Count to a million

[lomk 20,663]

277781

 

Now I'll just have to wait another 500,000 posts

[The Crimson Cross 7,532]

277781,

Reminds me of the good ol days of Goat Simulator.

[1111 1,284]

277781 you need to eat choas and drink water if you really havnt

[lomk 20,663]

277784

 

[The Crimson Cross 7,532]

277785,

Nooo!! My batteries!

Alright. Off to the charge I go.

 

Should be around later!

[Discordly Cutiepie 2,065]

277785

 

look i would love to eat food but i just cant bring my self to do it depression is a weird thing i cant be asked to do anything

[lomk 20,663]

277786

 

I remember dealing with depression. Motivated to do exactly nothing all the time. But you do have to take care of yourself. Or even just keep yourself alive. *hugs* Hope get overcome it. I know it's a hard thing to deal with.

[Discordly Cutiepie 2,065]

i think my situation dont help as my family dont understand i have depression 

 

they think i just donrt wanna do anything because im lazy then they get angry at me and have full blown arguments at me because im not working well 

 

then they say im not wanted because im not working well and im useless and its my falt 

[lomk 20,663]

277789

 

It's not lazy. It's a lack of will. There's a massive difference, and people who don't deal with it don't understand it. 

 

I hate it when others don't understand depression. It's very real. It's as real as breaking your arm or having the flu. People just don't see it. .-. 

 

[Discordly Cutiepie 2,065]

277790

 

it feels like evrything i do im not doing it because i want to im doing it because i need to or it just feels like a chore to do anything 

 

even things i used to find fun i cant be asked becase it feels like im forsing myself to do it to be happy 

[lomk 20,663]

277791

 

I know the feeling man. I wish I could help. 

[Discordly Cutiepie 2,065]

277792

 

you know what i wish i could help myself

[Scootaloodle 1,623]

277792

 

you know what i wish i could help myself

 

277793

 

Maybe see a doctor?

[Overdrive 5,366]

277794

 

Than help yourself. Instead of sulking in the depression, do something to change it. We can't do it for you, you have to do it yourself.

[Hovershy 3,814]

277793

 

Try to find enjoyment in anything you can, even the little things... especially the little things. 

 

And like Scoota said, you should see a doctor if it's really bad

[Grepper 3,192]

277794

[Discordly Cutiepie 2,065]

277794

 

i am seeing a doctor about it 

 

 

 

Than help yourself. Instead of sulking in the depression

 

if i could i would i really would

[Overdrive 5,366]

277794

 

i am seeing a doctor about it 

 

 

 

 

if i could i would i really would

277798

 

It's not that you can't, it's that you refuse. We have all given you more than plenty of advice. You need to stop being stubborn, and apply the advice we're giving you. If you can't help yourself, no one can. You need to change your mind, and start taking and applying advice, otherwise you aren't going to get anywhere with anything.

 

I know it sounds blunt, but I've been in your position before. I eventually swallowed my pride and stubbornness, and actually listened to the advice people gave me. You know what happened? It actually worked.

[Discordly Cutiepie 2,065]

277799

 

really your really gonna be like that

 

i have not once ignored advice from people here the only advice i got was to see a doctor (doing that) and find pleasure in something to feel better (doing that as well)

[Overdrive 5,366]

277800

 

And yet you keep coming back to the same exact place you were before. Do something to change your life for the better, because frankly, and this goes for everyone, I'm so tired of all the complaining, and the negativity here. You all read what I wrote. All this negativity here does is bring back bad memories for me. It depresses the living hell out of me, but I have the courtesy to lock it up and ignore it the best I can.

[Discordly Cutiepie 2,065]

 

 

I'm so tired of all the complaining

 

im sorry have i not explaind on muitiple time i have bipolar and epression and schizophrenia

i cant help being depressing some times ok you cant get angry at me for something i have no control over 

[Overdrive 5,366]

277802

 

That's a copout, and you know it is. You know you can do better, and you know you can try harder to control it. But again, you refuse. You've refused to take your medication on numerous occasions, you've made excuses left and right, and you haven't fully tried. It's completely evident that you haven't.

 

Look, as far as I'm concerned, I'm done with this topic, and I'm just about done with CTAM.

[Discordly Cutiepie 2,065]

277803

 

well im sorry for having problems in my life

 

i guess if i depressess you i wont talk ill just post numbers would that make you happy

[Scootaloodle 1,623]

277804

 

Hugs @

[Overdrive 5,366]

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