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Soft toy Roxy from fnaf 9

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I listened to Fluttershy's Lament and thought I wanted to be a tree. I don't know why I got that thought. Or better yet, become such a tree

Brown but I would like green eyes

Tea with strawberry leaves and berries and with red currant leaves and red currant berries. The text is large, so I won’t check it for mistakes. During this week I noticed signs of burnout. Emotional devastation, fatigue, sleep problems. Previously, when I had burnout, I could not do anything. Now I still complete planned tasks despite the burnout. Yesterday my parents took me to the village for the weekend and I decided to have a dopamine detox. Basically, I walk around the forest-steppe all day and also did Workout there. It's a pity that there is no horizontal bar or tree branch on which you can do pull-ups. I tried to read a book but I read only a few pages because due to the fact that I did not get enough sleep, I almost do not understand anything that is written in the book. In general, I feel emotionally devastated almost always. Now I do not know how to say it exactly, I almost do not feel this world. I only found what it is called on the Internet. It is called derealization. People with this feel like observers of their own lives. Many of them feel the unreality of their existence, the vagueness of memories or feel the automation of their actions and words. I wanted to ask here if it is normal to constantly feel the way I feel, but there is no need to ask anymore, I already realized that it is not normal. But I want to ask if you feel the same? I wanted to find a gif that describes how I feel, but I am not sure that any of the gifs are suitable. If I can say so, I hardly feel myself at all. Will this continue or will I ever get better, I do not know. The only thing I know for sure is that if I do not achieve my goals and do not go towards them, then I will feel even worse. I have long been tired of fighting with problems and for my dream, but if I stop fighting I will lose and then my life will be destroyed. Today I saw a fox in the forest-steppe. I wonder if I will ever be able to pet a wild fox? I would like that. I would like to share with you one of my favorite songs, which describes my state of mind this week and the last few years of my life in general. This song is "I Hate This World" (Я ненавижу этот мир) by Satisfakciya. (Сатисфакция) I will translate the text into English using Google Translate. And another song by the same group "Between Good and Evil" (Между добром и злом) What do you think about these songs?

Give me some reasons why people make their beds? I usually don't make my bed, you know why? (Drumroll) Because I sleep on the couch! I sometimes make the couch but rarely I see no reason to do so The only reason I would make my bed is for looks. A made bed looks better than an unmade bed. Maybe I should make my couch for looks? I think it's worth a try.

It didn't make me happy but it did improve my mood after this whole bad week. Watching MGE Scary Stories on YouTube from one of my favorite MGE scary story YouTubers. It's hard to call this a horror story, I would call it just a story but with elements of horror. What I liked most about this horror story was the MGE Brothers party, it's the only party I wouldn't mind going to. They had cool music, similar to Post Punk or maybe that was it.

I wonder why this time during burnout I continue to do the planned tasks? Before, when I was burnt out, I could not do anything. Maybe now I can do it because I have developed self-discipline or I understand that it is important to complete the planned tasks because if I do not complete them, my future will be bleak and my life will be completely destroyed.

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Two books by David Goggins in English. I read both of these books in Russian on my phone, now I want to read these books in English

I don't know exactly why I like listening to horror stories, maybe it's because of the interesting plots? I remember last summer in the village I spent several weeks listening to horror stories on YouTube for 10 hours a day.

No, I listen to music on YouTube or download music from pirate sites

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I don't know which of these Gifs to choose

Analog HORROR "FINAL DATA". The video has English subtitles

Cottage cheese with bananas and strawberries

Major Payne (1995) Russkies (1987)

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Rest in peace Mikayla Raines. I often watched the Saveafox YouTube channel. It's terrible that this has happened

I watched Happy Tree Friends a long time ago, if I'm not mistaken, I watched it all. My favorite character there is Flippy. I don't remember the name of my favorite episode, but I remember that in this episode Lumpy put several parachutes on his hands and jumped out of a plane. Maybe there are other favorite episodes, but I don't remember, it's been too long since I watched Happy Tree Friends.

I never imagined monsters in the closet, even though I loved watching horror games and listening to scary stories as a child (I still do). Sometimes I imagined animatronics in the closet, but I liked animatronics and didn't consider them monsters. If there really was a monster in my closet, this would happen to it:

I think the best ancient warriors are these: Spartans Vikings Roman Centurions Mongols