writing Truly, Madly, Deeply

[Finesthour 7,287]

Throughout the years my soul was one that was lost.

Wandering around the abyss of my heart, my body being an empty shell.

Void of any feelings but pain, happiness a distant memory.

For I thought I was loved by another, one I thought that cared about my well being.

It all turned out to be a lie, and the past I once thought was trifle attacked my mind.

Piece my piece, my mind began to rot away.

The evil beings inside of me screamed their evil chants inside of my head.

I deserved to feel like this, deserve to be sad.

The bullet of a machine seemed to be the one escape that I posessed, even though I say I never thought of it.

Sweet escape from this horrible reality seeming like a miracle from above.

 

As if a higher being heard my distressed calls, a ray of light appeared into my life.

The most beautiful angel I had ever laid eyes on came to me in my time of need.

She had been hurt as much as I have, constantly recieving pain.

Feeling her anguish, I took her into my arms, and she took me into hers.

We quickly became best friends, and the more I saw her, the more I wanted to protect her.

 

From those beautiful eyes that seem to stare into my soul, I can see her kindness shine.

As deep as they are beautiful, I could stare into them for a life time.

Her hair a gorgeous shade of brown blankets her head, the softness easy to tell even from a far ways away.

I wish to run my fingers through the hair of my angel, and to never stop.

Her skin is as soft as it is strong, showing the pain that she has recieved.

Adorable is an understatement when I see her, Gorgeous not being enough.

I wish to hold her tight and to never let go of my beautiful angel.

She thinks that she is fat, a horrible disgrace of beauty.

I wish to laugh in her face when she says this, as it is a total lie.

She is the absolute definition of beauty, and it saddens me to see her think this way.

Beauty is her exterior.

 

But her exterior is not what I love about her.

My angel is the most beautiful person on the interior that it makes me fall in love with her everytime we talk.

Her personality is one of kindness and hospitality, caring for every soul she comes across.

Her heart is the greatest part about her, her own needs a trifle matter.

She cares for the people she loves in her life,

Sometimes the love she has pains my heart, but it is a pain of jealousy.

I must learn to understand her heart cares for many, not for one alone.

I am ok with this fact as long as her heart stays with mine.

I am in love with my angel on the inside, and this is a love that is true.

Absolute beauty is her interior.

 

When we are together, all I can think about is her.

All my activites in the day belong to her.

Within a moments notice I will run to her side, as she is my true love.

When she is down, I will be her knight in shining armor, ready to take her away to the land of milk and honey.

When she is happy, I will hold her hand as we both cross into the realm of joy.

As long as I live on this earth, my heart will belong to my beautiful angel.

Alex, I know you are reading this.

You know I love you.

Now you know the absolute love I hold for you.

You are my life, my joy.

As long as I live, my heart will be yours.

 

Even if you decide to throw my heart away with the key, I will continue to protect you.

I am your guardian, I am your protector.

Until you resign my duties as your knight, I will protect you with all of my heart.

I will always make sure that no bad men will ever touch you.

If one slips past my grasp, it will be his last action.

My demons that you have subsided will rise to power, and he will be a distant memory.

I will always be here for you, and I will never leave.

 

Now my true feelings have come to light, if you had not known already.

You may not think so, but your beauty is a magnificent light.

Not only on the outside, but the inside as well.

My love for you holds no boundries, and it continues to grow every day.

You have successfully claimed owndership over this disgrace of a man.

I will forever be yours as long as you will have me.

 

I love you Alex.

Forever and ever.

 

I am Truly, Madly, Deeply in love.

[The Milkman 186]

[Fire Lilly 4]

This is freaking adorable x3

[Sandwhisper 33]

I love you too, darling...

My god, this is beautiful...

[Finesthour 7,287]

I love you too, darling...

My god, this is beautiful...

 

I love you so freaking much.

I hate when you call yourself ugly.

It is such a huge, fat lie.

[Dragonshy 2,305]

Outstanding /) Bro-hoof

[Sandwhisper 33]

I love you so freaking much.

I hate when you call yourself ugly.

It is such a huge, fat lie.

 

I've never had a positive image of myself. You know that I'm getting "better" though...

[Finesthour 7,287]

I've never had a positive image of myself. You know that I'm getting "better" though...

 

I don't care.

I will never stop until you know you are gorgeous.

[Sandwhisper 33]

I don't care.

I will never stop until you know you are gorgeous.

 

I don't wanna be full of myself...

[Finesthour 7,287]

I don't wanna be full of myself...

 

I didn't say that.

 

I want you to feel as good as you look.

[Discovery Dream 592]

That's so sweet <3 You two are lucky ducks...having someone love you like that must be wonderful.

[Finesthour 7,287]

That's so sweet <3 You two are lucky ducks...having someone love you like that must be wonderful.

 

I love her with all of my heart.

She is my life.