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Cold - Jorge Mendez.

Attention⚠️ sad animation!

Lullaby for a Princess. Oh, I shouldn't have started listening to this song

Dark Academia Music. Melancholic Piano.

I don't hope for anything. I doubt that I've ever experienced this feeling.

Twenty One Pilots - Heathens. Lately this song has been playing in my head.

The mug of water. I didn't have time to make tea because everyone in my house except me had already gone to bed and I didn't want to wake anyone up. Today I remembered that in order to enter the University for Computer Science I will need to pass the Unified State Exam (ЕГЭ). I am now thinking how I can prepare for the exam if I go to work, study at a technical school, study programming and do Workout. I don’t understand when I should prepare for the exam. I have about 1 year to prepare. For the Unified State Exam I need to pass three subjects: Russian language, specialized mathematics and computer science. I need to take an exam in these three subjects. Today I wrote in the topic "What are you thinking?" that I have little energy. Now I feel better. I don't want to take a rest, I need to do a lot of things. It often seems to me that I am moving too slowly towards my goal. Yesterday I listened to a podcast about a person who had already earned 1 million rubles at the age of 17. And I still haven't even learned English. And I'm even studying in a specialty that I hate, although if I had thought about my future earlier, I could have immediately entered a technical school to become a programmer. Now about rest. Previously, I often burned out and this happened almost every two weeks. Now I have been studying programming every day for two months and I missed only one day because I was busy with other tasks. I stopped resting after I read David Goggins' books. Well, it would be more accurate to say that I still rest. For example, I can take a walk in the forest, and after the walk I continue to complete my tasks. Another example, after studying programming, I do workout to take a break from mental work. This is how I rest. My relaxation is a change of activity. For some reason, many do not consider this relaxation. And I do not consider watching TV and video games relaxation. This only causes unnecessary stress and fatigue. I forgot to answer this last time. My grandfather's death affected me greatly. After his funeral, I couldn't program for about two months. During these two months, I realized the transience of life. When a person realizes the transience of life, usually a person stops rushing and enjoys life. Surprisingly, the opposite happened to me - I stopped enjoying life and I began to strive to achieve my goals faster. Now I have regained some of my enjoyment of life, but I still don't enjoy life very well. Little makes me happy anymore when you realize that life can end at any moment. That's why I want to be a machine, I would live longer in the body of a machine and it would be good if I didn't feel anything or could completely control my feelings, turn off unnecessary ones and regulate the power of feelings.

"The Gift of Fear" by Gavin de Becker

Maybe I'm overworking myself, I'm not sure. I don't want to rest, I still have a lot to do and I feel like I'm moving too slowly towards my goal. I remembered one important thing today that needs to be done, I plan to write about it in Tea Talks today if I have time.

We carry anger in our hearts, we will burn out heresy with sacred fire

I wonder why I have so little energy left, maybe because of stress? I haven't felt so tired in a long time

Podcast: Who is Joe Rogan? With Jordan Peterson.

Thank you for recommending this book! I will definitely read it

Now I understand why your title says: The slayer of evil clowns. Thank you and all the staff of MLP Forums for protecting us from such people!

Link to his profile: https://mlpforums.com/profile/39961-starforce/

I look at Starforce's profile and was surprised in a bad way. I didn't expect him to be such a bad person. I talked to this person on Discord and I noticed that it was uncomfortable to talk to him, nothing bad happened, it was just uncomfortable, I didn't pay attention to it. Since nothing bad happened, he probably considered me invulnerable. If I knew what kind of person he really was, I would have immediately stopped communicating with him. Why didn't I understand this then? Is it because of a lack of communication experience? Why couldn't I recognize a wolf in sheep's clothing?! I noticed that it was uncomfortable to talk to him, oh, it turned out to be stupid of me. It seems that I need to not only watch videos on psychology on YouTube but also read books on psychology. I don’t know when I can read books on psychology, there are so many books that I want to read, I don’t know when I’ll find the time. I need to look on the Internet what books I need to read.

Hi! Welcome to the MLP Forums! Fluttershy is also my favorite pony

These are the things that help me feel better: -Hard workout -Running -Ice baths -Cold showers -Music (especially metal and rock) -Listening to podcasts with interesting people on YouTube -Reading interesting books or articles -Good sleep -Walking in nature

Joe Rogan Experience #712 - Wim Hof.

Black Templar Choir | Warhammer 40K Ambient Music.

My favorite car company is Ford. What would you choose: a gym or Street Workout (Calisthenics)?

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