Sorry, I'm at work now and can't make tea, but I've already written the text. I'll post a photo of the tea in the evening if I can.
Yes, I suppose so. Unfortunately, this will continue for me until I pass the Unified State Exam and leave the factory. I think dissociation will end for me when I enter university and never return to the factory.
What kind of music do you like to play on the violin?
If the teacher is too strict, then I would refuse him and look for a better teacher.
I'm glad to hear it. When I found out about this situation, I wanted to support you somehow, but I didn't know how. I've never been in such situations and I didn't know what to do. I'm sorry I didn't support you at a difficult time in your life.
The last 3 or 4 weeks have been the hardest for me and it looks like it's only going to get worse. The workload on me is increasing. Thanks to dissociation, I don't experience too much stress, but it's still very difficult. I'm attacked by procrastination and I haven't managed to fight it off yet. I haven't prepared for the Unified State Exam for 2 weeks. I need to do something about it. In general, I'm overwhelmed with a huge number of assignments at this damn job. Yesterday and today they tell me to do one assignment, then after a while they tell me to drop the first assignment and do the second, an hour later they come and tell me to go back to the first assignment, then they come again and tell me to drop everything and do the third assignment. And then they ask if you did the first or the second assignment. Are you fucking serious!? What the hell are you doing!? I think I need to write to the supervisor of our group at Technical School and ask her to find a job at another plant. But I'm not sure my parents will react well to this (I shouldn't care what they think about this, but unfortunately I do care). They told me to hold out at this plant for two years while you study at Technical School. Why should I stay in this hell that I hate if I can find a job in a better place!? And why do I need experience in this shit if after graduating from technical schools I'm going to study to be a programmer? If I could, I'd burn this factory down right now! I haven't been able to sleep well this whole week. I sleep for 6 or 5 hours. It's too little.
I was also upset by one situation that happened this week. I won't go into detail about it, it's Top Secret information. I just want to say that it's sad to see people fighting over some things. What's all this for? Talk to each other, don't fight and don't swear, please. Life is too short to attach importance to any nonsense, even if it seems to you that it's not nonsense. Just try to calm down and talk. I think that this might be the best solution. This week is even worse than the others.