Have you ever done something that made you feel terrible about yourself?

[iceestarz 5,768]

I went with my sister to the dollar store and other places. While we were at one of the stores I saw a twilight sparkle brushable that did not belong anywhere in the store cause they don't have my little pony there. It was just the figure by itself. I've never done ANYTHING that was considered bad, but I just slyly put it in my purse and bought some stuff and left.

 

I feel awful. I've never stolen anything, I mean even though it wasn't technically from the store I still feel terrible. I don't know how people shoplift regularly because I can hardly remain all calm about the one little ordeal.

[Odyssey 5,719]

The biggest moment that I've done that made me feel really awful was when I once got into a fistfight with somebody at a school. I'm not the kind of person who likes getting into these sorts of things, so because of that I still feel absolutely guilty for hurting other people that time. It didn't help that I was the one who started this. ;_;

[碇 シンジン 27,440]

I felt really awful when

 

I was young and i was on this one site and there was there was this one guy. And I was idiot back then. me and my one friend got into his account and my friend screwed it up and I was crying inside I told him to stop but he didnt listen. 

 

Then I was in this other community and 9 months had passed then the guy started messaging me he had tracked me down and had all my info in his hand and he started theatening me that I need give my name and other info to him or police will get me . I was so scared I cried many times but the guy didnt give up so I cracked up under pressure and I felt so bad I have never felt that bad I betrayed everything I ever valued in my life.

 

I wanted to go and jump off from bridge Then I was contacted from police and they wanted to interrogate me I was suspect for fraud, hacking, violation of the secrecy of communications and malicious damage I cried there and the police guy didnt even listen what I said.

 

After that they offered me conciliation solution and I had to be in phone with that guy. The guy said that I need pay him 4000€ even when the damage that he had was only 5€. My parents said we wont pay and after that I didnt hear from this guy again.

 

I'm still scared that he will spy on me though

[Ironbyte 258]

I've lost count personally. Growing up with mental illness makes me act out sometimes. Also frequently say things I don't mean or did something I didn't mean to.

 

 

Lost a lot of friends due to this and irratated family a lot, since a lot of people just don't understand I guess. You'd think I'd be used to it by now, but noope. :x

 

So I guess that's generally what makes me feel bad. I just wanna friend usually but can't keep them.

[PoisonClaw 8,174]

Back in high school, I was doing a presentation on the SPCA and the topic of euthanization came up. What I didn't know at the time was that one of my classmates had had to get their pet euthanized and I was so insensitive and rude when talking about such a touchy subject that they outright ran from the room crying. When I found this out, I felt like the lowest person ever and I'm not kidding when I say that if i ever had the chance to go back in time, I would go back to that moment and kick myself for being such an insensitive prick.  

[The Professor...8D 823]

I went with my sister to the dollar store and other places. While we were at one of the stores I saw a twilight sparkle brushable that did not belong anywhere in the store cause they don't have my little pony there. It was just the figure by itself. I've never done ANYTHING that was considered bad, but I just slyly put it in my purse and bought some stuff and left.

 

I feel awful. I've never stolen anything, I mean even though it wasn't technically from the store I still feel terrible. I don't know how people shoplift regularly because I can hardly remain all calm about the one little ordeal.

Cupcake while I appreciate you feel guilty I'm actually Law Enforcement.  I'm afraid I'll have to report you to your local authorities &........................................................Naw I'm just kidding.................................or am I.

[NotoriousSMALL 1,984]

all i can remember atm is I was playing WoW with this chick, and she was always nice to me but reaaaaally mean to everyone else. We had just got done doing something with other people and of course the girl went off on them the whole time, but as we're done and im back in town my friend logs in and wants to play. So i private message him -AND I DONT KNOW WHAT THE FREAKING HELL I WAS THINKING- but it was something along the lines of "yeah just let me wrap it up with this bitch" but i accidentally said it in group chat and so she saw it and i just insta-logged off at ninja speeds. 

 

Though we still remained friends, I still have no damn clue why I said that. 

[Midnight Bunny 16]

I've lied a lot in the past. So there's a lot of things I feel absolutely terrible about. 

 

Recently, I was helping out a friend(more of acquaintance) with some school work online. I was helping her out almost the whole day. At night, my family was eating out, so I said I'd do it later, and I came back and didn't do it because I was so tired of it since that's what I've doing for most of the day, so I went to sleep, without even letting her know. I sent it to her the next morning, but man, was she mad.

 

Don't know why I thought that was a good idea, that was one of the most douche bag thing I have ever done. 

[Hocus Pocus 636]

I feel really bad for a few things.... but reading some other things, I don't feel as bed because mine are a little milder compared to some.

 

As for my story that I really feel bad about, I tripped a little kid once and he ended up falling in the mud.... I feel like such an asshole for that... Looking back on it, I have no idea why I did it, I mean, that kind of thing isn't me! But I guess I was a young, stupid kid at the time, and lots of people don't understand why they did stupid or mean things as kids....

 

The other story of mine is kind of funny...but at the same time pretty horrible... and I feel really guilty about it, even though it wasn't my fault.

