Count to a million

[Sonic Shimmer 4,137]

261588

 

I know what you mean, I've had the same problem before, with offline people not liking me.

 

 But, you can't just ignore that we all like you, just because we aren't "Offline" friends doesn't change anything.

261,589

 

Don't misunderstand me. You guys are awesome (heck, I didn't have any friends for nearly a decade before I came here).

 

But it's still painful seeing happy couples and huge groups of friends laughing and having fun every time I go somewhere. I'm tired of feeling like nobody wants me around.

[BastementSparkle 20,335]

261593

 

The only time I ever had friends offline was when I would try to act fake and pretend I was someone else, and even then a lot of them would just go off and leave me alone anyway.

 

 I don't see that too much now, since I don't really leave my house, but I know how that feels. Like everyone just has a hundred people that are more important to them than you. It's really not a good feeling.

 

Just remember though, we all here do want you around. So even if we aren't a laughing group of friends in reality off the internet, we're still friends. 

[Overdrive 5,366]

261594

[BastementSparkle 20,335]

261595

 

I still get nervous sometimes about my friendships here too. With people being all busy with work/school/hobbies, having other friends, or even relationships, it's like...I don't want to be forgotten. Makes me feel sort of...useless sometimes.

 

 Can't count how many times I've had "Friends" from the past just leave for something else, especially with getting relationships. Might be why I kinda resent them.

[Overdrive 5,366]

261596

[Sonic Shimmer 4,137]

261,596

 

I have to say Base, you're probably one of the nicest guys I've ever met. You always seem to be able to see the best in everyone.

 

261595

 

I still get nervous sometimes about my friendships here too. With people being all busy with work/school/hobbies, having other friends, or even relationships, it's like...I don't want to be forgotten. Makes me feel sort of...useless sometimes.

 

 Can't count how many times I've had "Friends" from the past just leave for something else, especially with getting relationships. Might be why I kinda resent them.

I must admit that scares me. I'm probably not going to have any intimate relationships during my lifetime and I'm worried that I'll be left completely alone eventually as everyone I know gets married and moves on.

[Overdrive 5,366]

261598

[BastementSparkle 20,335]

261599

 

 

 

I have to say Base, you're probably one of the nicest guys I've ever met. You always seem to be able to see the best in everyone.

 

 

Thanks, that means a lot. I'm kinda really bad at seeing the good things when it comes to myself and put myself down a little too much, but I really don't like seeing other people do the same. If I only I could follow my own words more often. You've been just as nice though, if not more so.

 

 

 

I must admit that scares me. I'm probably not going to have any intimate relationships during my lifetime and I'm worried that I'll be left completely alone eventually as everyone I know gets married and moves on.

 

 

I know that fear very well, I get that a lot too. I really don't care for the idea of a romantic relationship. Not interested in kids, or marriage, or dating really. But I think my friends are really important, and friendship does mean a lot to me. (It's almost like magic!) So the thought of people getting into close romantic relationships sometimes scares me, because I know how important people think they are. A lot of time they seem to be put above friendship, and that makes me feel nervous about being left behind for that kind of thing.

Edited March 9, 2015 by BasementPrincesses

[Overdrive 5,366]

261600

 

I'm not saying anything, because I don't want to say anything that would be wrong or offend anyone in this situation.

[SparklingSwirls 21,592]

261601

 

Did you meet up with Samurott yet, Smashy?

[BastementSparkle 20,335]

261602

 

Hey Swirl!

 

 I need to get off for a bit. Should be back soon. See ya then.

[Ice Fox 1,146]

261603

Listening to your Mom talk to herself non-stop while she's fixing lunch is always a blast. :comeatus:

[Overdrive 5,366]

261604

261601

Did you meet up with Samurott yet, Smashy?

Sounds like you're more anxious than I am.

 

No, not yet. She has class. I'm meeting her at 4.

[Ice Fox 1,146]

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[Sonic Shimmer 4,137]

261604

 

Sounds like you're more anxious than I am.

 

No, not yet. She has class. I'm meeting her at 4.

261,605

 

Good for you.

 

I have some job applications to write, I'll be back later.

[BastementSparkle 20,335]

261607

 

I'm back.

 

Hi Fox and Rising! See ya 27!

Edited March 9, 2015 by BasementPrincesses

[Overdrive 5,366]

261608

 

Welcome back Base. See ya 27

[SparklingSwirls 21,592]

261609

 

Yeah I guess I am pretty anxious

 

If Wolfie was coming to meet me, I'd skip class

[Overdrive 5,366]

261610

261609

Yeah I guess I am pretty anxious

If Wolfie was coming to meet me, I'd skip class

I think she was actually thinking about skipping class, but I told her the right thing would be to go to class, which she did.

[Cadance of Love 1,118]

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[SparklingSwirls 21,592]

261612

 

Yeah that's good

[Overdrive 5,366]

261613

 

Yeah, but it means I'm going to be bored out of my mind for the next few hours.

[Deae Rising Shine~ 57,394]

261.613

 

 

heya^^

[Ice Fox 1,146]

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Hey Base and Arrow.

And add Rising too. Those updates done yet?

[BastementSparkle 20,335]

261616

 

Hotline Miami 2's out tomorrow!

 

 Too bad I'm not gonna play it on my laptop, with the noisy fan and all. But I'll definitely play it on my Vita.