Ice Princess Silky

Oh wow! I love this!

1 hour ago, Sir Hugsalot said:

Now I have to listen to this music again ;-;

I miss driving car with You and listening to this music. And "Ask Me Anything" ;-; that one's my favourite... 

Oooh "ask me anything" marked a big moment in her life 
I gotta post the art up about that one. 

4 minutes ago, ZiggWheelsManning said:

Is there a link to this song?  

Sure! It's a bit whimsical.

oh my gosh 

17 hours ago, Winter Storm said:

I suffer from pretty severe anxiety too. I can barely interact with people beyond basic stuff (buying things, saying hello), I have no advice to give you since I can't even fix my own issues but I just want to say I can relate to it. For me it goes hand-in-hand with the depression too and they feed off each other.

Ack! I had no idea, Snow Storm. If you ever need anyone to talk to, my DMs are always opened to you. Same goes to you, @pinkcupidit's been so lovely getting to know you as a friend and from what I've seen -- the glimses -- you're so full of life and playful when you feel comfortable enough haha

Sadly, a lot of people also feel shy and I've noticed they're too anxious to interact with each other -- validating the misconception that something must be wrong with them. Its why I try to gently encourage people to engage and step out of their shell if it's something they're willing and able to do. Communication is important <3 So please know I'll always be here.

6 hours ago, Silly Druid said:

I'm glad I could help. I just wrote a prompt though, the rest is ChatGPT's work.

But you're the legendary Druid, so it kinda feels like naturally anything you touch will have a folklorish spin to it <3

14 hours ago, ZiggWheelsManning said:

You're building a kingdom Silky  

Keep at the adorable work  

I if I ever do you're invited to all the royal parties!
 

11 hours ago, Sir Hugsalot said:

No troll is able to withstand our combined power 

Lets spread the love and hugs everywhere! 

Awww 
 

5 hours ago, Kujamih said:

...... So what happened to the troll? Im putting my investment on the troll....

He noticed you and he had a lot in common (play on words of 'troll' here *gigglefit*) and he finally made a new friend <3 Sorry if the wholesome beams through your troll heart... careful, it might melt through the frost one day x3
 

Awww you guys are so lovely!! So much has happened and I need to update these more often! <3

If it fits, I sits

it sustains me. It grants me comfort. It's real.

Same with my friends whom I know online. I feel their warmth, their memories and kindness. They're real to me c:

Except for @Sir Done A Lot... he's always done and isn't real. I think he's a bot stuck in the matrix or something D: 

I mean, he can never pass those Capcha tests.... PROOF HE ISN'T REAL

3 minutes ago, Splashee said:

@CloudMistDragon Have you gotten any more dreams about this odd @Rikifiveguy person?

I wish I had more dreams like that. Can you imagine? You can go anywhere and there’s @Rikifivejust available to pick on, boop or chat with??? Pfft we need more dreams like that 

You have very precise visuals in your dreams. I wish I could do this.
 

2 minutes ago, ZiggWheelsManning said:

While I am also a distance away, we're friends too  

you're one amazing friend!

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h worry not, only people in staff are in danger Dx 

Not for the pie event 

Moments ago, Silly Hugsalot said:

I am immune to singing, not allowed

As a newcomer I get... free pass

WHAT?! 

Don't worry. I shall compensate this lack!

I will not sing. Also the Christmas mischief continues. How are you now in staff? >:C 

But I suppose now you're eligible for that singing competition... 

Skywishes and Skylight! Awww I love how she got her wish to fly on the clouds!! What a sweet video @abrony-mouse

This was absolutely perfect to describe who you are! I understand the initial behaviors now and how they began to unfold and blossom into who you are today. I'm honored to have been around to witness it. You're awesome, @Skylight Scintillate 

What a lovely way to end the night. Hope you sleep well, when you do! 

