Do svidaniya

No juice. It used to be coffee but I'm still trying to acquire a better coffee so until then it's tea.

Looks like another day of

3AM, time to record some bass.

Now that you mention it this could be the most passive aggressive thing to send to someone you've known for years. Hmmm... OI, @Raskolnikov I THINK WE COULD BE FRIENDS Y'KNOW-

Hmm, the last video was about stoned cats going on adventures and would probably get me in trouble somehow so... no. And the one before that was, hmm, dark. And may also get me in trouble, so nada. I'll just post this family friendly video from yesterday's thinking topic.

Citizens in their homes Missiles in their holes And citizens in their homes And missiles in their holes, and- Citizens in their homes Missiles in their holes And citizens in their homes And missiles in their holes, and- The brightest night I ever saw Across an empty parking lot No stars...

One day you just wake up in your empty unfulfilled life with a burning message in your head louder than anything else that says 'MAKE MUSIC', at least that's how it went with me. Very glad I listened, it's better than whatever the hell the alternative was.

Deliver us from the shadows and fear And brighten us our night O lift us out of the valley of sin And leave our path in light

It's so humid outside it feels like walking through a recently used shower.

This is the part where I wipe my profile and change account name to [REDACTED] and never post again.

New banner without context was giving me these vibes.

404: Inspiration not Found I can't say I read all that much philosophy to have any favourite philosophers, those sorts of texts I can read several paragraphs worth of and then realize that I haven't absorbed anything of it. As for what philosophy I adhere to, I don't really follow anything in particular though by proxy I guess I could align to aspects of cynicism and absurdism (from what I looked up the other day) for example, and there's probably more though I don't go out of my way to follow anything. As well as that I take a general anarchistic approach to life, similar to what Raskolnikov put in their topic as we have very similar beliefs there, when I approach people I'll see them as human first, and judge them by the actions they take over the words they speak, etc etc. I won't write it all out again as articulating all of that is a massive pain in the ass with dyslexia and they put it much more eloquently.

Male.

The Talos Principle OST is pretty solid.

Back off @Raskolnikov can only be one person's sandbag.

Night shift so pretty much everyday.

When did you become so evil?

I'm not familiar with the concept of Absurdism, though having a look I think I try to live my life to its ideals. I'm a musician, I make music and other funny sounds. There's no reason other than it's fun, that's my meaning - to keep creating. To keep persisting in an uncaring universe. In a universe without meaning, continuing on in spite of this is the greatest act of meaning. Antinatalism is something I've always believed in, given the state of it all out there I can't say procreation is currently ethical. As well as the other moral issues with not having given consent to be born. I don't subscribe to the overpopulation theory anymore though I did a long time ago, turned out that's a common ecofascist talking point.

Fallen out of grace are we? Sinless never more to be Deliver us from the gathering storm Unworthy though we are

...I'm never going to stop calling it this now.

Trine 4 co-op with @Raskolnikov, an excellent game still, I appreciate the story is longer (The prince is so unlikable with such a punchable face. ) and the new mechanics worked well with the gameplay after getting used to it after I was kinda put off at first. The controls are a little bit weird and unintuitive, whilst Trine 2's controls were a bit awkward for being an older game on the Deck I still preferred the additional control they offered. Working through the DLC now, then probably gonna roll onto Trine 5 when there's a sale and see how that is.

They're just little snapshots of your current moment caught in time. If that's worth anything to you is up to you.

Tonight it's a CBD tea in my new Fluttershy mug! Tonight is one of my two nights off from the hospital, going to see if can get some more black metal recorded. Got a whole bunch of ideas going on it's hard to concentrate on just one project aaah. We'll get there. I realised this a while back now but I'll just voice it here, there is a downside to working nights when you're a night person - previously the night was my free time, where creativity was most free to flow. Now most of my nights are occupied and whilst the nights are generally still quiet for me it still keeps me from my tools, I really need to invest in that laptop so I can at least feel not so strangulated there. I could take the interface and mini keyboard with me. I just need to stop THINKING it and actually DO it already but it's also EXPENSIVE. Ah also, @ComanderZhabikKlavik I stumbled across a piece of music recently you might appreciate as well.