Hi darling!

As many others have said: there is absolutely no issue with you.

I remember being in an extremely similar issue when I was younger too. I had approximately three close friends. And just like you, I distanced themselves away from their other friendships. We were always in the corners of the classrooms, and well... One day they got tired of not having other friends so they left me. It was eighth grade when that happened, and I remember graduating middle school with absolutely no friends and no one that would care to remember me.

Now, here's the thing.

In ninth grade, instead of waiting for people to come and befriend me, I went outside my comfort zone and began talking to pretty much everyone in my classes. I know this may seem like a hard thing to do, but I believe that you should try to do the same thing.

Friendship is magic, but making a friend is a two way street.

I believe wholeheartedly that you're capable of doing this. You're pretty much the friendliest guy I know, and I think if you would give people the chance to see you for who you really are, you will become much happier because of it.

Your issue? I think that's a bit backwards. It's everyone else who had an issue. They were just big meany-pantses for distancing themselves from you just because you cried. If I had been there to see you cry, I probably would've went up and asked what was wrong. Even in the first grade. Although I had anger management problems back then, I still wouldn't have wanted to see anyone hurt or sad.

*Huggles* If we ever meet IRL, and I find out it's you... Prepare yourself for a big hug ooBrony, you wonderful Pony Brony Person, you.

Hmmmmmmmmmmm...........I'd say you've got some friends here, but if you want physical human contact, relationships with people that are physically with in your area, you'll have to work up some confidence to go talk to them. Friendships require work on both sides, but if you don't even try to initiate something on your own..........well let's just say it's going to be a very slow process. God Speed & Good Luck.

I feel you, man. Making friends was difficult for me, too.

*hugs*

Darling you have no issues! You simply find it harder to contain feelings than others. Most boys try to be manly all the time, you shouldn't. And you may be lonely at school, but you have family and internet friends. I know it's probably not enough, but maybe you could approach him sometime? Do you have his skype? You could chat and hang out on Minecraft n stuffs. I hang out with my friends that are boys and they play this TF2 thing but I still chat with them. Do your video game thing maybe. Does he know you're a brony? And you can know that even when you feel helpless wherever you are, we will always be here to comfort you. That's a pinkie promise XD

As the old cliche goes, real strength isn't the "strength" not to cry. If you're able to act like yourself in any scenario and stay that way even when something makes you want to shy away and do nothing instead, that's when you have all the strength you need.

You seem to have that down on this website, and it's made you a lot of friends (even though some people would turn you away). Why not in real life?

I don't see an "issue" here, ooBrony. I'm sorry that you had to deal with rude kids during your childhood; Stuff like that can hurt, bad. It's almost common nowadays, and it sucks, but children (not all of them of course) can be cruel. I know, and I can vouch for, this statement.

Being diagnosed within the autism spectrum and being treated like an outcast has damaged, but hasn't tainted, my childhood. The emotional scars I received from basically all three years of middle school seem like they'll never go away, but I'm not gonna trouble you with that sob story of mine.

I'm happy that you made a friend that supported you, up to your freshman year in high school. I'm sure it does suck that they had to go to a different high school. I have a feeling that they haven't forgotten about you, though.

I had a friend during my high school years, up to my graduation. We met during guitar class, and from then on, we were pretty good pals. Despite how odd I seemed, he pretty much ignored that and tried to hang out with me whenever possible. He was an awesome friend, and I consider him to be one of the best friends I've had so far in my life. After we both graduated, I didn't keep in contact with him, because I was very introverted at the time; big mistake, right? From then on, I haven't seen or heard from him.

I assume that your friend still remembers you, because often than not, it's difficult to just wipe someone off your mind after a great friendship with mostly good memories. I assume the same about my high school friend.

TL;DR: There isn't an issue. Classmates can be hurtful even during childhood; I've experienced that firsthand. I've lost contact with a very good friend of mine, but I'm sure he still remembers me. I believe the same about your friend.   

Same thing happens to me sometimes. I'm very sensitive, sometimes I cry for no real reason at all. But It's natural. It doesn't mean something wrong with you, it just means you're sensitive, which again, is normal. Nothing to be ashamed of.