1 minute ago, ZiggWheelsManning said:

Congrats to giving me credit on the smiles  

No, congrats to you 

On 2022-11-06 at 3:23 AM, Winter Storm said:

I appreciate your thoughts, I just don't know though. When I compare myself to other people I feel very isolated. Like the time I managed to convince myself to go to a con I didn't make the friends others I know did. Stuff like that.

Oooof, yeah. I feel you. But comparing yourself to others is one of those hidden traps, you know? Because there will always be someone younger, smarter, more talented, skillful, intelligent, kinder, prettier -- you name it. It's just how living in a diverse world works. So comparing is a trap. You're your own unique being and completely irreplaceable. But I know it's hard not to feel isolated when you feel totally different from the world. My DMs are always open if you need someone to vent to. 

As for not making as many friends as others did, it could literally be tied to your self image and feeling like you're different. So please don't be so hard on yourself, I believe in you. 



 

2 hours ago, ZiggWheelsManning said:

How are things going for you lately Silky?  

Not too good not too bad, Zigg. Thank you for asking.
I'm learning a lot as I come out of my shell more. For example, everyone seems to need something so I need to learn not to over-exert myself and also create boundaries that will be respected by both myself and others who care for me. Those who cross that, clearly do not respect me and so it's interesting to see how many people weed themselves out. 

I've been very exhausted and tired but using this time to recharge and hang out with my friends and all of the shenanigans we get ourselves into <3 
It's quite lovely...

Speaking of lovely, did you know you're one of those lovely friends who is always putting a smile on my face when I'm out in public trying to look normal in front of strangers?! D: 

 

4 hours ago, Kujamih said:

Me on the other hand is sly and slick... And he is sweet and cheeky... 

2 hours ago, abrony-mouse said:

aw, the reaction smilies are not suitable so have a lyrabon :3 Great take on Pinkie too    

Awww, thank you! This is just too cute.

Your charisma was always one of a welcoming nature. Even when we first started talking ages ago, I was happy to engage with you and converse about anything! You're just too adorable for your own good and I hope to engage with you more in the future 

9 hours ago, ZiggWheelsManning said:

Full of loving pride you sure are Silky  

No you! *hugs* 

1 hour ago, Kujamih said:

...... Hmmm.... Simp... just kidding. 

*blushes* Isn’t he an absolute adorable sweetheart?? 
 

He’s just so great … 

you on the other hand  

Just kidding 

2 hours ago, Sir Hugsalot said:

You are Magical Mare, Silky ;-; Literally...

And it's You, who has given me my voice. You really can't imagine how much You've done for me... You inspired me to pursue this path and trust me, I've been dreaming of it for literal years, before I was even 18... 

this is too much sweetness D: an used to you being a cheeky one D: 

This one is my current one

19 hours ago, Magic Note said:

I'm really proud of you Silky! Keep up the good work!

Thank you, lovely. And it makes me feel pride to see you also taking the baby steps to improve and to grow <3 

15 hours ago, Winter Storm said:

Congrats, I wish I was more extroverted sometimes but I just like to hide myself away most of the time.

I wouldn't change you for the world. There is strength to being introverted and it can be such a beautiful thing.... But if you wish you were more extroverted, perhaps there is an aspect of yourself that you'd like to express or that you feel is stifled? I still feel I have a long way to go in the self improvement department but it's still a work in progress <3 

15 hours ago, Kujamih said:

EHHKKK!  an extrovert! Eeehhhhhhkkkk! Too much energy flowing out of her badeh!... Hrrrrrrrkkkk! Ewe ewe ewww!....

..... So how's life? 

*STOMPS her hoof down angrily* TONE IS DOWN!!! Das too much energy!! Quit being so extroverted 


Pretty great <3 
 

15 hours ago, Diane Velvet said:

Silky Is an extrovert!!!!????   I'm happy for you silky keep expanding this energy!

I love the surprised expression - pretty much my own expression to this information.  But thank you! Hope to see you also exuberant in your own element. 

 

14 hours ago, Sir Hugsalot said:

Magical Mare, Silky...

