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  1. Derpaherpamerpa
    Intp usually, fits perfectly most of the time. Some tests gives me entp, and that fits my personality sometimes. I'm borderline so my actual personality is all over the place but this is the baseline.
  2. Derpaherpamerpa

    I want to relapse so badly

  3. Derpaherpamerpa

    Guess who just got discharged??

  4. Derpaherpamerpa

    Just pierced my lip :)

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    2. Kenshiro

      Kenshiro

      Are you alright ?

    3. Derpaherpamerpa

      Derpaherpamerpa

      Oh yes. It hurts a little bit, but it was way worse when I got stitches on my face.

    4. Kenshiro

      Kenshiro

      I am sorry

  5. Derpaherpamerpa
    Slowly coming to terms with the fact that I have nerve damage in my right foot, and that it might be permanent.
  6. Derpaherpamerpa

    Another sleepless night

  7. Derpaherpamerpa
    Very severe anxiety, despite a new heavily medicated regime. Luckily I'm not alone.
  8. Derpaherpamerpa
    Tried a new sleeping medication last night and it kind of worked. Still woke up a lot from 3 am onwards so I'm probably going to up the dosage but it's a start.
  9. Derpaherpamerpa

    This is an impossibility

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    2. Kenshiro

      Kenshiro

      Motivation is very important factor. I wish you the best for your health :)

    3. Derpaherpamerpa

      Derpaherpamerpa

      Thank you~

    4. Kenshiro

      Kenshiro

      =)

  10. Derpaherpamerpa
    I can fall myself already slipping back into my habits. One week it lasted. Starving, purging, if this is not hell I don't know what is. My heart is failing me yet I want to give in to the behaviour that caused it. It will almost certainly reap my life eventually, as it has with so many before me. The experts calls it the most lethal psychiatric illness. 25% chance of death, they say. Well I know for a fact that 3 of my dear relatives has survived. I guess I'm just the one who does not make the cut
  11. Derpaherpamerpa
    It doesn't really go up over time. On the contrary, our iQ lowers as we age.
  12. Derpaherpamerpa
    I didn't want to know the exact result (it was part of an evaluation by my psychologist) but I know that it was well above 140.
  13. Derpaherpamerpa

    Just took my first shower since being sectioned (manage to make a deal where they wouldn't have to stare at me). Fuck man that was needed x)

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    2. Derpaherpamerpa

      Derpaherpamerpa

      I'm feeling a lot better. Unless something happens I'm getting out of here soon ^^

    3. Kenshiro

      Kenshiro

      Thats good news then :)

    4. Derpaherpamerpa

      Derpaherpamerpa

      Oh yeah :D

  14. Derpaherpamerpa

    I was just allowed to go outside for the first time in almost 2 weeks, SO refreshing!

  15. Derpaherpamerpa

    I'm considering weight gain. This may not turn into an actual recovery attempt, but it might.

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    2. Derpaherpamerpa

      Derpaherpamerpa

      Not exactly amazing.

    3. Kenshiro

      Kenshiro

      But you are a cool girl

    4. Derpaherpamerpa

      Derpaherpamerpa

      Thanks ~

  16. Derpaherpamerpa
    Whenever it benefits me (multiple times per day on average)
  17. Derpaherpamerpa
    Oh honey, you don't want to know ~^^~
  18. Derpaherpamerpa
    Like most of the time, an emotional mess.
  19. Derpaherpamerpa

    Cause I don't know, where I should go, darling. I am borderline~

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    2. Derpaherpamerpa

      Derpaherpamerpa

      Thank you :)

    3. Kenshiro

      Kenshiro

      Dont be stressed so much. If you wish to talk you can send PM,ok ? :)

    4. Derpaherpamerpa

      Derpaherpamerpa

      Of course, thanks for the offer ^v

  20. Derpaherpamerpa
    I'm feeling really really good. Probably in a mild hypomanic state but baby I don't mind
  21. Derpaherpamerpa

    New profile picture~

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    2. Ashen Pathfinder

      Ashen Pathfinder

      Nice. :)

    3. The Mint Pone

      The Mint Pone

      Nice yo!

    4. Derpaherpamerpa

      Derpaherpamerpa

      I've spent the night at the emergency room, but other than that haha

  22. Derpaherpamerpa

    I got it if there :D

  23. Derpaherpamerpa
    Element of Pretty Much a Human Voodoo Doll
  24. Derpaherpamerpa
    That I relly REALLY want to go home.
  25. Derpaherpamerpa

    I'm not allowed to leave. F*ck that doctor, she was annoying and quite frankly, ugly.

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