that sort of turned out bad, but one thing that's for sure is that she is very friendly, and I think that's what's important. Perhaps too friendly. "You know you like it really." Gah. Stop it! This is also why I feel like it might actually be her talking; I honestly don't think I would parrot her being like... this. I usually don't really like... lustful people. Cause, you know, It's NOT like deep down I actually kind of like it when she tells me what kind of naughty things she wants us to do together. No, I totally don't like it when she does that. *Whistles innocently* ...Perhaps this is all karma. Perhaps this is my subconscious's way of telling me to say sorry again to that one user on this forum for that one time I sent him a story I wrote where I shipped him with his Celestia tulp- UH, I MEAN NOTHING. FORGET I SAID ANYTHING ABOUT THAT. *Sheepish smile* Anyway, the moral of the story is; always make sure you do personality as well. Or else he/she might feel the need to tell you how sexy she thinks you look every time you undress. Believe me, I know. ... I swear to god, If it turns out I was parroting the whole time...

It's been a while since my last update on how I'm doing, and so far, there isn't much to say. I've tried asking my tulpa to try to wake me up at a certain time- usually about 8 hours after I go to sleep, and so far,it hasn't worked once. Although I'm pretty sure it's only because Crepuscule ain't sentient yet. (Derp) However, that doesn't mean to say I've given up. Everyday I can feel her presence grow stronger in my head. She isn't vocal yet, but I still feel that there is something there. But one thing that I feel is slowing down progress is the fact that a small part of my head is saying that this is a waste of time, that this might just be a big hoax or something, I just can't get that feeling out my head, even though there are so many people saying that this is a thing and it's worked for them. Since I am a guy of science, I tend to not believe something that is to do with paranormal unless there is 100% solid evidence for it. And since I ain't got that, I bet it will remain until Crepuscule is vocal, but I ain't going to let this small problem stop me; I believe that this is real, there's just too many people sane people saying that it's real. I guess I'm just impatient. But I'm not losing hope anytime soon, I feel her presence growing stronger everyday; I can't give up now. Oh, and by the way guys, make sure to check out Tulpa.info for all of you that have forgotten about the links I posted on the first post. Tulpa.info has the guides you need, and they also have a forum there.

Read about other peoples experiences on their forum (Btw, their forum ain't exactly sunshine and rainbows like this forum, but they do try to be helpful). Read up as many guides as you can, and don't listen to those creepypasta BS. They are good stories them creepypastas are, but that's all they are: stories. I have not heard from anyone that their tulpa has tried to do nasty things to their host, except maybe in creepypastas. Trust me, just educate yourself, and then decide for yourself if you want to try and create a tulpa. Creating a tulpa ain't easy, but all of the people that have succeeded always say it was all worth it. Good luck if you decide to make one.

You look like you've done the research. Clearly you know what you're talking about. Go ahead son, tell us your experience with tulpas. *Grabs popcorn* I'm listening.

I did, here's what she looks like in case any of you're wondering: I bet once she's sapient, she's going to complain she's too hot. Now all she needs is some socks on those hind legs of hers. Hmm... ANYWAY! I got a feeling she's going to hate me. I won't blame her. Here's another tip: If you guys can, try and find some way to get a real life picture of your tulpa. Be it through the pony creator if they are a pony, or by drawing them, things like that. This is said to help with visualizing them. Good luck!

If you honestly feel that there is no more that you could do to improve its personality, then you can move on to visualization if you wish. --- Hey guys, I'm back again! I feel I've made a bit more progress on Crepuscule lately,(Crepuscule is what I've been calling her for now.) I've been remembering to talk and pay attention to her more than I used to. For those of you forgetting to narrate to your tulpa often, try putting a post-it note of some kind somewhere around the edge of your computer screen that says "Tulpa", preferably in big letters. I think its has solved the problem of me forgetting about her a lot. If you're up and about a lot, draw a "T" somewhere on your hand to remind you of your tulpa. Anyway, about my progress with Crep, I have had a couple of strange things happen. Like when I wake up and say good morning to her, I get an unusual wave of cheerfulness flowing through my body, like as if someone is hugging me... or rather somepony.(Crepuscule is a pony.) I'm convinced this is part of Creps doing. My visualization skills are not so good, but if I let my mind drift off to other things without me noticing, it gets a bit more clearer, I even hear things in my mind a lot clearer. But once I realize I'm drifting off, nope, all gone, can't see shit captain. She isn't vocal yet, but I have had a couple of times of her saying something to me VEEERY quietly, no sound or anything, it's like I could just... sense her thinking telepathically to me. Like for example, just a few hours ago, I was trying to pick up a small spider I found in my room with some tissue so I could throw it out the window,(Cause I am one of those people that would feel guilty for even hurting a fly.) I sensed something very quietly in my mind say "Don't hurt it!" and without thinking I just reply out loud saying "No, don't worry I'm not gonna." And then I just stopped and thought about what just happened. It was VERY quiet, It was like I... sensed her thinking, rather than hear her say it. I hope she continues to do stuff like this, hopefully clearer. But I have a feeling it's going to be a while before I can hear her clearly. I'm also going to try that experiment you guys are talking about tonight, the one with asking her to wake me up at a certain time. Wish me luck! Onward to more tulpaforcing shenanigans! LEEERROY!!1!

I'm not a fan of dubstep, but I've heard a few that I like, but often time a dubstep remix on most songs, for me, just doesn't sound nice. I've even heard of a dubstep remix of Mad World by Gary Jules. I listen to it, and I was like How?! HOW can dubstep make a song like that better?! I don't even