you have a strange obsession with age. What difference would it make if I were or were not? do you feel like you may have missed out in life? Looking back too much instead of looking ahead at what you can do?
Your life doesn’t end at 30. It can begin at 30, even, just stop looking back at what could have been and focus on what can be if you just improve 1% a day. Comparing yourself to others can be a trap and it’s something everyone is guilty of from time to time so please don’t feel bad about it. Just don’t make it a habit. You deserve to be happy and to be you