mega thread How are you feeling?

[Arrlong28 763]

I feel really bad, sad and ashamed. Sometimes I wish I just can be Myself, like not having to stop; reconsider, think about my actions, it's consecuences before doing something, being rational...

But if I don't do that, I will be just a ball of hate, sadness and I could hurt a lot of people in just a blink, just unintentionally.

Sometimes I wish being a butterfly dreaming I'm a human. Sometimes I wish to be a normal person. And just, be. Without any backlash.

[Lnx1ynight16 470]

I’m bored… that’s all I’ll say, but then again, I have to sleep soon since its a school night for me.

[Antiyonder 1,096]

Well it doesn't make up for the election turning out how it did, a nice bit of unwinding was put on YT the other day pointed out by Sparklefan1234 on the episode thread and YT thread:

Yeah easily my favorite between it, the 2017 film and Rainbow Roadtrip, though I still enjoyed those.

[Iforgotmybrain 5,512]

I’m tired, boss. I don’t have anything else to add. I am just, so tired, man. I’ll feel better tomorrow.

[Sparklefan1234 169,795]

5 hours ago, Antiyonder said:

Yeah easily my favorite between it, the 2017 film and Rainbow Roadtrip, though I still enjoyed those.

 Best Gift Ever is my favorite Friendship is Magic special, too and I feel really happy that it's up on YouTube! 

Edited November 8 by Sparklefan1234

[Iforgotmybrain 5,512]

I feel like I’m yearning for experiences that I’ll never get again. But honestly, that’s okay. I’m just happy I had those experiences to begin with.

[Snow 7,004]

I'm glad to be off the road and having a rest, going to sleep well tonight I'm sure of it 

@Iforgotmybrain care to divulge?

[Usual Crypty 4,753]

Feeling good. Cold outside and inside. Like my mind is as sharp as crystal.

[Tao 7,540]

18 minutes ago, Usual Crypty said:

Feeling good. Cold outside and inside. Like my mind is as sharp as crystal.

Want to share some of that U.C?  

 

Very,  meh/pissy......its been one of those weeks...

[Iforgotmybrain 5,512]

9 hours ago, Snow said:

I'm glad to be off the road and having a rest, going to sleep well tonight I'm sure of it 

@Iforgotmybrain care to divulge?

Sure, I'll put it in a spoiler for talk about a previous relationship.

Spoiler

I was watching a movie last night that really reminded me of the relationship I had with one of my ex boyfriends. It made me remember all the things we used to do, the talks we had, the experiences we had. Now, I'm definitely not sad our relationship is long over, or sad I don't talk to him. I really just have this longing to experience something similar to those feelings, memories, and understanding I had with him. Which, even in new relationships, won't happen as I've learned, each one is different. Going into a relationship expecting it to be the same as a past one is setting both people up for failure, and I've definitely accepted that. So, I'm just happy I knew him for as long as I did and got to enjoy a bunch of experiences with him that I can look back on fondly now.

[Usual Crypty 4,753]

I'm feeling like an Ultimate Doer of Stuff. 

Monday! I know where you sleep and coming for you! 

[Lnx1ynight16 470]

I’m great, got 2 requests done and already posted. Also my next drawing will feature 2 of my overlander OCs, and it’s gonna be called "The Masked Couple"

[MidnightFire1222 2,117]

Pretty happy. I ordered a couple of (non-mlp) pony toys from the 1990s I've been wanting and someone wants to commission me next week once they get paid.

[Tropical Melody 6,049]

Currently in a state of shock, have just been informed a friend has passed away.....

 

[Tao 7,540]

Um,  normal I guess.    I just for work and making plans on what I need to get done on my day off so I can be lazy on my other.  

[Envy 6,143]

Physically I'm currently fine, mentally I'm pretty down. People suck, people suck a lot. I've been working so hard to get my life in order and I began looking forward to the future, but now the future is looking dark again. This is out of my control and all I can do is hope for the best.

[ZiggWheelsManning 9,960]

Bloated and average on this sunny Veterans Day in the 60s  

[Sparklefan1234 169,795]

 I wish I could give everyone words of encouragement if they were feeling sad. 

Edited November 11 by Sparklefan1234

[ZiggWheelsManning 9,960]

Surprised, Miami Dolphins close Week 10 with a win over the Los Angeles Rams  

23-15  

[Usual Crypty 4,753]

Feeling like a cold fusion reactor. Stable and full of fantastic energy.

Yesterday was one of that days when everything goes wrong, one random problem after another. Usually it could push me out of ballance for several days, but this time I just handled things I could and accepted stuff I couldn't fix and went to sleep very calm.

I think, it shall be time for a new blog post soon.

[Arrlong28 763]

Feeling shocked. I don't know If I'm going to watch MLP or listen Happy music again. My soul has a lot of scars... Life is though, and always there's surprises. We've come to learn something we needed, help others and then leave. It's a bit like Twilight Sparkle. You live in paradise, you get down to earth and it's not your choice, learn something you didn't know you needed and then you help others and one day return to Canterlot.

Sorry to write only bad stuff, and not writing sometimes when good things happen.

[Slumberlumber 74]

Calm, slightly P.O,d. Got yelled at at work for trying to be nice, ontop of having to do a whole buncha things and falling behind. But home now, so will see how tomorrow brings.

[Arrlong28 763]

Feeling better.

It's fascinating how fast humans can recovery from such bad experiences and shocks. 

Probably I will have some more scars forever, but feeling better today. I wish I didn't lose my love for MLP FiM, but it's to early to know.

I'm going to try to post here when I feel good feelings too. 

[Usual Crypty 4,753]

I'm feeling festive.

It's dark and blizzardy outside. I'm walking over the fresh crunchy snow and the Nutcracker is playing in my head. ^•^

Neat old-fashioned architecture covered with snowy cloak is completing the mood.

Edited November 15 by Usual Crypty

[Arrlong28 763]

Well, now my mood improved. 

It turns out that the Workshop of Chinese Chess that I'm going to do next week is FULL!

10 PEOPLE!

That's a LOT more than I expected.

I feel a bit bad smiling, knowing that someone close is suffering... But that Improved my mood.