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Genuinely at my wits end.. Simply because that inner beast is pulling me under. I'm tired of trying to enjoy my time and then ending up crying /breaking down because of this stupid brain malfunctioning hugely at the moment part due to depression and part of anxiety and irl situations aswell as online.
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Not the best, i need to learn to be better and do better. I'm not seeing the doctor this upcoming week :I next week i will, however, i might take a break from online posting or something? Maybe focus on games, art and books..? so if it's radio silent on my end it could be that i'm doing that as I feel like the way i am rn is really bothersome and rough on everyone around me. There's a big internal issue, it's causing a lot of insecurities, i'm asking more than i should and it's frustrating. burdening people when i shouldn't. I think after work i should just focus on those things and my pets and also on sleeping early so i can give my brain no room to do that. I'm genuinely tired of feeling, depressive and tired! >-<
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I like it too
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They will, I’m just in my own head too much and that’s not good.
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Does anybody have book recommendations?
[I prefer fantasy based, think HP, LOTR, or Mythology based like The Oddysey]- Show previous comments 8 more
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@Crypty Scribbles I wish I could convince her but it’s just not her cup of tea, I do like dragons and all that jazz. I grew up on the Spyro games.
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My demon [its a kdrama] [A pitiless demon becomes powerless after getting entangled with an icy heiress, who may hold the key to his lost abilities — and his heart.]
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If you were a pony, what cuttie mark would you have?
Pandora replied to Gamer98's topic in General Discussion
the same as my first ponysona, A heart with paws on it dipped in two colors like purple and yellow, to fit with drawing and animals. [actually i think my first ponysona had a paint splatter instead of a heart] -
Thinking about taking a break from online, I'm growing more and more exhausted and in two weeks is my holiday so I just want that to go well.. I think i'm being a pain to people and by thinking that, you can actually end up being.. just that. I don't know yet, it depends. I should focus on working on art and pets. I also think about the night sky sometimes because the stars are pretty and the moon is too.
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Im very tired but getting used to having ChatGPT write stories for me to read to help me sleep; im not fond of AI but still I do get more tired except it can also have me sleep too late when I get too invested ((cause I let them write about OC’s of mine))
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i will do that, did you get to see the other movie tho [the kpop one?} I'd love to know your thoughts if you did watch it
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thank you claw; I will try to have fun! we'll see the jurassic park movie, i hope it's good! Rawrrr
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today appears okay so i feel okay too, went to the zoo after stuff and i saw one my colleagues there and then after i had icecream at the icecream parlor and for saturday i made plans with another colleague to go see a movie and have dinner for saturday. I'll have something to look forward to.
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thank you sparks this means a lot and i'd say goodbye to you too ofc but also to my pets and family
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mega thread Song Stuck in your Head Right Now
Pandora replied to Blue Moon's topic in Media Discussion
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Tired as heck but probably can't sleep, knowing myself. I'll just toss and turn with thoughts. Had a long day, 6 am shift, then groceries in a diff country which ultimately took longer than they should and getting home quite late. Gamed just a tiny bit then prepared for bed. In bed; listening kenshi yonezu! <3 tomorrow's probably gonna be rough too as i have to do smth confronting at work. i'm also sensing things are off.. which is rather unsettling; like honesty wise as tho i'm tiring people out?
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mega thread Song Stuck in your Head Right Now
Pandora replied to Blue Moon's topic in Media Discussion
currently this song; I'm having a lot of anxiety but it's okay, i'll have to be in bed soon anyway for my 6 am shift. -
i will.. my headspace is just not good and nowadays i'm having a lot of trouble with food it seems too. Thanks for your well wishes; i'm going to close my eyes again and re-try.
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I think in my darkest times if you hadn't been posting to me still, i would of felt a lot worse, sparks. You're the beacon of light in this forums. I appreciate all you've done for me and others / this place as a whole. You're truly one of a kind, Sparks. Never lose your sparkle. You're great!
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I'm feeling very tired and nauseaus, so much, it's keeping me awake. today wasn't a very good day.. thoughts are spinning in my head a lot at the moment.. & I'm questioning a lot of things.. but listening this;
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*huggles* you're not alone, never alone. I'm very tired.
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Feeling a very strong exhaustion.. yesterday I was in bed way earlier than normal, right now I feel the same.. but I have to work. Idk if it’s a physical health issue or mental at the moment. Just breathing feels heavy? hopefully it clears up soon..
