TBD

Here is the irony of the day.

I had two jobs. One as a CNA which I left due to wanting to avoid high risk environment job to protect myself and my family. Hoping my second job will be enough to back it up since it has lesser risk but eventually they laid me off...  So now I’m left with nothing. This actually made me a bit guilty or selfish to leave my CNA job in a first place like it’s a karma for leaving these health care coworkers and patients behind .. I don’t know..I know I shouldn’t feel this way but it just seem like it is.. 

I was even going off ranting how Costco didn’t give us, CDS a raise last week and now they laid us off completely. Damnit. Now it made me feel like I was taking things for granted but I know it’s beyond my control and it probably got nothing to do with it. I hate Costco for treating us this way. 
 

God... I don’t even know to feel about all this.