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[Lightwing 12,980]

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What happens,Base?

[CandleCandleCandles 2,012]

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[BastementSparkle 20,335]

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Everything. I'm just annoyed at everything. My mood's just gradually been getting worse and worse and cheering myself up is getting harder and harder.

 

 I've even noticed my old anger issues starting to resurface. That hasn't happened in years.

 

Hello Lightwing.

[CandleCandleCandles 2,012]

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[Fishy Stick 7,833]

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Did anything happen that might have triggered this Base?

Edited October 19, 2014 by Sir Snapp

[Lightwing 12,980]

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[CandleCandleCandles 2,012]

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[BastementSparkle 20,335]

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It's been happening since my step-brother moved here. I hate constantly bringing him up, and I feel bad since I think I'm being way too harsh on him, but ever since then my mood has just been slowly declining. 

 

 He hasn't even done anything to me really since he got here. It's just tons of other stuff that his arrival has either triggered, or just made me notice more than before, or just bringing up some really bad memories.

Edited October 19, 2014 by BasementNopony

[CandleCandleCandles 2,012]

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[Fishy Stick 7,833]

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I'm really sorry Base. :c What usually cheers you up?

[CandleCandleCandles 2,012]

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[Kawaii Besu 28,030]

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*gives Base a box full of Filly shaped hugs*

 

*gives him the entire MLP:FiM series*

 

There, that's how you cheer yourself up...

 

Gotta sleep now. Have to review stuff tomorrow for the exam week...

 

Nighty night MLPForums! *hugs Base and everypony present in here*

[CandleCandleCandles 2,012]

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[BastementSparkle 20,335]

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Ponies, video games, my cats, fanfictions, talking here, etc.

 

 Usually I just let myself get absorbed in media like that and ignore everything. But I'm constantly being interrupted now. I keep getting taken out of my "Safezone" when I seem to need it most, over and over again. Even my cat's are starting to get annoying somewhat too because their also constantly interrupting me now.

 

 Night Filly! *Hugs back*

Edited October 19, 2014 by BasementNopony

[CandleCandleCandles 2,012]

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[Fishy Stick 7,833]

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Night Filly!

 

Oh. :c I don't believe there's much I can do about that Base. :/ Sorry. :c

[CandleCandleCandles 2,012]

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[BastementSparkle 20,335]

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I know. Nobody can do anything about it. All you guys can do is offer support, which is helpful and I do appreciate it, but it's not really fixing all the problems...

 

 I'm just really tired, agitated, angry all the time now, it barely ever seems to stop anymore.

[Fishy Stick 7,833]

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Have you thought about the possibility of it being a mental illness?

[CandleCandleCandles 2,012]

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[BastementSparkle 20,335]

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It's possible. But I don't know how I'd deal with that. I despise taking any form of medication, I can't talk to a therapist without my parents knowing and I feel like they'd make it worse if they knew...

[Fishy Stick 7,833]

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Sounds like a stuffed position. :/ I, personally would see a therapist but I suppose that's out of the question for you. Sorry Base, I don't know what to say. :c *Hugs Base*

 

Well I'm gonna head to bed now. Night everyone.

[SparklingSwirls 21,598]

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Night Snapp!

 

Well, I'm afraid these issues will just get worse and worse if you don't do something to fix them, Base.

[BastementSparkle 20,335]

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*Hugs Snapp back* I know, and I know I need to fix it somehow. But I don't know what to do, every "Solution" just seems like it's going to make things even worse...I feel like I have no options, and that I'm just going to lose no matter what.

 

 Goodnight though Snapp. Thanks for the help anyway. 

[SparklingSwirls 21,598]

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Why do you think your parents will make it worse if you tell them that you need to see a therapist, Base?