Redeem Me Into Childhood

[Kyoshi Frost Wolf 42,202]

http://youtu.be/MCFx1LVs6N4

 

I recently seen a video that has made me think about some things. Important things, to me at least. I joined the fandom over a year ago and it was one of the great feelings that I have ever had. I felt renewed. The depression and self hatred that I had battled with and it was a losing battle, it started to go away. It was amazing. I did not compare myself with others like I did before and I felt the same happiness that I felt when I was younger. I am still a child at heart but I feel like I have lost that happiness that I had before. I started to regain it with this show, but....I feel like I have completely lost it again. I have forgotten what made me love this show and I am starting to remember. I have become incredibly depressed again, I have been comparing myself with others constantly and I have been hating myself for my flaws. I want to stop doing that. I really do. I remember that wonderful feeling that I had just one year ago and I want it back. I will get it back, somehow. 

 

I thank you for listening. This particular song means a lot to me and it is my favorite, because it is apart of my realization that I need to be happy. 

[longgone 873]

You did a pretty good job on this one, considering I'm not really one for this genre of music, yet oddly enough the tune is catchy for me.

 

 

 

I'm glad you have motivation in you, I'm happy you still have a desire in you. I hope you get back on the right track. If you ever wanna talk, either about serious stuff or just random chats, you needn't hesitate to PM me

[Sugar Cube 4,843]

I think that song was very beautiful, and it was also very catchy, so I was rather impressed. Kyoshi, you did a good job, and I urge you to keep up the good work.

[Dsanders 5,750]

Dude, this track is beautiful. The instrumentals here are really catchy and quite soothing. It really puts me in a state of calmness and reflection. 

 

You did a really impressive job.

 

Glad you still have some motivation left in you. Hold on to it, and whatever you do, don't ever let go. Have hope, for it will really pay off in the long run.

[Kyoshi Frost Wolf 42,202]

Gotta say, those are some kind words. Yeah....I just remember that feeling that I had before and I know that I have lost it and that is a terrible feeling, but I know I can get it back, it might take a bit of time though. With season 4 on the horizon, that should become much easier.

 

I thank you all for listening and for the compliments, as well as the inspiring words. I know I don't show enough appreciation, but it does mean a lot to me.

[Rayalicious 435]

 

 

I joined the fandom over a year ago and it was one of the great feelings that I have ever had. I felt renewed. The depression and self hatred that I had battled with and it was a losing battle, it started to go away. It was amazing. I did not compare myself with others like I did before and I felt the same happiness that I felt when I was younger.

  Took the words out of my mouth *.* I fell you bro

 

Loved the song btw, and you are a great artist(undeniable) This fandom is the place in which i can feel free.