rascalrat

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i watch like 2 golf videos per year lol- other than that sports is rather boring.

everyone changes with the seasons, we die in autumn and reborn in spring. make it all worth it. For that we may not know because Heaven is a man-made concept. And if we're talking about Christian heaven, being somewhere else is better than me praising a man for the rest of eternity. even if that's hell. but that's just me. Flight of dragons is pretty good too. i've seen some clips and i like it a lot.

seasons can change moods. you might not know how you actually feel. i learnt that from coming to this thread twice per season and seeing what others say. i'm good! just feeling a bit sick lol xD i always catch a cold at the end of the year here.

there's something higher than afterlife maybe

twilight looks beautiful. love the purples.

lol i'm lucky that i'm an adult and don't have a job(out of my own decision). i'm pretty personal but i did sleep through most of the day, watched some videos and did some writing. about to draw or something hehe..

depends on my mood. both light and dark can be good but the thing is with me, i only like natural light and there isn't such a thing at night (unless you count the moon) i love the dark as it calms me as long as i don't think about a monster or something coming after me (yes im a grown lady and still think that lol. never changed since i was a kid) i love the natural light from outside because it's beautiful and keeps me up. i hate artificial light because its orange/yellow and ugly. i would prefer a blue/white light in my room or non at all. my sweet spot is in the morning when everyone's still sleep i love to turn all the lights off and open the window, sit right near it and work on art, write or other things. i also like it closed with some light coming in and watching movies, shows or videos. unlike most people, being on my laptop while the room is dark doesn't keep me up, it actually makes me more tired (i was still like this before i gave up on phones)

Winter most of all, everything about it. it feels like i'm somewhere else completely, but the fact we can see tiny pieces of ice fall into piles of white beauty is amazing. fall is calm and beautiful. spring because i love to pick flowers and it's pretty. summer is nice but it just gets too hot easily around here. I love the cold and snow, if i could sleep in it i would(my skin's too sensitive to temperature lol)

I always liked the Ed Edd n Eddy Halloween special (i forget the name) and the Charlie Brown Halloween special. i wish i could name more but i haven't watched any yet lol.. does Sonic in scared stupid count? i like that too.

i had thoughts about changing my hair to white but,, it's been the same for my whole life. so no. also.. chemicals are gross and not good for you <-<

digitally? making geocities website(or was it neocities? i forgot haha) sonic, pokemon/digimon.. i love finding random songs and remixes on youtube. also finding whatever geocities website i can find on the web(they're complete eye-candy) photoshoping photos and editing videos.. playing random flash games. things like that! outside the digital world, i wanna get into gardening and home-building. i want to start real painting again soon. also want to start do i'm an adult and want to live off-grid soon when i move out. i want to travel and start collecting things, etc..

no i don't use it for escapism, there are many ways to improve life quality than that (coming from a dirt poor family and uh.. a not-so-friendly household) i just love forums to talk to people and share art and hopefully some advice. escapism never helped me so i couldn't even if i wanted to lol- forums are just fun, haha.

lovely ocs and art. you don't get too many creative ocs(or art for that matter) nowadays c: i love the idea of multi-tailed ponies!

get rid of A LOT of things honestly lol

i was having a bad day because somebody close to me lashed out at me, but i feel better now after watching some cartoons with my dog and looking outside and just thinking. c: im just happy to experience a lot of things in my life, both bad and good.

being either a pegasus or an earth pony sounds wonderful ^^

homemade milk tea and cookies,,does that count?(i dont have an image of this lel)

i personally didnt own it, but i believe it was an xbox and gamecube. my parents owned them, so i rarely used them. as for the first console ive ever used, it had to be the ps2/wii.

im happy with the friends i have now, theyre beautiful creatures. i do want other friends, but it can be hard when everyone is a cookie cutter of each other. talk the same, look the same, sound the same.. etc. not like pre 2016 when everyone actually had different personalities. i more want intellectual friends, to have long conversations with, to laugh and draw and have fun with. to be themselves. i have big hopes for that will happen someday.

writing a story & editing a ytp of moomins, i miss making those haha

one cup of choco pudding ouo

homemade sugar covered fried biscuits.. learning how to make food again.

i want a snips, snails & spike statue. i would like that very much