I was always so happy to see understanding of that level of abstract in You. I always felt lonely in it yet here You are... how do You get it!!!

As for me, well, since You insist 

You helped me see my own confidence and strength. I've gone through a lot of... development, but did so without sacrificing anything of me and that was possible only thanks to You. I am by no means objectively perfect person and I doubt I ever will be, but a lot of my strengths felt as if they were locked inside of me - my confidence, my ability to plan carefully, calculative mind and my passion-driven imagination. You, specifially You helped me to release and present them to the wide world. Now I am in pursuit of one of my dreams - singing - and I do it because of Your encouragement and believing in me... 

You saw in me what even I could not imagine... and as it turns out - all those characteristics really were there. You are a literal life saver as without You I'd be just gray, boring person, too mentally defeated and indifferent to understand their true potential. 

As You see what I had to say is... everything but a stagnation... 

 

Of course You would contribute to that, it is 100% You... I wish I was there to see that! This is 100% Magical Mare thing to do... 

I still am in fact XD But thanks to You and ponies I no longer see it as a weakness, but as a graceful touch to my personality... ;-;

*Meeep* You called me Magical Mare -- ah, the nostalgia. Stop being such a darling... and yes! Pursue that singing! How fitting that this entry was all about finding one's voice. And here you are doing this literally...
 

12 hours ago, Pandora said:

@Magical Mare is it silly to say that I’ve always had a feeling that you were a extrovert? It’s just that I got those kinda vibes in a good way   That’s coming from the typical art introvert 😂

Eeeeh! You knew before even me 

48 minutes ago, Sir Hugsalot said:

What a wonderful read it was.

Humans are fascinating like that, aren't they? It's literally impossible to find two people who are perfectly alike, as You said Yourself - even twins are different despite looking like biology doing a copy paste. Sometimes our ideals seem abstract, beyond what can be physically understood.

Every human being is a literal history. There is this page on Facebook called "humans of New York". I recommend You to check it out. We truly are all individuals, our experiences, history, our ideals.. they shape us and they make each and every one of us someone that cannot be replicated. You can't just take all I am and try to glue it on someone else and say that "oh, he's You!". And same can be said about everyone. 

And it makes us curious. Interesting, fascinating to analyze and understand. Who is he? Why is he like this? What is his history? That curiosity and desire to meet new people, hear from them, learn from and about them! You especially show it. You are an extrovert and there's nothing shallow about it as You're a very refined and elegant person. A very wise one that always seeks to understand others and why they act the way they do. I feel like You make the world shine with how You always seek reason in what's around You. And at the same time stick to positivity, wholesomeness and fun. You truly are one of a kind, holding combination of traits that never glue together. With You somehow they really do. 

Today, with this blog You grew as a person/pony and I am incredibly proud of You. And I am beyond happy to be on this journey with You. This, among many other things You've done - inspires me a lot. I feel honored that my name is mentioned here 

You taught me also so much about myself, but this blog is about You so I am not getting into those details. I am forever grateful for You. Thank You for existing <3 And for being so amazing 

 

Awww, thank you for this heart-felt post, Sir
It's so interesting to me how you understand this weird level of myself which I'm sure most people would find very strange or a bit too intense. By all means, feel free to share about yourself... I've literally expressed how I'm happy to hear about others. I'm endlessly fascinated by whatever people have to share. My only bias is that I prefer reading about things that help us to grow or progress in life. Stagnation makes me feel too drained or weighed down.. So I'm very biased about that  But not against it  It's just a preference.

Ohhh "Humans of New York" I've contributed to that project!! There's even a stand where you're given a pen and a paper to write down your thoughts, anonymously, to share for everyone to see as they walk by... and ... ironically... what I wrote about... knowing it would be anonymous.. was about my struggles with shyness and how I wish I could overcome it somehow. Haha! I remember pouring my soul out on the paper and blinking back tears...

This was years ago, though. I've come a long way. c:

You've definitely helped with that because you were even shier than me! XD