health Question about NSFW

[Throwawayaccount2022 4]

Hello, I'm sorry if this question is inappropriate, but I need help and this is probably the best place to ask.

I'm attracted to pony NSFW and I hate myself for it.

I started watching it sometime this summer and was really into it. But then I told to myself, that I don't want to be like this, so I started to heavily restrict it until 2 weeks ago when I finally completely stopped. I'm able to live without it, I'm definitely not addicted, but I can't get it out off my head and I always have the tendency to start watching it again.

I don't want to be like this. I don't want to belong to the weird side of the fandom, but I have need to watch it, and I can't find any substitude for it. Why am I like this? What's wrong with me?

[Octavian 5,421]

I'm gonna treat this as a genuine post  I hope that you are a real person and make a real acc in the future. We're friendly ponies here so don't miss a chance to engage with us as human beings, or at least as human ponies :3

firstly, don't beat yourself up about it. I am happily attracted to some NSFW stuff and frig anyone who says I shouldn't be. It doesn't harm anyone and it doesn't corrupt me so that I become a worse person either. I understand that people who came across MLP as kids find it strange that I like some NSFW stuff, but just because they can't trot in my hoofsteps about this, doesn't mean that when they group together and nag me about it they are any better than bullies. Some adults are gonna add spice to their fandoms.

overall message is to not be ashamed of 1) sex in general 2) atypical sauce. So I guess from the info you've given so far doctor mouse diagnoses as follows: you're like this because you are a human adult and nothing is wrong with you.

[Splashee 28,564]

@Throwawayaccount2022

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