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I want pizza ........

Be patient, empires are not built in a day | 1 Hour Roman Ambience.

I have changed the wallpaper on my phone several times in the last 2 weeks, but I don't really like all these wallpapers. I wonder what wallpapers I will like and when I will find them

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I'm thinking about what airsoft and pneumatic weapons to buy.

I like such genres of music as rock and metal, I discovered them I don’t remember exactly when, but I think I was 13 or 14 years old. I decided to listen to rock for the first time. It was the PanHeads Band that did covers of the Skillet group, these two groups are still my favorites. I didn’t know what covers were then and didn’t know what Skillet meant. That was when I first started reading about the Warrior Cats and decided to watch something about Warrior Cats on YouTube, so I came across this Skillet group, they sang in English and then I understood what covers were. I watched videos like these: I read about this school of philosophy on Wikipedia and I can say that I like that they rejected all conventional desires for wealth, power, glory, social recognition, conformity, and worldly possessions and even flouted such conventions openly and derisively in public. It is an interesting philosophy and I don't remember hearing about it. I want to study it in more detail later! I don't remember how I started to be interested in philosophy, all I remember is watching a YouTube channel that talked about different schools of philosophy. I became interested in anarchism when I was 16 or 17. One day I became interested in what political ideology society would live best under. I was then reading the book Slaves of the System: The Philosophy of Modern Slavery by Roman Kolesnichenko. And I decided to write a small book about why we are slaves to the state and how to fix it. I didn't finish my book, but I came up with a form of society without a state, under which society would live better. Then I thought that there is no state in Anarchism either, and I decided to read about anarchism and its types. At school, teachers told us that Anarchy is chaos, but it turned out that they deceived us. After studying Anarchism, I realized that this is the best form of society that can exist. I also watched a video about The Venus Project by Jacques Fresco and it looks like Anarcho Communism. I think I would choose a silver fox. Because a fox is a predator, a loner and foxes are smart and they are cute. Maybe I could choose someone from Felidae, for example a lynx, but I don’t know for sure. I could choose a Jaguar because he is a smart strong predator, but there is a problem: he lives in warm countries, and I don’t really like warmth. I am a quadrobist and I made a silver fox mask, but unfortunately it is not done quite right so it looks like a wolf mask. And I also have a silver fox tail. I would say that my theriotype is silver fox., but therians believe that they have a spiritual connection with some animal, but I do not believe in a soul and spiritual connections. If you do not know, a Therian is someone who identifies as a specific non-human animal. Spiritually, psychologically, and emotionally, they relate to the essence and behaviors of this animal, even though they don’t have the physiology to match. Oftentimes, therians feel most like themselves when they engage in specific activities that this animal would do. Yes, I love nature! My favorite biome is taiga (conifer forest) and mixed forest. I also like mountain taiga

What do you think about the philosophy of absurdism and antinatalism?

What do you think about the philosophy of absurdism and antinatalism?

Hi everyone! Here you can ask me any question and I will answer it. Sorry if I don't answer for a long time, I don't always have free time.

