Today I don't have tea, only water because I drank tea and then remembered that I wanted to write here.
I'm thinking about leaving this club because I feel like this place is not for me. According to the description of the club (Safe place, where you can recharge before facing the wide world once more). It should be a safe place where you can take a break from the world, but in the last post I started writing swear words because I was too angry. I can almost always control my anger and other people always think that I am absolutely always calm. Usually I really am calm and if I am angry then usually no one notices it because I do not show it. But last time I was too angry because of everything that was happening in my life and I could not control myself, sorry for possibly ruining the friendly and cozy atmosphere in this club. Bye everyone.