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Oh Sweet Celestia, the pain is gone.
Words cannot express the relief I feel.
I'll spare the details, but I've read and seen scary stuff on the internet, and I was worried it might become a complicated nasty thing, so I was planning to desperately consult specialists this Monday. Thankfully, at least for now, it stopped, the inflammation is gone. I know it's not the end of problems, and that I should definitely have it checked, but for now all that matters is, that I finally might be able to sleep. I'm going to appreciate the moment of peace.
The last two nights were so long, it kept feeding my depression so hard. After all that pain and lack of sleep I'm tired as heck, I hope tomorrow everything will return to normal.
Given I got that moment to breathe, I really should rethink what I'm doing with life. I definitely need to work harder...
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I am so glad to hear that, my friend. I really, REALLY hope you continue to feel better.
But please, if this problem returns, do what you can to get the medical help you need. I know it seems hard and scary, especially without insurance and a lack of money on hand. But please remember that your health is more important than any amount of money, so please prioritize it.
SpoilerAnd if you ever need help, there are friends willing to pitch in to help you financially, as long as you are honest and only use that money for medical necessities.
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Thanks everyone
I managed to get some sleep, and while I'm still being exhausted, I do feel much better.
@Snow Oh there is that need unfortunately, there is... Here I thought my only concern is to race against time to "afford bread", so to speak, but turns out health is in play too. I feel like receiving a huge warning - a reminder to approach everything really seriously. At the beginning of the year I wasn't putting that pressure on myself, but time flew by so quickly, and now this... I feel like being currently without a shelter in a survival game, so I have to work on that shelter first.
Anyway, thank you, I get what you mean, I'm doing what I can. 
Wishing you all the best too! 
Despite difficulties, we have to keep pushing through. 
@Samurai Equine I'm pretty sure the problem will return, it always does, and hits harder and harder each time. That's dental health in a nutshell I guess. I wanted to take care of it once I'd have a stable income ('coz with dentists, it's always hard to estimate the price and amount of visits), but that single tooth grows impatient and started rampaging my overall wellbeing. With the recent event, I was so scared it might end up requiring something more than just a single visit to any dentist, but thankfully it wasn't as serious as articles online suggested it could potentially be (at least yet), and the problem disappeared on its own. Of course their point still stands, I definitely should have it checked anyway, probably have that tooth removed for starters. I know it can't be ignored forever.
If only it could wait few more months... I hopefully should be able to figure something out by then.. That's why I have to work even harder, while I still have the chance.
SpoilerYeah, health should be top priority, but that's complicated. I do have other problems that also are important.
I can imagine everyone disagreeing, but it's all my fault for finding myself in such situation, result of my own silly decisions, and so I have to bear it myself. I'd feel awful otherwise. We all have our problems, and there are others, who deserve the help more than me.
Of course still, thank you Samurai, but don't worry, everything is going to be okay... eventually...