Sorry if there are any mistakes, the text is too big, I won't check it. Here is my dream: in my dream I was walking down the street and heard the sounds of an airplane. It was a military jet. I can't say exactly what it looked like, I don't remember ever seeing one. I can show you how it looked like this plane from the movie Top Gun 2 And the color of this plane was similar to the color of the Su-57 fighter. They were saying something over the loudspeaker from the plane and many people went home. I was still on the street and running, hiding from this plane. I ran to some building, there was a canopy outside this building. There were a lot of people there, I walked there and looked at this plane. I remember that I went up to the tables where they were playing chess. David Goggins was sitting next to them and if I'm not mistaken Andrew Huberman. I look at the plane and hear other people start saying that it dropped something. I see how something fell through on both sides of the canopy and exploded. These were mines. Then I remember that I ran and turned into a door that led into the building. I knew that it was impossible to run with the crowd under this canopy, because a mine could fall on us, so I ran into the building, the mine would not blow me up there. I ended up in the entrance of an apartment building and stood there in a place where the shards of broken glass would not reach me during an explosion. Screams and explosions were heard in the street, someone said that a shard of glass had pierced someone's heart. Residents began to come out of their apartments. Some of them were with pumpkins, I don't know why they took them with them. After it was all over. I remember that I found myself in the forest, I knew that if there was another bombing, they would not bomb the forest, they only strike cities. There were too many people in the forest, more than usual. I found a good place to hide, there were some other people nearby. Then someone came and said that David Goggins was calling us, that he had dug a shelter underground. I thought it was a great idea to be in an underground shelter. It was already dark, we arrived at the place. I saw that this was the edge of the forest, we were too visible from the air here and I could not see where the shelter was. It seemed that the man had deceived us. Then I heard the roar of planes, looking up at the sky I saw many bombers. They were flying towards the forest. I tried to hide behind a tree, it would not work to run further into the forest since it would be visible from the air. I discovered that I could hide inside the tree, there was a gap through which I crawled, but there was a problem, there was another gap that was on this tree on the side of the road. If a bomb fell on the road, a fragment would hit me. People started running nearby and they were going straight out onto the road. I decided that now a bomb would definitely be dropped here and climbed to the top of the tree, but the fragments could fly here. At some point, a crowd gathered near my tree, which climbed the tree to me. Then David Goggins came, we were together in a tree and watched the bombers. Then we all went down to the building below, which was not there before. I was thinking about leaving and digging a shelter underground in the depths of the forest. Live there and study programming from a book. Since I am interested in bushcraft and I read a little of the book The Partisan's Sputnik (a Soviet book for partisans published during WWII) I thought that I would be able to hide from the bombers. After a while, the bombers flew away, and all the other people got out musical instruments, David Goggins took a banjo. I did not take anything. That was the end of the dream. I think that I had such a dream because sometimes military drones fly over my city and blow things up. One night I noticed how the signal began to jam and the Internet disappeared after a while I heard air defense shots. I think that all these events caused me to have such a dream. Even though the dream might seem scary, I liked this dream and would like to have something like this again.

Cold - Jorge Mendez.

Attention⚠️ sad animation!

Lullaby for a Princess. Oh, I shouldn't have started listening to this song

Dark Academia Music. Melancholic Piano.

I don't hope for anything. I doubt that I've ever experienced this feeling.

Twenty One Pilots - Heathens. Lately this song has been playing in my head.

The mug of water. I didn't have time to make tea because everyone in my house except me had already gone to bed and I didn't want to wake anyone up. Today I remembered that in order to enter the University for Computer Science I will need to pass the Unified State Exam (ЕГЭ). I am now thinking how I can prepare for the exam if I go to work, study at a technical school, study programming and do Workout. I don’t understand when I should prepare for the exam. I have about 1 year to prepare. For the Unified State Exam I need to pass three subjects: Russian language, specialized mathematics and computer science. I need to take an exam in these three subjects. Today I wrote in the topic "What are you thinking?" that I have little energy. Now I feel better. I don't want to take a rest, I need to do a lot of things. It often seems to me that I am moving too slowly towards my goal. Yesterday I listened to a podcast about a person who had already earned 1 million rubles at the age of 17. And I still haven't even learned English. And I'm even studying in a specialty that I hate, although if I had thought about my future earlier, I could have immediately entered a technical school to become a programmer. Now about rest. Previously, I often burned out and this happened almost every two weeks. Now I have been studying programming every day for two months and I missed only one day because I was busy with other tasks. I stopped resting after I read David Goggins' books. Well, it would be more accurate to say that I still rest. For example, I can take a walk in the forest, and after the walk I continue to complete my tasks. Another example, after studying programming, I do workout to take a break from mental work. This is how I rest. My relaxation is a change of activity. For some reason, many do not consider this relaxation. And I do not consider watching TV and video games relaxation. This only causes unnecessary stress and fatigue. I forgot to answer this last time. My grandfather's death affected me greatly. After his funeral, I couldn't program for about two months. During these two months, I realized the transience of life. When a person realizes the transience of life, usually a person stops rushing and enjoys life. Surprisingly, the opposite happened to me - I stopped enjoying life and I began to strive to achieve my goals faster. Now I have regained some of my enjoyment of life, but I still don't enjoy life very well. Little makes me happy anymore when you realize that life can end at any moment. That's why I want to be a machine, I would live longer in the body of a machine and it would be good if I didn't feel anything or could completely control my feelings, turn off unnecessary ones and regulate the power of feelings.

"The Gift of Fear" by Gavin de Becker