 

So, I was at Holiday World in Santa Clause, Indiana with my cousins, and we were leaving the theme park for the day. I really had to use the bathroom when we were leaving, and so did my cousin, but it being a theme park, there was a massive line we had to wait in. My cousin was slightly ahead of me in line, so by the time I ended up getting into the bathroom, every single toilet and urinal was taken except the kid's urinal.... You know, the one that's lower to the ground so kids can reach it?

 

Well, I REALLY had to go, and if I held it in any longer, I'd wind up peeing myself. So I wound up using the kid's urinal.... but the moment I unzipped and was in position to relieve myself, my cousin, who was using the urinal next to me finished and left to use the sinks, and a father and his child came into the restroom.... He was right behind me in line, so he saw me go in, and he saw the empty urinal next to me that my cousin had been using.... but because there was the little wall with the curve in it to prevent people from seeing into the doorless bathroom, he didn't see my cousin leave the urinal, he only saw me go in and take the small one. His kid was too short to use the open urinal that my cousin left... so to the father, it looked like I had taken the kid's urinal just so the kid couldn't have it... And What was I supposed to do? pull in, zip up and say "oh, sorry, you can have this one"?  I even kind of wanted to, but I was about to go! So if I pulled in, I'd wind up peeing myself! I had no choice but to pee right in front of this kid who had no way of using the bathroom as him and his father stared awkwardly at me. The father had no choice but to turn around and leave the bathroom with his kid, and on his way out, he shot me the most menacing GLARE OF DEATH AND WISHES OF A SHALLOW GRAVE that I have ever received in my entire life.

 

I am so sorry for that kid.......

Edited February 16, 2015 by Hocus Pocus

[ShadOBabe 19,028]

Oh all the friggin' time.

But also have anxiety issues. The OCD does NOT make it better.

I criticize myself for stuff that exactly no one else would give a flying hay fry about.

 

But I'm getting better about not doing that. XD

[Pinkie-Guy 564]

When I was in high school, someone had started teasing a kid on the bus and for some reason, I upped the level and managed to get the whole bus in on it and laughing.  It's not often I get roaring laughter from that many people at once.  When you have the whole bus behind you like that, you just want more and I fed on it.  It's intoxicating.  As I continued, he had the face that I've had so many times before, the face of exasperation and painful resignation to the torment.  I realized what I was doing and I stopped, but I felt really bad for letting the laughter go to my head.  I just couldn't believe I inflicted the pain that had made school so difficult for myself in the past.  There was a period of time when I was teased mercilessly everyday even to tears.  I did later apologize to him and we were friendly, but I still felt really bad about it.

[Ember Gleam 167]

I used to have a major drinking problem. I am a disabled veteran and I used  alcohol to "escape" from my troubles and bad memories. Of course this solved nothing and only cuased me to become a hermit and alienate myself from my friends and family. Thanks to my BF I have found more product ways to deal with my issues. However, distancing myself from my friends and family did make me feel terrible in the end. Glad that chapter of my life is over now lol.

[Midnight Seeker 302]

Yes.
 

Thing is, as I was doing what I was doing, I was mentally screaming at myself to stop. I was begging to be stopped.

 

Fortunately, the one I was slowly starting to do the bad thing to stopped me. That person didn't just forgive me, it wasn't a big deal in their eyes and I could keep going.

I didn't. And it was a very long time before I could look myself in a mirror.

I was going through a very hard time and I believe I was going insane, but even now I feel like scum just remembering.

[ChikaChan 7,328]

I used to steal a little when I was in elementary,like pencils small toys and other small stuffs didn't know it was a wrong thing to do (since my parents didn't told me it was wrong to steal stuffs)please don't hurt me *hides in corner*

[Poetic Stone 1,041]

O my what an awesome question, well there are lots of things that I can say for this topic. There is one thing that has been on my mind since I was younger, and did it. I hate to bring it up it was so long ago, and I was so inmature then I have learned a lot since then. so it goes like this see, and this is bad I hate to say, I met this girl when I was in my twentys, got mno know her one thing led to another, and well you know. So then afterwards I pulled the typical male crap I kicked her out, told her "don't let the door hit you on the ass on the way out." Well as if thats no bad enough I talked her into coming back over, and well I did it to her again, yeah I know I am, or was a horrible person. I mean once was bad enough, but twice damn thats bad, well let me tell you this event haunts me even to this day. I wish I could see her, just so I could apologize for being a total asshat of a tool. Well since then which has been about 17 yrs. ago, and I have become a better person all around, hell I'm a femminest now, and fight for women to be free of the tyrany of the s*it men do, and the way there are still treated in our culture. I believe women can do anything men can do, and maybe better. anyhow thats my story, and thanks.

[Art Thief 215]

My nephew was rough housing in the house. I made him stop playing his game for 20 minutes, i feel horrible...

Edited February 16, 2015 by Art Thief

[catnet 9,359]

I remember when I was young, I was playing in the park with my mum (no friends ;~; ) and we were kicking a ball around... there was this little girl walking by with her mother, and my own mum suggested we stopped kicking around for a few moments, so that we didn't accidentally hit them or anything.

 

... I was an idiot.

 

She got a ball to the face, and started bleeding and crying... and I started crying, too. I think her mother was very understanding, thankfully, but that time... I think I cried harder than even that girl did